Now I'm lying in the hospital. My stomach hurts excruciatingly. Baekmyo stands beside me lying down. He looked very worried and scared to see my state like this. Though I just want to give birth, not dying.
I'm in the delivery room, I don't know how many hours I've been here. I will give birth to a baby. Happiness and fear become one. Thrilling. It is so thrilling that my heart is about to explode.
Luckily Baekmyo had not left for the office, after seeing me in pain he immediately took me to the hospital. Now he's here with me. Holds my hand and gives me a reassuring smile. Occasionally kissing my hand and looking at me with love. I can tell he is no less nervous than me, his face like a confused person.
"It's okay, everything will be fine," he whispered reassuringly. "I love you." Baekmyo looked like he is about to cry, but he tries to hold it in.
Behind this pain, there is a burning feeling that fills my chest. This is what it feels like to gi
Three months have passed. It's true what people say, if you have a baby, your sleep time will be reduced. Time for yourself will be greatly reduced. That's right. Very true. Sometimes I'm tired and sometimes I'm happy. Tired of when the little one cries and asks to be carried, not to mention that I have to do homework. It's nice, when I feel like I'm back in childhood. Invite him to play, joke. Even though he can't speak yet and can only roll there, roll here, but my Hajun can already laugh. His motor skills are developing. Really, I love my Hajun. "I thought you only loved Hajun," Baekmyo begin to protest. It is always like that when he felt it was unfair to him. Even though I've tried my best to be fair to these two men I love. Hajun and Baekmyo. But... it can't be denied, ever since Hajun is there, I put Hajun first. "Oh, I love you both," I evaded, I don't want Baekmyo to be jealous of his own son even though I know he's just kidding. Baek
"It's up to you what you want to do there. Think of it as a gift from me. You need to take care of yourself." "Is that true?" "Yes." "Oppa, I love you!" I said happily even though my voice is drowned by Baekmyo's embrace. "You, at this rate just said you love me," he sneered. "You say that to Hajun more often. Almost every second you say it." "Do not exaggerate!" my murmur. I know Baekmyo didn't mean it. I hug Baekmyo back. He always pays attention to me. Even if it's just a small attention, it's often. My love does not decrease, in fact it increases every day. "Sorry, I didn't pay much attention to you. You almost became a zombie because you didn't have time to take care of yourself," Baekmyo said. "What's that bad?" "No, you're still beautiful in my eyes. Uh... I think I'm the one who loves you more." "I love you more." "No, I'm the one who loves you the most." "Then love me as
After leaving the salon, Baekmyo takes me to lunch at a restaurant. He invites me to eat well. I feel today is my lucky day. Baekmyo really served me. I feel like a queen. After feeding, Hajun fell asleep. Earlier he had defecated and luckily we were already at the restaurant and the restaurant has baby care facilities. I put Hajun in the stroller beside me then started eating my food. "Where are we going after this?" Baekmyo asked. "I think we should just go home. I didn't bring much change of clothes for Hajun." "Okay, it's up to you." I devour my food voraciously. I don't know if it's because I'm hungry or if the food tastes good to me. Baekmyo watches me with a smile on his lips. I know he likes to watch me eat well. He said it was something cute. Though I ate like a hungry lion, I don't know which side he was looking at so thought it was cute. "Is the food good?" Baekmyo asked as he put a slice of meat on top of my rice.
I sigh. That is true. Father and son alike, both like simple and uncomplicated clothes. I see Hajun reach for the hat hanging in front of him. He plays with it then he walks towards the exit carrying the hat. "Hajun where are you going? Just put the hat here!" I said. Hajun just babbles as he keep walks. Baekmyo follows behind while asking for the hat from Hajun. I watchs from afar, a little worried. Hajun is walking fast enough but not really strong yet. I'm afraid he will fall. "Hajun, don't take it out it will ring!" Baekmyo said in a patient tone. Hajun keep walking towards the door and right, when he passes the exit the device installed on the door immediately rang because the hat Hajun brought had not been paid for, there is still the seal. I see from afar Hajun panick and go back inside. Then he wept for fear of the sound. Baekmyo takes the hat and carries Hajun into the shop again. I smile a little holding back laughter
I just out of a building where I work and then my cellphone ringing. Evidently it is a call from my boss, I answer it immediately, "Hello?" "Lee Yongju! Come here quickly!" Designer Joe shouts to me. "But... this is lunch time..." I reply. "Come quickly! You made the problem with President Director?" "Huh? No..." "Hurry, come here!" "Oh, okay." Finally I give up. The phone connection is lost. I turn back and run to the HK Group building again. Even though lunch time isn't over yet. I am so mad to Designer Joe, she always disturbs my lunch time even though it is only a trivial problems. She can talk about it later, why should she delay my lunch time? What is the problem? -o0o- I sit awkwardly in front of the two of them. They are Mr Byun, president of the HK Group and beside him is his wife. They stare me earlier without say anything. This situation make me really nervous, they mak
"All of that just because he's handsome, he's disgusting," I muttered. "What?" Baekmyo looks at me with one eyebrow raised. I'm surprised. Hopefully he doesn't hear what I said just now. "It is nothing." "Alright, finish your meal quickly!" Fyuh... Thanks goodness he don't hear me. His cold and flat demeanor make me feel irritated too, is there any kind of human like him? Do someone like him, their heart is eaten by dog? "Why?" he asked in his usual cold tone. I roll my eyes. "Hey, you don't intend to bring me fit a wedding dress?" "Go alone! You have legs and arms," he said lazily. I chuckle with annoyed. After a long time I can be hypertension when I'm with him. The way he talks make people get mad. My heart is devoured by him. Again, I should be patient. It is too late to be sorry.
I think I'm smart enough. I smile thinking about it, I just need to pretend to love Baekmyo in front of public. Will I be able to play it? "Very happy, huh? You almost rip your mouth when you smile." Suddenly Baekmyo come to the bride's room with a tuxedo attachs to his well-built body. For a moment I am stunned. He is handsome too when he wear a formal clothes like that. "I think you are engulfed by the earth," I said sarcastically. I don't expect that he will actually come to his own wedding and not hid or ran away. "Miss Lee Yongju, I don't expect you have so much guts. Not afraid to get involved with people like us. Out there, there are lots of wolves roaring to eat you." He looks at me. "You have three minutes left. Think about it quickly! If you change your mind, I'll help you to get out of here and I won't forget my promise." "Lee Yongju won't go!" said the President Director, suddenly come. "Baekmyo, this marriage is the only way to clea
"Oh, Madam, good morning. Sorry because I surprise you. Are you awake?" said the middle-aged woman with a friendly smile on her lips. "Ah, yes, good morning. But ... you ..." I said hesitantly. "Introduce, I am Yoo Minmin, the housekeeper in here. You can call me Auntie Yoo. Sorry yesterday I was back to my hometown so I could not welcome Madame." "Oh... I see, I think there is only the two of Baekmyo and me in this house," I muttered. "Madam, do you want to have breakfast right away?" "No, I'll help Auntie Yoo first." "But Madam..." "Why? I just want to help of my own desire. Auntie Yoo clean this house all by yourself, it's very big and it must be hard to clean it till shine like this. So, let me help you, Auntie." Finally Auntie Yoo surrenders. She let me help her to cook in the kitchen. Even though I am not good at cooking, I can at least cook rice and some of the easiest dishes to make. "Auntie, what is Bae