Chapter Sixty One

"Mom!" Ronald's voice came from behind. The lines of fear appear in my thoughts again. Why is she here? How? When I saw her take the first step, my euphoria crumbled on the floor. As usual, there are nasty vibrations all around us. Every piece of recklessness is pinning me from every angle.

"What? Are you not happy? My goodness, you're hiding here." Ronald grabbed her and left. I'm standing alone again. Don't worry, he'll come, and we'll rejoice. The pearls were broken, running and hiding behind tables all around. Sitting on my knees, my hand begins to collect each jewel, as if I were collecting my happiness. She is here on purpose. I understand, but why aren't they chatting here?

After picking up the pearls, I sat on the couch for him. After an hour, he was still with her. Don't worry, he will arrive. I am sure. With strength, I made my way to where they were conversing, but I had to stop outside. Ronald is sitting with her and drinking. Does he forget about me?

With such ease

I felt