Far from home I met this girl, she caught my attention She comes in with a storm cloud, eyes like lightning Hair like the sun, butterflies are rising Don't want to feel regret, just imagine Romantics - Tove Lo (...) Ella I didn't see my neighbor again, the days went by slowly or it was me who was too anxious for such a date. But then again, I haven't been out with a man since I was divorced over a year ago, it's kind of strange to do that after so long. A fear started to take over me, a fear that the guy wants something more and I won't live up to his expectations. Today is the day of my date and I should be jumping up and down, but I'm not. I am extremely nervous and on the verge of giving up. No way, Ella. You've come too far to back out now. Relax and stick to the script. I mentally scold myself for my cowardice. I am a beautiful, hot and powerful woman, I don't need a man to approve of that or make me feel what I already know I am. I am so nervous that I have go
You'll cuss me out in bed and tell me you love me Just because I did what your ex never did You can let go, it's not your first time You know the way, if you want it again, call First Time - Clau (...) Justin It had been a few days that Nando and I were anxious to go to that restaurant, we had already booked a few times, but always something happened to screw up our scheme. But, luckily, today we finally got a little break to go there. I really needed to clear my mind, relax and, mainly, get my thoughts away from Ella - which, by the way, were killing me. I have been running away from her like the devil runs away from the cross. To make the evening perfect, Nando arranged for two beautiful women to accompany us. Everything would be perfect, splendorous, however, fate decided to fuck me and play a trick on my path, causing Ella, my hot neighbor, a person who is always in my mind, to be right where we planned to go. Holy shit! When I saw that beauty wearing an outfit tha
I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her I Hate U, I Love U - Gnash (...) Ella As a child, like many girls of my time, I grew up listening to many princess stories, making us create a perfect world in our minds, thinking that when we reach adulthood, we will be rescued by a gentleman in shining armor and have our happily ever after. Bullshit! I had to learn that love is not there for everyone, and that we certainly should not marry the first guy who says I love you, especially if it is during sex. I was married for three years, we were happy. Then, in the third year of marriage I began to notice the change, the way he touched me and the kisses were no longer as hot as before - when just by smelling each other, we ended up in bed. However, I myself didn't want to pay attention to the signs that he was giving me. I lost count of how many times Marcelo came home in the morning, claiming that he had spent the night sorting o
I know I'm acting crazy I'm stuck, feeling stoned With my hand on my heart, I'm praying To survive this whole thing The heart Wants What It Wants - Selena Gomez (...) Ella After an exhausting day, I finally arrive at my apartment and throw myself on the couch. The meowing of Tom, my fur ball, makes me look away. "Hi, my love. How was your day?" I stroke his soft fur and he rubs his head against my leg. You must be hungry, right? "As if he understood my question, he lets out a steady meow."I laugh, shaking my shoulders. "Come on, starving man." Even without strength, I get up and he gets down from the sofa, following me. I go to the bathroom, take a relaxing shower under the warm water, and wash my hair, which hasn't seen water in days. I cover my body with a towel and step out of the shower and dry my hair. Without wanting to, my vision goes directly to the window of the apartment opposite mine and there he is. He is wearing only sweatpants, exposing his defined abdomen, w
There are a million reasons why I should give you up But the heart wants what it wants The heart wants what it wants The Heart Wants what It Wants - Selena Gomez (...) Ella "Feel free, the kitchen is all yours." I point the way for him to keep his word. "Wow, were you trying to barbecue or what? The smell of burning has set your apartment on fire." he comments sarcastically. "My sense of smell is in perfect condition, Mr. Observant. And in answer to your question, I was not trying to barbecue, I was preparing my dinner, but an idiot..." He looks at me with a frown and a mischievous smile, making me realize that he was going to talk nonsense. I snort, trying not to show what I am about to do. As if this bastard didn't know... "Yes... As I was saying, I was preparing my dinner, but I got distracted and this mess you see is what happened." he laughs nasally, shaking his head to the side. "All right, the person who said that is no longer here." He raises his hands in surrender
Try not to be too distant Don't let your fears control you Stay alert with authentic kisses Filled with love Orion's Belt - Sabrina Claudio (...) Justin "Doctor Coleman, your next patient has just arrived." Amber, one of the nurses at the hospital, informs me, holding the door so as not to slam it. "I don't need to be announced, dear. Justin and I are friends, aren't we?" the short, gray-haired lady, holding a cane to help her walk, enters my room, almost knocking Amber over. I smile to see her. "You are absolutely right, Ms. Mary. Amber, prepare the X-ray room, please." she nods her head. She then leaves, closing the door behind her and leaving us alone. "How are you?" I ask her as she sits down in the chair in front of the white table. "I am fine as far as I can be, my son. I have missed our conversations. How's that heart of yours?" I smile at her. "Full of blood and beating in the right rhythm." I joke with her, and she pops her tongue into her mouth, making a beak.
Cause if I want you, I want you, love I won't back down, I won't ask for space Cause space is just a word Invented by someone who was afraid to get too Close - Nick Jonas (...) Ella How can one person be so annoying and hot at the same time? I don't know the answer to this question, but if I were to describe my neighbor, it would be exactly like this. And mind you, since I started raving about him, we have only exchanged a few words twice. Once last night and once today. - And you still insist on liking him, don't you, Tom? - I talk to my cat, as if he were going to answer me, while I put on my pajamas after the shower. He meows. - What do you want? Are you hungry? Go ask him for some food, I doubt he has anything as good as the food I give you, you little rascal. - Tom meows again, this time rubbing my leg. Even though I want to get upset with him, it would be impossible, I am in love with this fur ball that does nothing but eat, poop, pee, and beg for food. In fact,
You, all I think about is you I'm not tired of you, I'm so confused There's no one to be deluding Just you, that's all I think about Jaigantic - Tora (...) Justin I left Ella's apartment with a huge smile on my face, and if you ask me the reason, I won't know the answer. Ever since I left my past behind a year or so ago and moved away to start a new life, I have been watching her through the window. Even if I wanted to, I couldn't help but stare, this woman is a blast. Skin so dark, it looks like human chocolate and I would bite into it. Some muscles defined in the right places without exaggeration. A wide hip that makes her bounce her ass with every step she takes while walking. Full breasts and, from what I saw when she was only in her pajamas, very firm. The kind that makes you want to suckle like a hungry child. The ass can't be mentioned... What an ass! Ella is a perdition for any straight man. When I first saw her staring at me through her bedroom window, I was na