I don't know how long I cried on that bathroom floor, but I couldn't stop. I could not do it, no I think on the contrary that I did not want to do it. I stayed like that for long hours before realizing that the sun was already low in the sky and that the orange tint that announced the beginning of the night was already there.I looked at my mother's lifeless body and decided to follow her last wishes. There was no point in me staying there anyway. It wasn't going to bring her back to life so I took it upon myself and got up deciding to call the ambulance.I had nothing that mattered in my life now, I felt so empty inside. I went down to the living room and dialed the SAMU number.With pain and sadness, I told them that my mother had just passed away and that I needed them. Then I let myself slide to the floor and started crying miserably.The voice in my head had finally closed its mouth leaving me finally at peace with my sadness and my dark thoughts. I heard the doorbell ringing and
I looked at the streets of this city which saw me grow, smile, blossom, and laugh, I remembered every corner of the streets, the places where I had been, my giggles at unusual places, and above all the happiness that I had to live in this city. Now it's time for me to leave everything behind and just focus on the future.It won't be easy but now that I have nothing to hold me back here, I can leave with a light heart. I sighed feeling the driver's gaze through the rearview mirror and stared back." You seem sad... Are you leaving town?"I just nodded before glancing back. I left it all behind and when I say it that's it. Even my laptop and my sim stayed, I don't want to have to explain anything to people from my past so I'm cutting ties in every sense of the word.I kept my face on the glass until we got to the station. The train to Capital City was due to leave soon so I went to check in my luggage and waited for it to depart. When I speak of my luggage, it is only a suitcase conta
I walked like this behind the boy of my dreams. Yes, I seem frivolous for a girl who just broke up, my life itself is total darkness. But if I can have a moment to escape my harsh reality, then I'll be happy to do so.The voice in my head seemed distressed by my fickleness but I sent it flying, I have the right to appreciate a handsome man and in this case, this man is.He has marvelous features, he is not as muscular and masculine as Chad, no he is a beauty like in the fantastic stories. His hair looks neat and his dress makes me feel like I'm in the K-pop world.In the beginning, I like Capital City." So you come to a visit?"His voice startled me and I looked at him a little embarrassed. If he knew I was specially fantasying about him, I'm sure he'd take me for a psychopath."Ah no... I mean I came to find my family..."He shrugged his shoulders before crossing a small alley." So why do you need a hotel if you have family here?"I swallowed, ah if you're handsome, can you not be
I followed Jessy my head filled with questions as the voice told me to calm down. Granted, he tried to hurt me at first and that should make me take the opposite direction rather than follow him, but he has that deep look that makes me want to believe him. Finally, trust him and it is not because this boy is completely my type and I hope that we will see each other more often. Not.**, Of course, I believe you**If that voice could materialize I would break his neck with his sarcastic responses. I sighed before telling myself that I must be crazy. Already I have a voice in my head but I still have to argue with it, if I tell someone for sure I will be interned.I looked at Jessy's back and gulped, he's not very tall and looks more like a pretty boy but damns his body is sculpted just right.His back and shoulders are muscular and this tight fit perfectly outlines the contours of his body which I find exquisite.** You are a frivolous woman **I coughed lightly before feeling a vein pu
I may have grown up in a world that was a bit candy and everything, but Grandpa isn't all sugar and honey by any chance. I mean, they're sweet and caring to their little kids but why mine just has the face of someone wanting to kill me? I wonder if it's true as a father he must have been disappointed by my mother's running away and especially if afterward, they had to suffer the consequences, but after that, it's been almost 18 years and the water has sunk under the bridges. Let's forget the old grudges and stick together as a family. My mother is no longer so there remains my only family and to see it I am also, so why make a whole story of the dramas of the past? It's useless and it scares me and I don't like to be scared.** You are narcissistic you **I restrained myself from answering my wolf because the moment was inappropriate, especially with the quite nasty looks that I received around me, but the worst was from the one who was supposed to share the same blood as me.I swall
I looked at Jessy lost, what else did he want? It's true, I have nothing to blame him for and above all seeing him again is a real pleasure for me, but now that his boss, who is incidentally my grandfather, has rejected me, promising me death if we were to see each other again, I imagine he would have followed the man's wishes and not approach me again." What are you doing here? I mean you heard your Alpha didn't you?"Jessy smiled before taking my suitcase." I followed what the Alphs said and I found it unfair. Your mother's past actions have indeed led to the ruin of our pack but from there to hunt you for that, you are his only family, and who also finds you alone, frankly he exaggerates. For my own, I am not of his opinion, your mother certainly had responsibilities but she also had her own life to lead. If she fell in love and chose to live this love instead of locking herself in a restrictive union, I have nothing to say about it. And who tells him by the way the Soul Moon Alp
Jessy showed me to my room and I dropped my suitcase entering the adjoining bathroom as I was exhausted. Both physically and morally.I just felt grateful that I got to meet Jessy even though the circumstances weren't appropriate. Granted, but afterward, he caught up and tried to help me as best he could, even if in the end, it was useless.I'm not saying it's his fault either, it's obviously because of this resentful old madman, prisoner of the past who didn't want to listen to me.I sighed, glad Jessy still came to help me, I'll still be on the street if not caught in a trap again with another trafficker who I'm sure wouldn't have been as wonderful as Jessy.** Come back down to earth. You must not get carried away by this man and give yourself to him or I assure you that your Alpha will kill you both. If there's one thing alphas can't stand, it's being humiliated by their destined partner**I sighed before thinking back to my parents."Do you think that's why that Alpha took such v
Two days had passed and I was on the eve of D-Day. The stage fright that had invaded my heart was such that I could not put anything in my mouth and my sleep was also altered.** If we consider that eating half as much as usual when we eat like 4 is a problem or sleeping 8 hours a day compared to the normal 10 hours demonstrates a state of nervousness **A vein appeared on my forehead as I held myself back from exploding in front of several people.Indeed, while the tavern was much more crowded than usual, I had decided to help a little with the service and Tom had gladly accepted.Jessy wasn't there, in fact since this morning I haven't seen him and I wonder where he went again. Could he be looking for someone else? I frowned as I wondered if I had gone crazy for condoning this.Down with the excuse that I have no choice because they're the only people who can help me in this town, but damn what they're doing is illegal.No, it's downright criminal so as a citizen of honorable charac