We got closer to our friends again and got a few laughs and high fives, mostly from the boys of course, but TJ and I gave them high fives. All in all, the evening was really great and when we took the taxi home to TJ, I was almost closing my eyes from tiredness.TJ unlocked his front door and let me go first. We were both very calm and I just trotted back and forth, from the bathroom back to the bed, back into the bathroom, briefly into the kitchen and then finally, made-up off, changed and completely exhausted, I lay down in his bed. TJ came over to me for a moment and got a pillow from his bed, then he disappeared around the corner onto his sofa and it wasn't until I left that I noticed that he was only wearing shorts and a tight-fitting black undershirt, his back was immaculate and really nice in this.A few minutes passed and I just didn't hear from him anymore. It was too quiet and my brain turned on again. I thought about so many different things again and became more and more a
"Come on, Joe! ...Please come with me tonight...' My best friend begged me. I laughed and he hugged me again. »I missed you so much, it's just boring here without you. You haven't been here for a whole fucking four months now and we're going out together tonight, there's no discussion at all! In two weeks school will start again and our senior year will start and not only that has to convince you... The others want to see you again tonight!« He really always made me laugh."It's okay Dwayne, I'll come with you!" He grinned his winner's smile and then finally left me alone.I've known Dwayne for as long as I can remember. He lives diagonally opposite in a huge house. We've been through a lot together and I love him the way you love a best friend. I've really missed him the last few months, but I was able to go on summer vacation a month early and do a small internship with my uncle in Australia. So it wasn't really vacation time that I had there, but at least I got a small salary in th
Dwayne was standing with a young girl. She was maybe my age, had a really nice smile and long straight brown hair. He seemed very shy from a distance, not at all like I knew him. Normally he had the biggest mouth ever and a few hours ago he was able to give away a few plastic roses from the shooting range to pretty strange girls without any problems. I had never seen him like this before. So embarrassed, walking from one leg to the other and running his hand down the back of his neck.I spotted the others and ran to them. My mood was gone. I was totally impressed by a total stranger, overwhelmed with a kiss and then left there. Crap."Josephine!!!!! What the hell was that? Did you kiss that guy ?' Kirsten was beside herself.'Please... Not now! I'm just so stupid I know!!! I have absolutely no idea what just happened... I really thought there was something between us...” Dan and Steve laughed at me. I looked down sadly and sighed.»It's something new, just kissing a complete stranger!
Craig took the iced drinks cooler, took a small step to the side and whispered in my ear."I'll be back in the lounge if you're pining for me!" His eyes met mine and he managed the prettiest smile I'd ever seen. He watched as Craig stood very close to me and said something to me until he finally came between Craig and me."I see you've already met my girlfriend?" Craig's eyes widened."Dude, what the hell are you talking about?" He rubbed my back gently and stood right next to me.“Craig, take the vodka and go to Taylor, he's waiting! And do me one more favor: I don't care if you pick up any creature you come across....but not you !!« Craig groaned and went back into the lounge."Relax, I don't know you like that!" When Craig was out of earshot, I saw those green-brown eyes again. I didn't even know what to do or what to do."Girlfriend? What? ...After those horrible moments at the fair??” He had no more facial expressions."Listen...I was just trying to prevent my brother from having
Let's get the hell out of here. Debora came back to us and Dwayne put his hand on my back and gently stroked it.'My brother's an idiot!' Debby gave me a sympathetic look. I looked beside me at Dwayne, who looked slightly angry."Can we go now, please? ...let's just take a taxi, please! ...I just want to go home!' He wanted to say goodbye to Debby, but I went downstairs and out into the night. Jamal was still standing in his spot, right in front of the club door."Hey kid, are you alright?" I looked at him really desperately and walked over to him."Can you get us a cab?" He gave me a charming grin and patted my shoulder."Two are standing in front, come with me, I'll take you there for a moment..." I followed him through the darkness to the main street. He held the door open for me and told the taxi driver that he still had to wait for someone. Before I could get in, he gave me a loving smile. "I see when sad looks like that are men's fault...well what can I say...men can suck!" I no
The last holiday weekend passed really quickly and everyday school life was there.Like every morning, I walked over to Dwayne, who was also coming out of his house.'Ready for the first day of school? The last year Joe!!! We're almost there!” I grinned at Dwayne, who got into the car, his hair all messy. Ever since he had a car, he always took me to school with him."Ask me again later! ...I'd rather be in my bed now.” Dwayne laughed and we drove off."Have you heard from Jayden?" He pulled into the school parking lot.“Thanks for giving my number! I thought I could just break up with him but now he texts me all the time!” He grinned cheekily and said he was sorry for giving my number to Jayden but I knew he wasn't sorry.Tomm-tomm. My cell phone vibrated. again."Is it him?" Dwayne glanced at me as the car came to a stop and he put on the handbrake. We got out and I pulled my phone out of my back pocket.»Yes...« This was followed by a deep sigh.can we meetJust the two of us?I ha
It's been two weeks now since I met Jayden. He still wrote to me every day, but sometimes I answered and sometimes I didn't. I thought about him a lot and started searching the internet for him over and over again.Debora and Dwayne were still sizzling, but sadly they hadn't been together yet. I have no idea which of the two needed an invitation, probably both. They spent a lot of time together and I was very close to Debby too. She really was totally fine. Debby had also become part of our clique and had found her place among us. We were very similar in many ways and attitudes and I was really thankful that we had almost every class together. We also sometimes studied together after school, which really showed in both of our grades, because not only I but Debby was an A student.It was only a week until that school party at Heaven . There were posters advertising it all over the school and it was the number one topic of conversation.Dwayne came into the cafeteria on Thursday with ou
He managed to grab me by the arm again before I reached the restroom. I turned to him and it made me furious that he grabbed me like that. "Let go of me!" I jerked my arm away from him and Mike stared at me, startled.“Joey, let me make it up to you. I miss you! I regret everything I did to you... Please give me one more chance!"I passed him again, but then stopped. The anger just came over me. I took a small step towards him and let a girl pass who had just come out of the toilet and pushed past Mike. I waited until the door to the club was closed behind me. "Are you completely out of your mind? You screwed me from start to finish! So I'm supposed to give you one more chance to fool me again and brag about it to your friends. You're a complete nut...' I did hear the door open behind me and the volume increase for a moment, but I got caught up in my freak and kept yelling at Mike.»...Who do you think you are? Just because you were the first one I loved doesn't mean you're the last!