OneTwoThreeKeep going, keep going, keep coming. Until it becomes a torrential downpour. Someone stop this pain. My tears fall to the floor and shine like a crystal in a sea of white marbles. Why am I crying? This is not me. Who makes me weak?RoseShe’s my strength.MomDamn it!She makes me look foolish. Behind my back, she’s taking my money and playing hide-and-seek. This is also her money, but why does the person use it? It’s for my company’s employees. They work day and night for me, and now what am I going to say to them? Why? Why? My fingers were running through my hair in frustration. She’s my idol, and...My heart is broken today with every word I hear because I believe in my mom. Is she acting deliberately? Rose told me once that she was behind our separation. Is she really? That means I’m wrong to blindly trust her. My brain is in pain when thinking about answers. Where is she?RoseI need her.“Hey.” Yes, my home, where I live peacefully without any problems. Her smell f
Deep breathDeep breathCalm downGodWhat the hell had I done inside?Like in a dream, I faced him for the first time. The moment I saw him sitting there, I knew that if my body came out in one piece, then God was with me, and now I’m here. Standing in front of him with a dare, his eyes were already filled with lust for me. He never changed. His gaze is the most hateful thing in the world. On the other side, they’re all together again, standing for me. But I knew what the result would be, so I did what I wanted. Sweating and breathing heavily, I stop and run my hand on my chest to calm myself.“Mrs. Rose, are you okay?” I nodded and sat in the car, but nothing came into my hands. Like time, everything is going out of my hands. We’re running late.“O., open the windows and let’s go.” As soon as the car started, the door opened, and Ronald entered. Wait! He listened to our conversation. Theo and I were watching each other. I can’t let him watch me in a poor situation.“Rose, what are y
GiggleThen anotherRonaldHe’s giggling while sleeping. I hadn’t noticed him laughing before, but what could he be dreaming about? He looks so happy.“What are you dreaming?” I whisper while running my fingers through his smooth hair. But then his eyes opened, like he heard me. Why does he attract me so much, even in his sleep?“Hey!”“Rose!” He came up and kissed my lips while I was smiling. What’s going on? He looked down and then at me. His gaze was fixated on me. Wait! No. I stop breathing when his hand rests on my stomach. What? God, he knows? How?“In my dream, I saw you lying in the shadows and admiring the lovely sea outside. But then I turned around and saw someone calling out to me. He stopped again and kissed me hard again. What...? His hand rolled on my stomach. What is he expecting?“Ronald.”“He called me daddy.” No please. Don’t speak further. My body, which was calm a moment ago, now went cold. Why do I feel pain? It’s my choice not to tell him why I want to speak up.
Rose is not here now.Late at night, she was not in bed when my eyes opened. She thinks I slept after she left, but I’m there when they’re talking. I’m sure she has something planned, but I don’t care what it is. She’s never going to plot anything against me. All that she did was just because of me. My priority is her safety now that I hear what they’re planning.Mom and Draco are not what I’m thinking. When did she become so different? Did Jesse know? The reason she despises her mother is somewhere in there. But the lady she’s talking about, who is she? Second, I’m fighting with myself because I know there will be two drops of blood on the bed when I get up.“Hey baby, why are you still in bed?” My sleepy eyes widened after watching her.“Jesus Rose, cover yourself. At least in this situation, please. I’m trying to stop myself.” She’s fully naked, standing with wet hair and a body full of little drops of water. She’s trying to seduce me. When she’s completely exposed in front of me?
Sitting on the kitchen counter, I’m staring outside. My hand feels numb after holding the papers of our lives and, on the other hand, the phone. It feels so peaceful here, where I can recall the moment that I spent with Ronald. He came running when I sent him a message. He loves me with passion, like it’s our last time. On the other side,WaitingFor tomorrowTomorrow we’re going to take our next. Third day of my battle. When they are causing me to have sleepless nights, how dare they sleep peacefully? Once more, people are dying. relapse into death. The person who manages the accounts is now dead because they killed him. Today I made the hardest decision of my life. Ronald now loves me, but what about tomorrow, when he finds out what I hide from him? Has he ever seen me the way he looks at me? If he finds out to whom I’m married, thenProofVictimsAnd he’s gone. It’s my revenge that I’m taking because the power is in my hands. Why not use it? This is my only chance. Just a few days,
Oh my godStop staringImmediately“Stop fucking him with your eyes.” Shit! She saw me again while watching her brother but what can I do? He’s so handsome. Tall with a broad shoulder. The moving muscles of his body make every woman’s heart bleed. His long dark brown hair is tied behind his head but it’s silky and smooth I can feel from here. My hands want to touch him with every inch of my body.Not todayNeverHe turns like he saw me watching him. His dark green eyes shining in the light. Running his eyes on every window like he’s searching for something. But then he turns and is busy with his work. Like they ignored me again. Disappointment falls again in my eyes or my heart. Again, he ignored me.He liedHe betrayed“No, I’m here just you know fresh air and look at the flowers...”“Oh no, there’s nothing wrong watching flowers with a handsome bee who runs around on flowers.” Jessie knows about my every move on her brother.RonaldShe knows how much I feel for her brother. The day
“Mom!” “Here my girl.” My mom Mrs. Lilly is working on my birthday party. She’s a beautiful and stunning growing woman. We’re very similar with a face not in thoughts. She hates the Parker family, which means Ronald, family. My mom is an entrepreneur. She loves flowers, that’s why she starts a business with her own perfume. When I’m a child my mind was always curious about flowers and here I’m thinking of taking one step further in the perfume business but my dad says you need to complete your studies first. “Mom I told you I want a simple party but this is...” So much decoration and so many guests. I told my mom I want just my friends but she invited me to the whole college. She’s not like to show off but it’s her love for me. “This is what? Oh, come on my girl it’s not a big deal and better for you to take it as a habit because.” Oh, there she is again giving me lectures on parties and class society. Blah blah “Lilly you’re talking with walls.” My mom stops talking with my dad’
“Mom!” It’s my mom. She slaps Ronald on the cheek, and he cries out in pain. She’s so angry. Oh god, she listens to everything. Maybe. “How dare you?” “Mom, it’s nothing. I..” “Don’t you dare, Rose? Stop defending him.” I ignored her and helped Ronald. He’s looking more hurt. “Mam please..” Before he completes his words, Mom slaps him again. Oh no. I’m scared now, mom. It’s not that my mom never slapped someone. “Mom doesn’t, please. Listen to me.” I need to cover everything before the worst happens. Mom came again, and before she reached me, I stood in front of him like a shield. “Rose, I can handle it. Let me..” “Oh, now you’re going to handle it. First, handle yourself. See your class. You’re just a servant. You touched my daughter with your dirty hands.” “Mom! Stop.” I cried out. How dare she insult him? But mom continuously yelled at him, and my Ron just stood there silently, listening to her words. But then his house door burst open, and his parents came outside. This i