Chapter 1

I woke up because of the sun rays pricking on my eyelids. I was feeling very much dizzy and sun rays were not at all making it easy for me. I somehow managed to open my eyes through halfway and blinked many times. My eyes came in contact with a window that was designed with lemon yellow colored curtains. 

The drapes were fluttering because of the wind and I saw that the windows were opened. Now that I see it, the window pane was covered with white and yellow colored screens. The curtain holder looked like it would have cost thousands of dollars. Wait a minute, I don’t remember having such luxurious things in my place?

 

Where am I? I went on my elbow and saw that I was facing the door. The duvet that I had on my body slowly started moving down and I sensed the cold breeze kissing my naked skin. I felt a shiver and that was when I realised that I was lying naked under the sheets. 

I tried to get up but was held down by a strong arm around my waist. I lifted the duvet and saw a hand holding me down like their life depended on it and I would bolt at the first chance I get, if it was not holding my body. I lifted the duvet further up and saw a leg intertwined with my leg. I followed the path of the arm that passed above my waist and saw that it was attached to a very strong and muscular body.

The body lying next to me had a creamy white tone and the ripped back muscles were reflecting the way the person had maintained his body. I traced the back muscles of the person lying next to me and saw the cutest butt cheeks. It looked so firm and well maintained, like a fruit, which I seriously wanted to savor. Wait what? I slapped myself mentally for being such a pervert. 

I gently removed the arm holding me down and then removed the leg that had me locked to the mattress. I slowly got down from the bed and stood there naked and in all my glory. I could feel the cold breeze passing through my bare skin and goosebumps forming all over my skin. I shivered due to the cold breeze of November month. 

I looked around and saw my clothes shattered all over the place. I started accumulating them in my elbow and went towards the washroom. I put on my undergarments and white top and washed jeans. I then combed my hair with my fingers and tied my hair into a messy bun. I washed my face thoroughly and came out and saw the face of the person with whom I had sex last night. Calling him the model from the magazine or even a Greek God will not do justice to the terms. 

I slowly went towards him and stared at his face. I felt like I had seen him before somewhere. I shrugged the feeling and started scanning his face. His hair was messy, his eyes were closed, his nose looked like it was carved with extra care, and lips, oh my, those lips. The pink lips were so welcoming that I wanted to bite them. I knocked my forehead, gently, and grabbed my sneakers that were thrown here and there. 

I looked around once again to make sure that I hadn't left anything behind. I made my way towards the door and gently opened it and shut it on my way out. I took the elevator and came downstairs. I walked in a hurry towards the exit area and turned around to look at the place where I had lost my virginity. 

It was a 5-star hotel in our city. Just a glance in its way would cost me some money, which was more than what I was earning. I guess he must be a very rich person to bring me here to spend a night. While walking through the corridor outside the room, I noticed that the hall was well lit and the carpet on the floor would cost more than my 6 months salary combined. 

I hailed a taxi and made my way towards my apartment, which I shared with my very good friend / colleague Jade. I reached the apartment building and went towards our apartment. I knocked on the door and there was no reply. I decided to check the time with my mobile and that was when I realised that I didn't have my mobile with me. I searched everywhere, in my bag and pant pockets and everywhere else. 

Oh crap, I have left my mobile in that hotel room. Shit shit shit. What shall I do now? It was the mobile that I had bought with my hard earned money. I need it, what shall I do now? I haven’t even completed paying its installments yet. I groaned and knocked on the door. There was still no reply. I banged the door calling Jade’s name. 

“Jade, Jade, open up girl. Are you in there? Are you still sleeping? Can't you hear me banging the door?” I was shouting at her through the door. 

I heard the lock being opened at a slow pace and I kept banging so that she fastened her pace. She started shouting from that side. 

“Bitch stop banging the fucking door. What the hell? You escaped for the whole night and here you are banging the fucking door, like your life depends on it. Just stop for God’s sake”. 

The tone clearly made me realise that she didn't have a very good night. Either the bitch got laid or she is hung over from drinking too much. Well, I am also in a state of hangover. But I am trying my hardest to stay sane. Finally the door to my humble abode opened. 

I pushed her aside and made my way towards the room. I went straight to my room and peeled everything from my body except for the panties. I put on an oversized t-shirt and fell on the bed. I don’t know what I was feeling, but I could hear Jade shouting at me with her high pitched voice, and somehow I drifted off to sleep. 

I got up and looked around my room. I could see the clothes scattered on the floor. I slowly turned around and felt a light irritation in my head. I somehow got up and went towards my washroom and completed freshening up. I brushed my teeth and peeled all my clothes and dropped it inside the laundry basket along with the clothes that were lying like trash on the floor of my bedroom. 

I switched on the shower and let the water completely remove the stains from yesterday. The water started gently caressing my skin and that was when I started remembering everything from last night. I was shocked when I still felt sore between my thighs. I tried to touch my private area, but couldn’t do so, because it was feeling very sore. 

I came out of the shower and wiped myself with a clean towel available in the washroom. I wrapped myself in the towel and came out of the washroom and stood at the threshold separating the washroom and my bedroom. I started reminiscing every event that happened last night, as my body remembered his every touch and every kiss like my skin had a memory of its own. I took a deep breath and made my way towards the wardrobe and pulled on boxer shorts and tank top.

I came out of my bedroom and saw angry Jade waiting for me. I felt like a deer caught on the headlights. I kept my eyes down and made my way towards the kitchen area and looked at the counter there. I saw an aspirin and a glass of water placed on the counter for me. I smiled as I knew that it was the work of Jade. I gulped the tablet and took my time emptying the glass, as I knew that the time that I empty the glass is the time when my interrogation begins. I placed the glass on the counter, took a deep breath and turned around.

“Thanks babe. I really appreciate it. You know that I love you so much right”, I said and went towards her. I cannonballed on the couch and hugged her tight. 

“Move away bitch. Don't you dare touch me. Where the hell were you for the whole night? Do you have any idea how afraid I was? I mean seriously? I searched for you in and around the whole night, even though I could barely hold myself. We gulped down so many shots together yesterday, like water, and you were nowhere to be found, after you excused yourself to visit the washroom. I searched the whole bar, including the washroom area so many times, but you were nowhere to be found. 

“I was so afraid that someone might have kidnapped you or took you somewhere to take advantage of you. You are a virgin for God’s sake. I was afraid that your first time would be in a drunken and unconscious state, in an alley with some sex maniac. You are still a virgin right?”, she asked me. 

I lowered my eyes and I couldn’t look at her eyes. I don't know how I could face her now that I seriously did what she was afraid I would do. I did lose my virginity in a drunken and unconscious state. Hope she doesn't kill me. Please God save me. 

“Lily, answer me. You are still a virgin right? You were so drunk yesterday. I tried so hard to protect you from giving your V-card to some stranger. Please tell me you didn't do what I am thinking you did yesterday?” She looked at me with pleading eyes. 

“Jade, promise me that you won’t be judgemental. I did what you were afraid I would do. I am no longer a virgin. However, I do not regret it, because the person whom I lost my V card to is actually the most handsome guy that I have ever seen so far. He is like a dream come true”, I said to her. 

“Listen Lily, it is not important that you think the guy that took your V card is a handsome guy, but it is something special and you had saved it for so many years. You didn’t give in, even though so many guys tried to get into your pants in so many possible ways till now. Why are you not bothered now?” she started scolding me.

She is right. Why am I not bothered that the most precious thing of mine is not mine anymore? What might be the reason for that?