Nobody is perfect, and nobody
deserves to be perfect.
Nobody has it easy, everybody has issues.
you never know what people are going through.
so pause before you start judging,
criticizing, or mocking others.
Everybody is fighting their own unique war.
Author's P. O. V.
( in Shaina's second life chance )
Shaina looked at Emily who was standing right in front of her with the same expression that she had the first time she saw her in her first life well its the first time Emily actually; Shaina got a second chance she did not.
How dare this new bee to take all the attention; it is all mine; it belongs to me; I would not let her s
" Shaina? Shaina? " Andrew walked behind her as Revan too walked away after the mess he created there.Shaina had listened to him calling her name but she started walking faster; she did not want to see Revan's face ever again;" Shaina listen to me, what I have done that you are running away from me? " Shaina stopped in her tracks; the only person she is running away from is Revan and he is just a part of her past ( well practically future )" I am not running away I am just walking to my class, because of those two idiots I am already late, professor king will kill me, If I get late for class, " Shaina said as she turned around and looked at Andrew." Wait a second how do you know about Professor King? and I did not show the way to class then how you ran straight in the direction of class? " Andrew asked; as her completion paled.Oh shit! Nobody knows that I know everything, how can I forget this, I should have w
" Stop! just stop right there, Revan," Shaina said as she moved closer to the door, her hands sweaty with nest-like hair, she looked like a mental patient who ran out of the hospital." Shaina, all I want is to talk to you why you are always looking at me with accusing eyes like I killed you? " Revan asked in an irritated tone.Little did he know he actually killed her.all the previous bitter memories started to flash in front of her eyes as her breathing ragged, Revan moved closer to her as she picked the vas from nearby to hit him and escape from his hold.she was not going to fall for his words again, she was not going to trust him again like she did in her previous life." Shaina I am not going to do anything trust me," Revan said trying to cool her down but she was too scared to trust him, hell how can she trust the person who killed her." you killed me Revan you killed me-- " she was about to say more when she felt his lips moving ag
Author's P. O. V.Shaina opened her eyes to a very different-looking place, she could still feel the starch and burns which she got when she fall down the cliff." goodbye Shaina "She heard the same words ringing in her ears whenhe pushed her off the cliff, she closed her eyes as the familiar ache returned in her heart.Never in her wildest dream she ever thought her love will do something like that to her.if you did not want me you could have said once, I would have never showed you my face again... But you betrayed me... Tried to kill me! .... Shaina thought.
Shaina's P. O. V." ouch! " I groaned in pain as I rubbed my bum." you could have made me land a little better," I said as I looked up.I stood up holding the bed, where am I?I looked around only to see my old room, old room? How did I get here, I should be inhishouse.Why do I feel so heavy?I had lost all my weight when he started to starve me for days.My eyes fell on the mirror which was fixed on the wall as I saw myself.I was fat and looked the same old girl I was before short brown-black hair, brown eyes with heavy bags underneath and with specks, a fat body that was filled with stretch marks, this was what I was before I moved there, before I moved to California and before I methim." pucchi wake up! " I heard my dad saying.Dad!I quickly walked out of the room and saw him standing looking at me with a co
" Stop actingso fucking wounded,the only personthat can pick you up,push your shoulders backwipe your tears,and mend the broken heart,get you out of yourslump, is YOU! "Shaina's P. O. V.Having breakfast with my family again was an out-of-the-world experience, I really missed them. today at the dining table when mom and dad fed me the first bite like they used to do in my past life, my eyes teared up." Puchi what happened? why are you crying? " mom had asked me when I wiped my tears." it's too spicy, is it? here have some water " phuyi ( my dad) said as he handed me a glass of water. I tried not to sob in front o
" the onewho falls and get upis much stronger thanthe one who never fell"Author's P. O. V.For the next two hours, Shaina searched the whole internet for her exercise, diet, and body remedies. She actually found some amazing stuff to lose weight and diet. she took advice from her mother for her skin and eyes.for the first day, Shaina was super tired, she felt like her limbs will fall off her body and the food felt like she ate water... totally tasteless but the results she could see were amazing. at night she did her skincare routine. she tried to distract herself buthisthoughts did not let her sleep for late in the night but because of being tired she falls asleep.x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x xthe next day when the alarm rang, all Shaina wanted was to snooze
Author's P. O. VShaina looked at the handbag in her hand then at the airport in front of her, she was feeling miserable about leaving her family again, she wished she could take them with her or stay with them." I will miss you maa," Shaina said as she hugged her mother." phuyi " she addressed her father as she hugged him too,' that place will only give me pain which I am trying to forget 'She thought; Shaina knew very well what she was about to do."phuyi I do not want to go, we should go back home," Shaina said as she looked at her father." Shaina bacche you can not do that you worked so hard to fulfill this dream of yours, you can not give up now beta," Her father said as he caressed her hair, Shaina looked down and shook her head. she did not want to go, the fear was back in her heart."I am scared," She said like a kid who is scared to go inside the school campus on the first day and is
Author's P. O. V.The journey ended with the flight landing atLos Angeles airport, Shaina stood up on her seat and looked over at Andrew who was sleeping soundly, he did not even wake up when the flight attendant did the announcement.Shaina tapped on his shoulder,one!she again tapped on his shouldertwice!" lemme Sleep, "Andrew said as he pulled Shaina near his chest and wrapped his arms around her. a few people who were walking out of the plane, looked at them in adoration; some smiled looking at them, some whispered " young love!" to themselves but Shaina was shocked at his action did not move away from his grip( as if she could )Andrew opened his eyes and saw Shaina so close to him, his breath was fanning over her face as she stared into his eyes. suddenly Revan's face flashed in front of Shaina's eyes as she backed away from him." umm... you... I