Present time
I stare at myself wearing a white gown, I have never dreamed and expected that this day would happen to me. The first thing I step into the world of being a stripper, I tell myself that I would never experience being in a wedding because no one will take me seriously but this guy came into my life.
He was a very annoying person that I’ve met in my life, but also, he was the only one who accept me for who I am. we fight a lot and we never talk properly because we always end up pissing each other but underneath those fights I know he was the one my heart wanted.
We both grow up in this world, we’re love never really existed, but sex does. Being a stripper makes me realize that I will never be loved by a man because I’m a whore, who sells her body to survive teh cruelty of life.
But everything flipped, my story turns upside down, now I’m go
“Sittin' all alone, mouth full of gum, In the driveway my friends aren't far, In the back of my car lay their bodies, Where's my mind? Where’s my mind?” I slowly lifted my body, using my upper boy’s strength and slowly did some tricks up the pole.I close my eyes and feel the lyrics and tempo of the music, combining it with my whole-body movements,“Maybe it's in the gutter where I left my lover, what an expensive fake, My V is for Vendetta thought that I'd feel better, but now I got a bellyache”“They'll be here pretty soon lookin' through my room for the money, I'm bitin' my nails, I'm too young to go to jail it's kinda funny, Where's my mind? Where's my mind? Where's my mind? Where's my mind?” I sexually sway my hips, walk around the pole while staring at my reflection through the mirror.Making those exp
I just took a rest for an hour before I woke up and prepared for my 10:30 am class. I did my morning routine and curled my hair a bit before I dressed up and wore my university uniform.After that, I put my pole dancing training outfit inside my duffle bag, also my knee and arm pads too. Because every time my class ended, I’ll just headed straight to the practice room.Pole dancing has been my sport from the very start, when I was 9 years old and joined the gymnastics at my previous school, my coaches said that I should give it a try doing pole dancing and then it became my passion and the only thing that makes me relieve my stress.I stared at my reflection through the mirror and fix some strands of my hair that block my face. After that I put some lip gloss on my lips.I’m not into colorful makeup look, I just want a simple and fresh kind of look when I g
CHAPTER 3: THE GREATEST STRIPPER“Louen, where's your parents? Why are you still waiting here outside? Let’s go inside” I was 10 years old when we had a family event in my school. We are told to bring our parents with us for the special day.I already said it to my mom and dad and they promised to come, “I’ll wait for my Mommy and Daddy” I said to my teacher and kept playing with my fingers and waiting for our car to come. I’m standing here beside the gate of our school to wait for them, maybe they're just late and buying food to bring.While waiting, my classmate together with their parents started walking pass me. I smile and imagine that I’ll be also walking inside together with my mom and dad.But as time goes by, and hour passes, my teacher
“I want to be a stripper”“WHAT!!!!!”she said with disbelief before he wipes the side of her lips and look at the floor where she spit a big amount of water.“I also want to work and help you here, for almost a week I been spending a lot of your money because I don’t have any, but this time I want to work and earn money on my own.” I said as I handed her the cloth to clean the water on the floor.“I understand, but why would you ever choose to be a stripper? Do you know what does that job do?!” she said and started wiping the floor using her feet. “Strippers use and sell their body for money, you’ll dance in front of the stage while stripping in front of those dirty thirsty perverted guys,” she said and look at me.“Yeah, I know and I’ve already watch you do it&rdq
“Woahhhhh” The audience shouted all out, it’s so loud that I can’t even heard anything elese but their cheer and clap. This is what I’ve always hear after I perform in the stage. the stage if filled with money from this nasty pervert guys who was mesmerize by my body.I step out of the stage and go inside the staff room, where Erille’s waiting for me. “You are so good Louen, you are nostalgic when you move those hips. It’s an amazing” she said as she hugged me so tight and shiver a little bit, I smile and hugged her back, my fear and the nervousness that I’ve been feeling a the whole time disappear, and change it into astonishing satisfaction inside of me. So, this is what it feels? My heart is pounding so fast because of it.“El” we both stop hugging each other when Ma’am Cherille step inside and call my name. “This is what
Erille’s POV“Where’s my phone?” I whisper and tried my best to stand up, even though my head is aching so bad because of this fever. I feel so weak and a heavyweight in my head keeps clicking.I tried to find my phone on the side table of the bed but it seems like I forget my phone on the couch. I can’t help to bite my bottom lip as undying pain keeps aching on my head. I slowly stood up from the bed but I end up falling back again.Instead of thinking of my fucking head, I’m so worried about Louen something might bad happen to her. I know how dangerous that club can be, but she kept on insisting to go there. Now, I can’t do anything about it because she’s already there. But I still feel uneasy, so I need to find my phone give a call to Ma’am Cherille. I need to remind her about our deal.I don’t
Louen’s POVI was staring at my reflection through the mirror while combing my hair, I can’t believe that this could happen. They we’re all wanting to buy me. They all want me under them, it’s scaring me even more.I feel so tense and confused at the same time even though I don’t know what’s the reason for it. “Are you ok?” Erille ask when she noticed that I kept moving my hands and I’m sweating for no reasons. She held my arms and look at me in the eyes, fix my hair up and say, “Can you do your performance tonight? If you can’t just tell me.” She asks, I know she’s worried, I can see it through her eyes. I don’t want to her to take my job for me, because I’m like this. I need to work and do my responsibility. I smile at her and nodded, showing her that I can still do this.
R18“This time I’m really marking you as mine” he utters as he bites my shoulders and wears protection before, he starts penetrating using that huge thing he has.Slow moves still bring undefinable pain, but he’s trying to drown me with his sweet kisses to lessen the pain down there. He gently reaches for my hands from his shoulders and slowly puts them above my head and he softly intertwined our hands.“Ah” I whimper in pain as he started thrusting deeper, he kisses my cheeks so sweetly before he moves away and looks at me in the eyes, I try my best not to close my eyes and show him that I’m pleasured by his movements but as those eyes’ stares at me.Heat just overflowed, “Hmmm” and I moaned, the pain slowly turning into an ecstasy pleasure, blazing between us. His other hand moves down to my waist like it