Warning: non-consensual sex and blood
Our Sun God, Hati, who chases thy moon, hallowed be thy name...
I shivered, trying to stop myself from losing the strength of my legs as the unfamiliar being stood before me. My hands held tight in a form of a prayer, asking for redemption.
Your Kingdom come, your will be done on us, Lycan dwellers of thy Earth….
Not a word exchanged in this ceremony, as he stared at me, with the absence of lust. I couldn’t imagine any expression of this beast as his hand reached out to touch the knot on my chest.
Slowly, he untied it with his one callous finger, pulling the string off, loosening the only thin cloth I’ve ever worn. Not long after, the silky dress fell softly on the floor and I stood there, bare for only him to see.
I n-never showed myself naked to anyone let alone a man I hardly knew.
I immediately covered my breasts with my arm and the other palm on my lower regions.
“Don’t hide them,” he commanded, coldly. “Your actions are futile as you will be bare for the whole evening.”
I trembled like a newborn fawn as I turned my head away, trying my best to avoid the man’s gaze and slowly did as I was told.
“Are you looking down on me, church maid?” He asked, as he grabbed my chin and forcibly moved to look in his direction.
“N-No…” I shook my head, frantically. I held my shaking hand and gripped it tight. I couldn’t allow him to see me in a moment of weakness.
Staring at me once more with a hint of disgust, he released my chin as he ordered. “Lie down on the bed and spread your legs.”
My eyes were visibly wide as my lips trembled, refusing to utter a word.
I wouldn’t dare to do something so...so… promiscuous! Dark thoughts I never knew invaded my mind as the blood started to drain from my face.
I knew I should do my duty. For the sake of Father Gosepp, for the nuns and for the children of Hati!
Yet, I was struck with fear.
So, I swiftly turned a heel and without a moment of hesitation, my feet instinctively dashed out away from the man, just to get away from him as far as possible.
Or so I thought.
I shouldn’t underestimate his capability to sense fear as he pulled me forcefully back and threw me on his bed.
Give us this day with your sun-like presence; and forgive us for our sins...
“Ah!” A whine released from my lips as he crawled on top of me.
“Running away, I see?” He snarled. “Are you that half-hearted to protect your so-called cult?”
“It’s n-never a cult! The Sun God saved us wolves from damnation!” Never would I have thought that I have the strength to construct thoughts in my mind. Despite the fear ingrained in my whole being as I was naked, defenseless against the strongest alpha in the pack, a moment of anger resurfaced as he soiled the name of my church.
His emotionless expression changed to anger as his dark brows curved into a glare. Once again, my body stiffened in fear.
I’ve heard many stories of him from other wolves. A war hero who is destined for greatness and the ruler of the Skollist Pack. But he also held a reputation of violence and wrath to those in his way.
And he despised the believers of Hatiism.
I had buried my grave right here from uttering the words I shouldn’t say out loud.
“You should be thankful that we didn’t burn your church the moment I stepped in.”
He forced my legs apart as I continued to struggle with all of my vigor. I was far from his brute strength as he spread my legs, revealing my clean-shaven sacred place.
As we continue to forgive those who have forgotten Your existence...
“Please! Let me remain pure! Hurt me! Torture me! But don’t take it against my will!” I sobbed as I squirmed before him.
“You agreed to this. I gave you a choice.” He leaned closer as he his icy blue eyes staring coldly at me. “Now, you should fulfill your duty as Luna of the pack.
"NOOO!" I continued defying him with my shrill scream, stricken with anguish and fear as I made violent movements for a way out of his clutches.
He felt annoyed, gritting his teeth as he tightened his hold on my lower body. While doing so, his other hand made its way to loosen the tie of his lower garments.
When it dropped, it freed his manhood and my body unconsciously become immobile. Yet my eyes couldn't stop looking at it.
The sight scared me.
Years devoted to the church made me unbeknownst to the topic of procreation. But the sight made me pale, sick to the pit of my stomach and all I ever wanted was to run...run away from this terrible fate.
I pleaded with him, begged him to change his mind. But it was in deaf ears as he positioned himself directly to my opening and he gave one full thrust.
My eyes widened even more as tears started to fall from my eyes.
It all took a single thrust inside and dear sun god, I felt nothing but excruciating pain centered in my lower body. I felt it got torn from the intrusion.
"AAAAH!" I screamed and then I began sobbing as the stinging pain hadn't subdued.
He wasn’t a patient man. He didn’t wait for me to adjust as he thrusted again. Soon, the slow movements became faster, pounding me until it reached to my womb.
