Farewell

I don't know how long I cried on that bathroom floor, but I couldn't stop. I could not do it, no I think on the contrary that I did not want to do it.

I stayed like that for long hours before realizing that the sun was already low in the sky and that the orange tint that announced the beginning of the night was already there.

I looked at my mother's lifeless body and decided to follow her last wishes. There was no point in me staying there anyway. It wasn't going to bring her back to life so I took it upon myself and got up deciding to call the ambulance.

I had nothing that mattered in my life now, I felt so empty inside. I went down to the living room and dialed the SAMU number.

With pain and sadness, I told them that my mother had just passed away and that I needed them. Then I let myself slide to the floor and started crying miserably.

The voice in my head had finally closed its mouth leaving me finally at peace with my sadness and my dark thoughts. I heard the doorbell ringing and