I gnawed at the corner of my fingernails as I paced back and forth, feeling my heart beating hard against my chest.
Of course, Jaden is still inside, which makes me even more apprehensive now.
As he's part of the council, I understand that he can stay, but I'm distressed over the fact that I have to stand outside with Joshua and his family, who stare at me with eyes full of rage as if they could devour me. I really was a problem for them and now, they weren't even trying to hide it.
I mean, as well as being alive, I had discovered that I could be more trouble than expected.
When the door opens, the old men are the first to come to me.
“Well,” the older-looking one says, clearing his throat. “Talking to Alpha King Jaden, we found out some... important information about you, Malia.” I stop, just to look at him. My eyes fall on Jaden and his upright kingly posture. He was so handsome and strong.
I knew he'd make a fine father looking at him now.
“W-what?” I stutter a little.
“Can we go outside?” He asks, giving a calm smile. “I'd love to talk to your she-wolf.”
“Right!” I sigh, clearing my throat. “We can!”
They pass in front of me and Jaden walks up to me, holding my waist possessively.
He ignores his family, taking me outside with all the care in the world.
“Baby, what's up?” He asks, staring at me. “You're so quiet!”
“Jaden, can't this... transformation... hurt the baby?” I whisper, shrugging my shoulders. He sighs heavily, taking hold of my face and lifting it so that I can look at him.
"This can't, love!"
“But it hurt so much and it's only the second transformation,” I stare at the floor.
“Everything will get better, why don't you ask Fawn's opinion?”
I nod, staying silent and close my eyes, as I feel Jaden's arms wrap around me.
'Come on, Malia,' Fawn says. 'I really need to talk to all these guys.'
'What are we, Fawn?' I ask now, letting out a long sigh.
'Special, darling,' she smiles. 'Your family didn't recognize that. Nobody recognized it, but the goddess is working to show that you're much better than them and everything they said.' She sits down opposite me
I nod and open my eyes, only to find Jaden.
“Before all that... can you tell me why you want to see my transformation?”
“Not just yours, but your mate's,” the elder said. “Not everything is known to your wolves. Well,” he sits down on the grass. “Sit down, I have some things to tell you.”
I do, just staring at him.
“Well, there are... couples, people who are destined for eternity together. As you or Jaden may already know, you were created by the goddess's own hands, as favorites. She meticulously placed every quality and flaw in you, as well as your abilities and powers. We just don't know what motivated Malia to be so much younger than you, Jaden,” he sighs. “The whole point is that we've never come face to face with your wolves and that,” he opens the book on the grass, showing two wolves that look extremely similar to Mark and Fawn. The drawing was well done and very beautiful. “If this is real, if your wolves are these, you are more than special, you are rare... you are chosen by the goddess!”
“What do you mean, chosen by the goddess?” I frowned, dumbfounded.
However, we are interrupted by the presence of Joshua and his angry red face.
He approaches us at a trot. “Is this how we treat criminals now?” He jeers. “Don't forget that she tried to kill me and you're flattering her and forgetting the essentials,” he snorts, stomping his feet. “My son could have been orphaned, and my pack without a decent alpha.” I laugh humorlessly.
Joshua would never be the best for this pack, even if he tried.
“I think we'd better continue this... later,” I sigh, getting up.
“Yes, you will be welcome on our lands,” Jaden says, smiling.
“Alpha Joshua, your stance is quite irrational,” the elder says, rolling his eyes. “How do you expect me to receive respect when you say horrible things about the bond of others? You're very lucky that the King and Queen don't want to open a formal complaint against you or the former alphas,” he grunts, stopping in front of Joshua. “Attempted murder, where we come from, is still a crime!” The man holds the book even tighter against his chest and walks past him.
Joshua glares at me with hatred and I feel a shiver run down my spine before he turns and walks away, stomping his feet.
