Matteo standing behind me is trying not to laugh out loud. Everyone staring at us at the door makes me feel awkward. I really don't like people staring at me this wag "Your seat is beside Boss" Matteo whispers and I search for Nico. I see him at one end of the table and his dad at the other end.I see that man from the kitchen, who I kindly named waffle boy, sitting by Nico's right and a red head sitting by his left side and I'm certain that's my place. With my chin up, I gracefully walk, well as graceful as one wearing a Donald duck tee shirt and matching shorts with no slippers on could. I ignore the judgemental stares and whispers keeping my head up. Everyone wore fancy dinner clothes, to them I don't fit in the circle. Andrea would be so proud of me for not running off. I walk till I get to Nico stopping next to the redhead, I glance at Nico and he has his eyes fixed on me already, like he is waiting for what I'd do. Waiting to see my reaction. He had the nerves to let some ot
I turn around restlessly on my bed, thinking about what Nico said last night.'I will never belong to you'.For some reasons his words are still stuck in my head and I am unable to get rid of them. And for some other weird reasons his words really hurt me and I think back to our conversation last night Flashback"Why?" I ask, trying to hide the hurt in my voice.Why did he say that? To hurt me?"Simply because. You and I belong to two different worlds. You are desperately clinging to those fairy tale delusions of a happy ending. There is no such thing as a happy ending. Especially not with me."End of flashback.I am confused on what to do and I scream into my pillow in frustration. Blowing a stray piece of hair off my face, I decide to call Andrea. She picks on the third ring."Look who decided to call" She says sarcastically. She would probably give me an attitude, and I know I deserve it. Because what kind of girl goes M.I.A on her best friend?But I can't really explain it all fo
I sit back down, glaring at my plates like that would help solve anything. Nico gets up and leaves, telling redhead to 'make sure I eat'. I force myself to take a few bites from my toast, playing around with the oatmeal in my bowl.Waffleboy sits across me, flashing me a smile.He had this bed hair that I'm certain he did on purpose because it looked good on him. He was wearing a black suit with a white shirt, the first three buttons were left open revealing the cross chain on his neck. "Hey kitten" I glance up at him before going back to playing with my food.From the corner of my eye I see redhead pushing her chest out and giving him a sultry look trying to get his attention but he doesn't pay attention to her. He's looking at me, staring at me. I don't like people staring, makes me feel awkward. I keep my eyes on my plate avoiding his dark gaze.He takes a cherry from the bowl throwing it into my bowl. This little....Taking a deep breath, i control the urge to stab him. There's
Why? Why does it have to be me? Why not someone else? Why me??We both stared at each other, the silence so loud you could hear a pin drop, my heart beating fast was heard. Or was that his?How can something so pretty be so cruel? "Why?" I ask blinking back the tears about to fallWhy is he treating me this way? What did I do?"What was my fault in all these?"I ask again. I want an answer."You existed" he pushed away from me. Not sparing me another glance he walked out of the room banging the door shut.That's it? He treats me this way because I'm alive?I slide down the wall sitting on the floor, the tears drooping freely.I tried to forget the accident. I tried to move on and be happy. I tried to think I was going to be okay. But right now, I wish I died too along with them.Someone knocked at my door before it opened. Did Nico come to say something? Can't be Nico he won't knock.Andrei walked Into the room, holding a plate of waffles. I hastily clean my eyes with my hand."Kitten?
The entire car ride was quiet. None of us saying anything. I reach for the radio the same moment he did and our fingers brushes. "Sorry" I mumble, retracting my hand. My cheek heats up and I turn away before he can see it What is wrong with me?? Why am I acting like a child?"You okay?" He asks and I nod.He puts the music on and some random song starts playing.'I know I'm not yours and I belong to anotherAnd it doesn't help that we want each otherBut baby I'm begging just for tonightDon't let me go baby, hold me tight'Okay. Okay. Okay.This is weird. Am I the only one that thinks so?Or am I reading too much into it?I steal a glance at him and he's eyes are on the road. I take this opportunity to study him.He has thick, dark hair with few strand standing due to the amount of times he ran his hands through it. His eyebrows are bushy, and his eyes are dark and intense. He is muscular with broad shoulders. His body is obviously covered in tattoos, but I only see the ones on his
The day went by fast, the horse ride was a bit awkward at first with Andrei sitting behind me and controlling Luc but it got better and I loved the feeling. We left late when the weather changed. A storm was coming and we had to leave or we would get caught in the storm.Now we were close to the mansion and I was staring out the window listening to soft jams on the radio."Just so you know, Nico would be really pissed, so you have to calm him down" Andrei tells me. He had to just tell me now?I tense when I see Nick standing outside with his hands at his back. Oh shit. We're doomed. I am doomed.He does not look happy. He looks pissed. Super pissed."I thought you told me not to worry about him?" I screeched,tensed. Oh no. Oh no. I am freaking out right now."I said not to worry about him when we were leaving not when we were coming back" Andrei says.I resist the urge to face palm myself. Is he being for real?I have to think of how to get out of this.I still have time to escape, I
I stare at the closed door, my heart racing. What just happened? I take deep breaths, trying to calm myself. my thoughts racing. my thoughts racing as I pace around the room. Nico is one confusing human, giving me mixed signals, this moment he is cold towards me, the next he is kissing me, did this kiss mean anything to him? Or is it just one of his games. I groan in frustration because I am just as confused as ever.I need to leave this room, staying here isn’t helping matters.I open the door to go out, but my path is blocked by two men who are definitely not Matteo and Antonio.“Boss said not to let you out” One of them answers his arms folded across his chest“What about Matteo and Antonio?” I ask them.Did Nico replace my bodyguards? Why would he do that?“Boss said they were incapable of taking care of you, so he had them changed” the same one answered again, keeping his eyes straight.“Where is he?” I demanded. They both looked down at me, before looking straight ahead, igno
"Go to sleep" He pats my cheek. "You would be going back to school tomorrow"I forgot about school. I forgot tomorrow is Monday. Shoot. I don't think I'm ready to start school tomorrow. I don't want to start school tomorrow. Can't I just quit?Now my previous fear was gone, and I had a different thing on my mind"Can't I just stay? I'd be good I swear" I plead with him, giving him the puppy dog eyes. He stares at me blankly."You're in your final year. You need to go to school. Sleep now" He stares down at me, trying to get me to submit to his orders and sleep"Still too early to sleep" Folding my arms around my chest, I stare back, holding eye contact with him.He likes telling me no, doesn't he. Let's see if he'd like me telling him no too."For someone who was afraid of me right now, you defy my order. I can get you killed right now for defying me" He threatens but his lip quirks up in amusement.It's just an empty threat. He wouldn't do that. "I wasn't afraid of you" I deny loo