Roses when I'm gone
Prologue
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If you are looking for a flawless male character, this is not for you.
I repeat this is not for you.
If you are looking for that dashing, successful, Romantic, loving, handsome, and perfect man, I am not the one. I am far from being perfect.
And if you're thinking I'm going to be somehow redeemed by some woman, sorry not sorry to burst your bubble. I am not redeemable.
Chapter 19One year later.CLAIREI SHRUG INTO MY silk robe, proceeding to the bed where my chest naked husband is sitting, his back leaning against the headboard.
Chapter 1Claire"Get your head in the game!!!" Rebecca yelled on top of the music blasting from the speakers in the club."I can hear you without you screaming Rebecca" I raised my voice a little which I preferred than the yelling, it made my ear drum ache.It's New year's eve and I'm here. Clubbing and getting intoxicated thanks to Rebecca's relentless idea to dance our way into the New year. Friends like her make you do the unexplainable. I love her nonetheless, she is the only person I consider a best friend because she's proven beyond a reasonable doubt that I can lean on her, cry and trust her.I looked around the crowded club, clearly, a lot of people clubbed their way into the New year and tonight I was of them. So dysfuncti
Chapter 2ClaireDAMON AND I ENTER a Starbucks outlet opposite the building where the spa is located."Look at you all muscly and huge," I said grabbing a seat.He must have committed a lot of time working out to have such a great body.
Chapter 3CLAIREI TAKE OUT MY spare key to open my apartment door. Finally inside, I cried my eyes out in despair unable to come to terms with what I'd just done. I wanted to have sex with him so bad I didn't thoroughly think abou
Chapter 4CLAIRE"Positive" I stare at the fifth pregnancy test result shaking from my trembling hands in my dorm room and like a lifeless body, I dropped my weight on the floor. *a baby? For whom?* I'd had numerous safe sex with guys, how did
Chapter 5CLAIREI GOT BACK TO THE APARTMENT a few minutes past noon, Rebecca had gone to her place to sort something, promising she'd be back tomorrow morning before heading to work. I shrugged out of my black dress, walked into the kitchen to fix myself a bite, wearing my black bra and thong. I came back into the living room going through my phone.
Chapter 6CLAIRE
Chapter 7CLAIREI SHOWED UP WEARING A SIMPLE FLORAL maxi dress, the neckline is tied around my neck thus revealing my bareback to the beginning of my waist. I packed my hair up in a ponytail with very light makeup. I ditched heels for strappe