“King Alpha Jaden,” the king says with a huge scowl. “Whether it's your position or not, know that I don't agree with anything that has happened in these lands and that I will do my utmost to make things right and retaliate against this pack for what has happened.”
“I understand,” Jaden nods. “It's really hard to take care of everything.
This is a very strong and reliable pack. But it holds dark secrets that you'll discover over time.”
The man nods at Joshua and me, turning to leave.
“Our marriage can't be this troubled,” I say, pulling Jaden towards me.
“Do you still intend to find your mother?” he asks, smoothing my back.
“No, I just want to be with you,” I say. “I don't want to see anyone today, okay?”
“All right,” he kisses my forehead. “But know that I'll support you if you decide to forgive them.”
“Thank you, Jaden, you're everything I've ever asked the goddess for.”
“I know!” He laughs softly, giving me a kiss on the neck. “Now come on!”
30 - Premeditated accident"You look beautiful," Jaden says, holding my waist between his fingers. Deciding whether or not to go to the wedding was a difficult choice and we discussed it a lot. We didn't want to spoil everything, but at the same time we knew that it would be diplomatic to do so. Not for Joshua or his wife, but because there would be countless other alphas present and everyone knew that Jaden would be here to celebrate his younger brother's wedding - which, for many, would be a beautiful opportunity to get a new wedding ring. "Thank you, you look and smell beautiful now," I put my nose to his neck, sniffling.After the perfume saga, Jaden made a point of getting rid of it, which got a few laughs from Damon, since he's been wearing it since he "became a man", in Jaden's own words.I know I shouldn't pick on him, but the goddess is witness to all the nausea I've had to endure because the scent is still impregnated in some of Jaden's clothes. "Now, come on, the party'
Everything that happens in front of me goes in slow motion, and I stare as I try to move as quickly as possible through the people to get to her.My wolf is agitated; he wants to kill and tear apart the other one — who, even though pregnant, doesn't seem to care about hurting herself or her child.She still holds my mate's hair while shouting something I can't hear. My steps are firm, and Malia seems weak, blinking slowly.I panic when I see her dress start to turn red. Blood. Her blood.Joshua appears and pulls his chosen mate away, staring at her in disbelief. I feel a lump in my throat and want to cry now.I pick Malia up in my arms and hold her against my chest, running out of the hall very quickly. I follow a familiar path, and when I reach the entrance of the infirmary, I have no voice to explain.Damon is the one who appears and tells everything exactly while I stare at the blood on my fingers, remembering where it came from and that it could be a risk to my child.“The situati
"Don’t you ever get tired of destroying our lives, of meddling in everything? You’re ridiculous," I spit out, unleashing everything I feel in my chest. "You and Joshua deserve each other, deserve the mediocre life you have and all the crap you go through and will continue to go through." I stare at her. "That's why you could never be an Alpha Queen. You’re unfit. You’re cruel, you’re bitter... I hate you. Don’t ever cross my path again, understood?” “Jaden,” Joshua begins. “You can’t talk to her like that. Besides being Luna, she’s pregnant.” "Screw you, her, and your bastard, Joshua," I shout at the top of my lungs, even though I know I'm making a scene for everyone present. "She’s a murderer, a damn murderer! Can’t you do anything right? You can’t even get a concubine?” “I’m not a concubine…” she says, offended. "That's the only thing that offends you? Pathetic!" I roll my eyes. “I never want to see you again. I don’t want to know about either of you in my life. Forget about
MaliaI can’t remember where I am, but the cold wind hitting my face scares me. I take a deep breath, jolting up, only to find myself in a huge garden full of flowers.The sun is high in the sky, but the cold wind still makes me shiver a little and hug myself. Where am I?I frown and stand up, looking around. “Hello?” I call, but get no response.“Hello, Malia,” I hear the voice echoing, and I turn abruptly, searching for the owner. But nothing happens.“Who are you?” I ask, frowning.“It’s me, Malia,” the voice says behind me, and I turn, only to find a woman standing there.She is beautiful. Thin face, full lips, small nose, and slightly slanted eyes. Her skin is pale, her eyes dark, and her black hair provides a striking contrast.She wears a white dress that fits perfectly to her curves. Her hair falls over her like a tunic. The thin strap, seeming to be made of gemstones, extends along her arm, creating a braid. She is beautiful, I can’t stop repeating.“Thank you,” she smiles.“
