Upside down

He wrote me so many messages and then he deleted all of them. But why? If he had only texted? Why had he deleted it? I just can't take all this. All these are burdening my head. 

I have lost so many days due to all this nonsense. I haven't studied also. At first, all these boys along with Regina. And now? 

Daniel. I want to text him but every time I think of texting him, my ego comes between it.

No, why will I text? He is the one who is not answering. I have texted him so many messages, all those texts he has seen but not replied to. If he wants to ignore me, let me make him happy by avoiding him. 

Why will I always be the first to text? Previously, I also thought for a while that he would have blocked me, but no. If he would have blocked me, he will not be able to see my texts but he was able of it. What does this simply mean? 

It means that he is ignoring me. I should not think about him and all those kinds of stuff now. How c