Who am I now the girl questions her identity and this is the quote that describes her the best. The broken Bond of her parents made her question; though she is small but she was smart to understand everything and she kept questioning who she is even while growing up without her family support; without her mother; will she ever find the happiness again in her or the dark cloud will break her apart!
"Am I a broken Bond
A starving soul or
The love that's gone
The smell of flowers
The rainy breeze
This cold weather
Let's my heart freeze
Beyond the horizon
I am the truth
I am the old memories
What can't be understood"
- Neelesh Mishra
¶Aiyla PoV¶"When you inherit a brokenFamily, you can't throw itAway and get a new oneWhat you can do isFind People and situationsThat provide for youWhat your family cannot"Iyanla Vanzant**************The separation of my parents changed our lives in a 90 degree angle where we had to live with criticism, sympathy and pity for us in people's eye. My dad literally became the mother and father for both of us.. he started taking care of us and our needs. He became the mother who would bathe us, cook for us, be there when we fall and hurt ourselves, and he became our anchor in life. Though he was hurt and broken from inside after what happened between my mum and dad he actually never showed it to us and became strong for us.I had always heard a story of my parents' great love and how they fought against the family to be with each other and when my grandparents did not agree for their marriage they eloped and got married and how my uncle and aunt's sheltered them. It was only af
¶Aiyla PoV¶"Once the bond is broken it can't mend like before".... Neha Maurya******************Like the Quotes says " Once the bond is broken it can't be mend like before"... It was for me. The bond that was broken with my family was hard to mend no matter how much you tried, I knew my family was never going to be the same. My parents divorce was a harsh reality that left a deep impact in our life. Our life was never going to be the same again with a broken heart. We knew somehow we had to live a life without our mother. Though it was so hard to believe and accept the reality at first we were in denial and we kept on trying to bring our mother back but it was useless it was like mum did not want to be with us and we saw that she was happy with her life, she was happy by being free and why wouldn't she be right! There was no responsibility, she was free from family bonds and she was living the life like she wanted to. I was just six yrs old when my parents got divorced at the te
¶Aiyla PoV¶" If You Can't DoAnything about ittHeN let it go. Don'tBe a prisoner to thingsYou can't change"- Tony Gaskins*********Growing up without your mother by your side was certainly the hardest thing in life, but like the phrase says" if you can't do anything about it then let it go" this quote is true and right but it was so wrong for me. I could never let go of the fact that our mother abandoned us. It was really hard for me to accept the truth and move on..it was like I was stuck there at that moment but I still moved on cause I knew somewhere this truth will always be my shadow and it will be following me. But still I knew I had to move on.move on with the family I had been left with i.e. my father, brother and grand dad, move on to live a healthy life..move on to complete my school moving on was the right thing to do for me but I also knew deep down that moving on would be the hardest for me.I could never move on, I was stuck in that deep dark hole but still I kep
¶Aiyla PoV¶"Good times becomeGood memoriesAndBad time becomeGood lessons"..* * * * * * * * * * * *Good memories and bad memories are parallel to each other. If you have good memories on one side to cherish then u also have bad memories which i desperately want to forget.Sometimes those memories also become your worst nightmare. It depends on you how and where you want these memories to be placed in life and mind. Good memories will always be adored and be our strength while bad memories become our lessons of life. Things end but only those memories will last forever and also become your brawn and will to fight for who you are or want to be in life.Remembering my happy childhood days still brings a smile to my face. I love those random memories and these are the memories "good and bad" have kept me strong and going all these years. There are so many good memories I wanna hold onto somehow it always lights me up in my gloomy days and gives me new hope and energy.Taking a tri
"behind my smile is a broken heart,behind my laugh I'm falling apart.behind my eyes are tears at night,behind my body is a soul trying tofight"*******My cursed fate began from the day my dad got married to a woman named Polly, a woman who was already married before and got divorced just like my dad; somehow my dad thought me and my brother Rylan needed a so called mother to look after us cause he alone was not being able to look after us. It was a joke people were laughing behind our back cause my so called dad was getting married again but what I did not know was from this day onwards my life was going to take whole 90 degree angle change; from this day onward my life was going to turn into hell and complete nightmare; from this day onwards my cursed fate would began; this was the day everything in our lives changed and it was nothing what we went through; this was the very sa
"True evil people don't justHurt others. They take pride in thePain they cause and Then try to blame Their victims"******************************This quote "true evil people don't just hurt others. They take pride in the pain they cause and then try to blame their victims" so resembles this evil vile woman Polly; the second wife of my father. She was the exact kind of person who was truly evil; taking pride in hurting people and breaking family was her favourite game.Since the day she got married to my father our family was in chaos, ever
"Broken and Abused Wasleft to suffer;Cried and Begged to Be Loved and Cared for"Ashma Rauniyar*******************************I was broken; I was abused; I was left to suffer on my own; I kept on crying and begging to be loved; to be cared but no one heard my plea of songs. I was left alone to fight; alone to survive; alone to fight with my worst nightmares; left alone to fight the depression. I was left alone by my own family to die.How more a young girl like me can go through more difficulty than i already had; how more can i take the cruelty of my fate; how more can i be broken than i a
"Strength isn't aboutHow much youCan handlebefore you can break.its about how muchyou can endureafter you'vebeen broken"***********************************This song "Things are Never Gonna be the same" by Jessica Mauboy is my personal favourite; somewhere down the road I felt the same. I was never the same person I was. Once I was "good girl" and now "Good Girl has Gone Bad".*****************************************************************************Though my grandfather warned my step-mothe