ALPHA ZADEFeyre wiggles beneath me, I would have enjoyed this thoroughly if my wolf hadn’t blocked me out. I knew letting him get close to her was going to be a big fucking mistake, I wanted to put her in her place and see where that took us.“Let go of me you fucking asshole,” I can’t help it, I smirk a little and Cassian, my wolf does too. He has a thing for women with a dirty mouth. although you can smell the innocence on her, it is so fucking potent I feel the need scrunch my nose up whenever she is close. How she survives as the beta of her pack, I have no idea. She is too innocent for the things we do to help our pack and our people survive.“No,” Cassian replies harshly. I feel her anger rising and I know she is about to snap, a part of me wants to act like this thing never happened. Take back control from and just leave.Like the episode this morning, I lost it after staying close to her for too long. It can’t happen again.“I’ll count to three,” she blows a breath, trying to
FEYREIn my twenty-two years, I’ve never been humiliated, disgraced and belittled like Alpha Zade just did, and he doesn’t know this but he just started a fucking war. The first thing I do when I get to my room is head to the shower. I hadn’t bothered to wear anything after I shifted back to my human form, entirely too annoyed to even think of nudity or them having security cameras in the hallway.Nudity is second to us and not many people care for it, it doesn’t mean I’m fine with strange men looking at me, just that I couldn’t be bothered with it because of the mood I was in thanks to that freaking asshole.Just, how dare he? I can’t even begin to explain how humiliated I felt. Not only did my wolf betray me, he had to go and use his damn alpha dominance over me. That is so wrong.I shouldn’t have expected right from him, he probably wouldn’t know it if it slapped him in the face.I scrub my body raw that by the time I step out of the shower, I look bright red. I dress in my familia
FEYREMy eyes widen when I open the door and see a woman who couldn’t be older than eighteen standing there, her blond hair is in a bun and her bright green eyes are taking me in.“Hi?” she greets, sounding unsure. I smile at her, trying to make her feel at ease. If I’m going to make my mark here before I leave, I need people on my side. I guess they are all loyal to their alpha even though he is the world’s biggest jerk.“Hey,” my cheeks almost ache from how wide I’m smiling. “I’m Feyre,”“Yes, I’ve heard about you, luna.” My smile almost falters at the title. “Delilah, I’m Alpha Zade’s cousin.” My eyes widen even more if that is possible and she laughs, throwing her head back. “That is everyone’s reaction when I tell them,”“You look nothing alike,” I tell her and she shrugs, she looks nice though I don’t mention that part.“Yes, I favor my mum’s side.” She nods her head, motioning toward my room. I immediately moved out of the way, welcoming her in. “Nice room, I’ve always wanted t
ALPHA ZADE“You are going to attend,” I don’t look up to face my father. He is standing by my office door, a serious expression on his face.“No, I don’t think so.” I reply with a small scoff. He knows I don’t attend the bonfire, the last time I attended was before my mum died, that was more than twelve years ago.“Your luna is there and you owe her that courtesy,” he states, his tone giving no room for argument.The mention of her has me thinking of when last we saw each other, I remember the bathroom scene and immediately push every thought away.I would like to pretend that never happened.“I owe her nothing,” I growl out, glaring at him. He invited her to this, brought her to this pack but there is no way I’m going to bend to his will. I’ve told him even before he did this that her being here is not going to change anything. They can name her luna all they fucking want, I’m the only one that can bind her to the pack and I’m not going to do it because I won’t mate with her, no mat
FEYREMy breath catches in my throat at the sight of Alpha Zade, I tell myself the reaction is because this is the first time I’m seeing him since our hallway run in—another memory I’m trying to convince myself never happened—and not because of how his dark hair looks tousled. Definitely as a result of running his hands through it. The sleeves of his shirt are rolled up, exposing his tanned and toned forearms.He looks like he just walked straight out of someone’s wet dream.No! I shut that thought off. He probably looks messy because he just finished terrorizing another innocent and unsuspecting female.I’m unable to tear my eyes from him. The reaction of his pack shocked me, you can hear the joy in their voices as they cheered him on. It makes me frown, because what is so special about him coming here, more than two hours late.I mean I was almost an hour late too but mine is classy and cool, like Delilah said.Dylan is almost jumpy as he waves his alpha over, I feel like I’m forgot
ALPHA ZADEFeyre’s words struck me in a place I never thought possible. A growl rips from my chest before I have a chance to control my reaction to her words. My wolf is upset by the words she said and he wants to put her in her place, show her that she could be everything he wanted. I still have half the mind to push him away, I know very well it won’t end well.My muscles are bunched up under the shirt from the effort it is taking to control both myself and my wolf.I bring my hand up off the table and wrap it around her throat, she growls and I feel the vibration. It makes my already hard cock throb in my pants, I feel myself move forward and I press into her back, she stiffens but doesn’t move forward or backward. I don’t know what I expected but I’m disappointed nevertheless. That is why I said I didn’t like her here.I’m someone who likes to be sure, I’m always sure of what I do, what I say and who I want but with her, I want to bend her over this table and fuck her till she sub
FEYREAlpha Zade and I are doing a good job of ignoring each other. He keeps himself busy doing whatever he is doing by the sink on the opposite side of the counter, probably poisoning things or whatever. I don’t care. I stand here trying to figure out where everything is so I can make something to eat. Like a curse, no one I could ask how to help myself walks into the kitchen which just leaves the two of us and I would rather stab myself in the eye than walk out and make it seem like he intimidated me.After what happened at the bonfire, I know he has it out for me. He is that type of petty loser so I know he is planning his revenge, if he hasn’t already gotten started on it. That thought has me looking around the kitchen in suspicion, everything doesn’t look innocent anymore.When I bump my head against the counter for the fifth time, I decide to call it a day and just leave. If Alpha Zade doesn’t kill me first, I’ll probably get a brain bleed from how much I’m hitting my head.I tu
FEYREI slept great last night, with a smile on my face. It felt like I was floating on clouds or something equally dreamy and out of a fairytale, way.After feeding more than seven guys and making sure both jars were empty—I didn’t eat from it in case you were wondering, that way, if he did poison it, I’ll know—I went to bed. All the guys were grateful and they now like me a lot, this I heard from Delilah. So really, it would be a shame if anything happened to them. Although no matter how much he hates me, I doubt he’ll go for the kill which still works in my favor.I wonder how his day would go if a number of his guys all fall sick.And now, I woke up with a smile and after staying in bed for a few minutes just lazing around, I decided to start my day.At the bonfire, before Alpha Zade had joined us and I found escape, Dylan offered to show me around the pack so I could familiarize myself with it. I wanted to say no, because I’m not saying for long and I feel like it would be treaso