#### JadenI was feeling like trash. I wasn't eating properly, wasn't bathing, and spent my time locked in the room next to Malia, waiting for her to wake up.Keeping her sedated was the best option. Mark was as desperate as I was since he couldn't sense Fawn's presence anymore.This indicated that losing the pup had broken her. Mark was disappointed with himself, and I felt empty."I can't believe I wasn't good enough for her to trust me," he growls inside my head."Mark, it wasn't your fault! It's not our choice," he licks his lips. "I mean, she needs time, let's just give her that..." I squeeze Malia's hands between my fingers. "I also want our mate to wake up and look at us, but... we have to deal with this!" I take a deep breath, filling my lungs.Two knocks on the door interrupt us. I mutter a brief "come in," feeling completely upset, and see Damon enter."We've got everything. We're leaving by plane," he says. "We'll leave and arrive so quickly, we won't even notice.""I don't
It was a quick trip from that pack back home. The Red Rock pack had an indescribable beauty, but I never wanted to encounter it again, ever.I was so angry. I felt awful for agreeing to go, even though it had been very useful for us.We had been back for a week, and as the previous doctors said, the numbness of her wolf could hinder her healing. So, we had done a battery of new tests to decide if she would wake up or not.I was broken inside. My shell had cracked and was about to explode. I cried at least once a night, in our bed — which still carried her scent — alone and thinking about what I did to deserve so much suffering.I thought about ending it all, but then I thought of Malia and the pack. They needed me!“Jaden,” Damon called me as I walked down the enormous hallway.“Yes?” I turned to face him.“Man, something is happening,” He sighed.“What is it?” I asked, furrowing my brow.“Come with me,” he said.We headed towards my office, and when I entered, he closed the door behi
When I burst into that hospital room, Malia was having her blood drawn. Her eyes lit up with recognition and sadness when she saw me."Love," I say, drawn out and holding her hands, leaning slightly over her. "I'm sorry, I should have gone with you. I should have taken care of you, please forgive me!""No, Jaden!" She runs her fingers through my hair. "There's no one to blame in this story except that woman," she sighs, her eyes welling up with tears."I wish I had been here when you found out," I say bitterly. "I asked Paul... he...""It wasn't him who told me," she swallows hard. "Can we be alone?""Of course," I nod my head."Are these walls soundproof?" Malia asks, looking around."No," I frown.She nods and looks at Paul, who is still tending to her. "When can I leave?""Well, I think if you're going back to Luna's room, you're already doing well enough," he smiles weakly at her. "I'm sorry this happened, Malia.""I'm sorry too, doctor," she says in a whisper."Well, here are som
Malia"I received a visit from the moon goddess, Jaden," I look at him deeply, wanting him to see the absolute truth in my eyes. "And she told me some things... that made me very... suspicious of everyone." I hold his fingers against my chest. "You believe me, don't you?""Of course I believe you," he says, holding my face. "All of this only confirmed what I was already suspecting." He sighs."What do you mean?" I ask, furrowing my brow."I didn't want to worry you," he squeezes my fingers against his palm and sighs. "But my main reason for going there was that during that one week I was missing, I was attacked and almost killed by a group of rogues. They knew exactly where I was and what I was going to do in that pack. Damon and I managed to get away from them, but we knew something was wrong. How could they know exactly where to go?" I sigh, closing my eyes. I almost lost my mate and didn't even know it. "It turns out that my parents arranged it. Apparently, they paid those rogues t