-=Yesha's Point of View=-I was still sleepy when I got out of bed, and I wanted to make breakfast for the man I love, but I was puzzled when I realized he wasn't in bed anymore."Where has he gone?" I wondered aloud.I went into the bathroom to see whether he was just relieving himself, but I didn't find him when I opened the door and peeked inside.The next place I looked was the kitchen, but I didn't see him there either, so I went back to our room, and that's when I spotted a sticky note on the side table.I picked it up and immediately recognized Xavier's handwriting."Yesha, I'm sorry if I have to leave early. I have a client I need to see today; eat your breakfast and don't wait for me."Those were the words scribbled on the sticky note, and I couldn't help but feel sad when he seemed to have forgotten what day it was.Today is our second anniversary as boyfriend and girlfriend; it's hard to believe that two years have passed since he told me he loved me as I was about to leave
-=Yesha's Point of View=-"Are you breaking up with me?" I questioned.After hearing what Brix had to say, my voice began to tremble.His exact words were cool off, which is a gentler way of saying that we should break up, split, or anything else people use when they don't want to be with their partner.After our conversation, he just left me here in this park alone, crying my heart out.I didn't care about the sympathy and curious looks I was getting from those around me; they could gossip about my misery all they wanted!Why should I care what they think or say when there is so much sorrow in my heart?To be honest, I was expecting this breakup for a long time, and I know why Brix decided to end things with me: I couldn't surrender myself to him.I can't bring myself to agree to have sex with him. I'm not sure why I can't give myself to him or my previous boyfriends.I was anticipating him leaving me after being in a relationship for a long time, and I still couldn't find the determ
-= Yesha's Point of View=-I walked out of the room without anyone noticing me, seeing that Brix had betrayed me.They were so engrossed in their own worldly lust that they didn't notice me."Shit! Why are you so dumb, Yesha?!"I was scolding myself for my foolishness; I know we broke up, but it doesn't mean I won't feel betrayed when I find out Brix is having sex with another woman.I may be innocent, but I'm not stupid; I realized she was Brix's colleague when I saw the woman.I met her before, and as a girl, I knew she had a thing for Brix, and I wouldn't be surprised if I found out they were cheating behind my back even before we split up.I don't care if people kept staring at me weirdly; all I know is that Brix betrayed me just when I thought I was ready to give myself to him.I don't feel like going home just yet; I'm not sure I can keep the mood I was feeling at the time.I should be upset and bawling my heart out again after finally understanding that we're truly gone, yet al
-= Yesha's Point of View=-"Shit!" I mumbled silently while clutching my throbbing head, and to make matters worse; I awoke due to a beam of light from outside.My head is killing me, most likely as a result of a hangover after too much drinking.Make a mental note to never consume liquor again! I wanted to sleep again, but the ray of light made my headache worse.I opted to close the shades, but when I opened my eyes, I was puzzled to see an unfamiliar ceiling.My room's ceiling was supposed to be beige, but the one I was gazing at appeared to be cream in color.Suddenly, I realized that I wasn't the only one in the bed.When I looked over and saw a naked man lying next to me, it was a good thing I contained my screaming.I saw a sleeping Greek god in my bed, or was it his bed? Wait, maybe his bed because I am not in my freaking room!Fortunately, my sudden movement didn't alarm the gorgeous man, and as a result, I had the pleasure of marveling at his stunning looks.He seemed so ser
-= Yesha's Point of View=-"Damn!" While riding my bike to work, I couldn't stop cursing.Today is Monday, and I dislike Monday because it marks the beginning of the week, which means I have to go to work, and since a lot happened over the weekend, I wanted to rest at home.As expected, I received a scolding from my mother for not returning home and spending the night outside; if she only knew what I did, she would definitely rip me apart, therefore I would never tell her what I did last weekend.I definitely want to skip work today, especially because I'm already feeling soreness and ache all over my body, particularly in my lady part.I couldn't believe I had taken that monster of a shaft in me, considering he was big and I was still a virgin at the time.It just goes to show how skillful he was in bed and with women. There is no doubt that he had a lot of experience in that area, and for some reason, I felt bitter thinking about the women he had slept with, but I quickly dismissed
-=Yesha's Point of View=-"Oh my goodness!" When I noticed Xavier's surprised expression as he stared at me, I discreetly mumbled, followed by a mischievous smile forming on his face as he stared at me meaningfully.I didn't think I could withstand his stare, so I averted my gaze, but even when I wasn't looking, I could feel his burning gaze.It was truly a small world; who would have guessed that I'd be meeting the guy who stole my virginity in a couple of days, and he also happened to be my new boss?"But he's still incredibly good-looking," I thought to myself, and I couldn't stop staring at him.When I finally looked at him, I was dumbfounded, and he didn't even try to hide the fact that he was staring at me with such hunger in his eyes.Sally would have been horrified to see the passion in Xavier's eyes had she been able to see what I was seeing.I know I should turn away, but I just can't bring myself to do it. As a result, I missed Xavier's outstretched hand in expecting a hand
-=Yesha's Point of View=-"Damn it!" I cursed as I rode my motorcycle back home.The talk between me and Xavier really infuriated me, the nerve of him to propose that I would be willing to have sex with him again because it would never happen again, even though he was incredibly good-looking, but still, I need to be unyielding, once is enough.I still couldn't believe it when I found out I had a one-night stand with my boss, of all people.I blame the booze I drank that night; if I hadn't been intoxicated that night, I wouldn't have made the mistake of sleeping with a stranger and losing my virginity, but it's too late to repent now, so I vowed never to drink again.Aside from drinking, I blame Brix for everything; if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have gotten wasted and slept with a random stranger.Normally, it takes me more than an hour to get home, but because of how fast I drive, it only took me 40 minutes instead."How come you're here so early?" My mother asked as soon as I ent
-=Yesha's Point of View=-I awoke terrified because I feared I was still in the hotel room, but when I looked around, I realized I was in my own room."It was just a dream, Yesha," I reassured myself.I checked the time on my phone and saw that it was only 5:30 a.m. and that I still had plenty of time to spare, but I chose to leave my room.I looked at Dustin's closed door and assumed he was still sleeping, so I decided to give him a few more hours."You're up early; why don't you take a bath first? I'm almost finished preparing our breakfast; is your half-brother still sleeping?" She inquired, and I couldn't believe how casually he spoke the word "half-brother," as if he comfortably accepted Dustin as my half-brother."I guess he's still sleeping," I replied, my stomach grumbling as I smelled my mother's cooking.She was cooking garlic rice and longanisa, so I went back to my room to get my toiletries so I could take a bath, and when I was done showering, I went straight back to the