Chapter 20 My Girl, My WorldELSAâYour choice, Frozen. What is it going to be?â His voice was so calming. He stood up from between my thighs and walked a step backward. His voice and tone contrast what he wasâa demon, a beast, someone who has no business being alive and well.âHow exactly do you sleep at night knowing all the traumatic things youâve made people face? All the bad things youâve done?âA sneer appeared at the corner of his cheeks before he undid his button, letting his trousers fall to the ground and revealing his already erect dick, which was pierced. âIâm far past the redemption stage, Kitten.â He stepped out of his trousers and walked between my thighs. âStop trying to see if thereâs a part of me that would feel remorse. I know nothing of that word, but I can assure you that every part of me belongs to you and wants you to feel like the woman you are.ââFuck you.â My eyes stared directly into his, anger coursing through my veins. His smile only infuriated me further.
Chapter 21 ELSAI still had my hands wrapped over my body in a protective and shameful way. I pulled my leg to my chest on the bed filled with red roses that he had carried me to after carefully removing the knives. I couldnât think straight; I had no idea what to do next. The door to the room I was in opened, and my body instantly did a little shake. He had folded the sleeve of his black shirt, revealing a cursive tattoo on his left arm with an initial âHâ.I moved backward to the end of the bed, my arms still wrapped over my body, and my heart still beating against my chest with intensity. I felt pain all over my body, mostly from the sharp knives that pierced me.âI drew you a bath. Can you walk, or do you want me to carry you?â He asked, his eyes staring directly at me, like he felt sorry for me. How could he feel sorry after he caused this?âI want to be left alone. I can go to the bath tub myself.â I didnât spare him a glance. He looked like he wanted to argue but turned backwar
Chapter 1My nightmareELSAâIf fictional men were real, do you think theyâd fuck like gods?â Giannaâs voice filled the car. I had to look at the driver as my cheeks turned red, he must think we are whores now. âMaybe their dicks would go into our clits so deep that weâd see the shape on our lower belly.ââGianna!â I nudged her shoulder, and she scowled at me.âWhat? I just want to know.ââYou need to stop fantasizing about fictional men, Gia. Theyâre not even real, and if they were, you certainly in hell wouldnât want one like the types you read about in your life.ââYou need to stop breathing air; I mean, itâs not even real, and weâd die anyway. Yours can just be some years earlier, Iâll join you when Iâm old.ââYouâre sick.â I rolled my eyes at her and stared out the window of the moving vehicle, the houses, and trees I knew I would miss when I left for college. I didn't exactly feel sad about moving out to college the next week, but this was the town I had spent all my high school
Chapter 2ButterflyELSAI made it! It felt lonely without Gianna, but I was glad I made it either way, staring at the big building with the name Kingstonâs University boldly plastered on the exterior. Students of different sizes, colors, and races moved around, some in pairs and some alone.âWill you be fine, Honey?â Aunt Tiana asked, dragging my traveling bag to meet up with me, âYou know where to come whenever you get homesick.ââIâll be fine. You worry too much, and youâd get grey hairs faster that way.â I laughed at her as she grabbed my hand and gave it a little squeeze. I was finally here, in Washington DC, far away from Ohio and far away from the stalker.âAlright then. In you go, I still have to drop off James at high school.â She fumbled with her keys before turning away. Aunt Tiana lived here; she grew up in DC, and that made it more comfortable for me to come here.New school, new decisions, fresh start, new life.I held onto the bag handles and dragged both of them along
Chapter 3Little KittenELSAI felt his face and lips go to my ear, his breath across my neck. âHello, Little Kitten. We meet again.âMy entire body froze for a second. That name â my head did a spin back. The only person who called me that, the stalker from Ohio.I pushed at the figure behind me and stepped on the toes so hard that the person released me for a bit, giving me a chance to run. I turned, and my legs began working faster than they had ever done, running through the hallway filled with locker rooms.âHe... help!â I screamed on top of my voice. I couldnât see him again. I looked back; he wasnât standing there, he wasnât chasing me either.âDo you know how long Iâve fantasized about how good youâd look when you are running away from me with so much fear in your eyes, Kitten?âI couldnât exactly pinpoint where the voice was coming from, but I could hear it everywhere, echoing through the empty hallway like he was some demon from hell. I felt instant happiness and hope immedi
Chapter 4UNKNOWNâWhat was that you said again?â I asked, picking up the blood-stained towel on the cabinet and wiping off the blood on the knife with it before turning backward to face the half-dying man tied to the chair of nails. Every movement he made caused him pain and made the nails shift in his body.âIâm sorry, we didnât know you were in this city; we would haveââ I hit the sharp blade on the handle of his chair where his fingers were separated, a screeching scream came from him as he closed his eyes trying to endure the pain. His pinky finger was on the ground, cut out from his hand and making it four fingers left. He was missing his left ear and one pinky finger, both on the ground.âYouâre not sorry for trying to sex traffic and sell little kids going to school or young thirteen-year-old girls that still have their whole life ahead of them.â I walked around the chair, trailing the blade on the wall as I passed. âYouâre sorry for getting caught by me.ââWho are you to judg
Chapter 5 Beautiful DisasterELSAMy eyes searched the room hurriedly; someone came inside. I locked the door before leaving. I rushed to the door handle to inspect it for any signs of break-ins or forced entry; there were none. It canât be the stalker; Iâll see signs of a break-in if it was him. Maybe it was the university; perhaps itâs just one of the ways they pass information or something. Itâs not the stalker. Right?I walked towards the neatly dressed bed slowly and picked up the envelope. Iâve loved red ribbons since I was a kid; that was partly why I dyed my hair red, so I could match the aesthetic of the ribbon. But whoever made this envelope didnât know that, right? Because only my family did, and maybe a few friends.I untied the ribbon on the envelope by pulling the other side of it; it opened, and I gulped when the content of it came into sight. I emptied it on my bed and just stared. An electronic drawing pen, a Mac drawing pad, and some⌠chocolates?I didnât know how t
Chapter 6 Tag, You're ItELSAâHello, Little Kitten,â his mouth was close to my ear, so close that I could feel his hot breath there. âRun.âIt sounded like a whisper, so quiet that anyone else wouldnât have heard, but I did, and I ran.The hallway seemed to be closing in on me. There were so many people; some scowled at me as I bumped into them while looking behind me, and some cursed at me. I didnât care. All I knew was that I had to go, far away from this place.âNooo!â I screamed and struggled when strong hands held my arms from the front. I didnât bother opening my eyes; I knew it was him.âHey, calm down⌠are you alright?â I opened my eyes to see Nathanâs worried expression all over his face as he searched mine.I had no idea what I was thinking or what came over me, but I knew that if there was anyone I was glad to see right now, it was Nathan. I threw my arms around him and hugged him; I could feel his body tense up and freeze, but then he eased up and hugged me back.My eyes