I couldn't do anything,
All I did was stay still, enduring the pain, the agony and the despair and I hope to the sun god that it would be over! It was just a test of my faith!
It's a test of my faith, right?
So I continued praying.
And lead us not into t-temptation, but d-deliver us from e-evil.
I couldn’t stop crying as pain, pain, pain won’t stop with his animalistic thrusts and the squelching sounds mixed with the dampness of our essence and my blood.
I wanted to throw up but I couldn’t because he continued to thrust fast, harder and the pain reached its peak which shattered every logic and reason in my mind.
But one emotion remained.
"I H-HATE YOU!" Words I didn't expect to say just came out and he wouldn't care, he wouldn't give the damnest care that I was overwhelmed with pain as the pace never stopped.
I couldn't even look at him in the eye as my vision went blurry. Perhaps because of the tears in my eyes or perhaps I was losing consciousness then.
But I felt it... it would end soon.
And finally, I felt an essence spilling inside after he stopped. It was the most disgusting feeling I've ever felt.
He leaned in, his hand pushing my head to show off my bare neck. His head morphed off that as an alpha wolf, baring his fangs before he pierced right through my skin.
It was a silent scream, my voice already hoarse as a new form of pain entered in my being. My senses heightened as the Alpha Leader released his fangs and thus, completing the mating ritual.
And with that, it was finally over.
I just laid there lifeless as my eyes were distant, staring off-space. He—my husband, m-my mate, pulled himself out as his manhood was coated with his own essence and my blood.
The thought of it sickened me yet, I had long stopped my tears as they were wasted during this ritual.
He stared at me for a moment after he adjusted his pants. Again, not without any emotions and he wordlessly left, leaving me alone, barren, in this unfamiliar room.
It was our first night together.
I was supposed to commit my whole life to Hati. I, Rosaria, should be ordained as a nun.
But the moon goddess declared me as the Luna of the Alpha Leader, Varick.
“For t-thine comes when the lycans open thee eyes,” I muttered in a raspy-like breath, allowing my lips to move on their own.
“Is when Your Grace shall return to save us all, tetelestai.”
It wasn’t great to wake up the next day. Soporific feeling and confusion were the two things registered in my mind.I was oddly tired despite waking up on my own. Then, when I felt the pain and soreness of my lower part, it struck me as a reminder of last night’s events.My eyes widened as I jerked up, ignoring the incessant pain as flashes of that man plunging and thrusting me resurfaced in my mind.Right now, he wasn’t present before me but I could still feel his hands roughly held on to my hips, intruding in my core as he tore me inside during the marking of our mating ritual.Who could have thought that mating rites were painful for wolves? The flooding memories made me get off the bed, desperately finding a spot to throw up the sickening pit of my stomach.However, as my leg tangled with the sheets, I clumsily fell off the floor with a loud, painful thud. I groaned as the sheet fell off along with me. I tried to pull the heavy cloth off of me until I smelled a strong foul odor
“Rosaria, have you finished chanting the Holy Lycan?” Father asked as he entered the oratory room. I turned around with a bright smile. “Yes, Father Gossep.” I stood up, the bright circle faded the moment I left its spot, and headed eagerly to greet the priest. I gave him a kiss on his palm.“I finished the Lycan prayer and the four Holy Moon as usual, Father,” I added, rather proudly as my smile widened from the excitement engulfing my being.Father chuckled as he patted on my shoulder. “For three weeks? My, you have been the most diligent novitiate here, Rosaria. I am thankful that you grew up to be a fine devotee of the sun god.”“Anything for Hati, Father,” I replied eagerly. We started roaming around the Hatiism church and reaching the nave. The interior was as beautiful as I remembered. The stained glass windows of the sun god and his fellowship are displayed around the walls. Because of our careful maintenance, this 500-year-old church never ended up becoming
Awestrucked, I couldn’t even move when the man was just a closer distance to me. His hand gripped mine as I tried to absorb his words.Mate? Bearing his child? Me?“How could that be?” Father Gossep intervened. “We, the Hatiists, have been shunned in the eyes of the Moon goddess! Only those who had left the church can find their mates,” he said as he glanced in my direction. “Rosaria continued serving the church therefore, she isn’t supposed to receive her mate!”“But not ordained, I assumed?” Father was ready to refute but stopped as the thoughts started to sink in.“N-No, n-not yet…”His hand hadn't released mine. A large, firm hand that could easily break mine like a piece of wood, and I…all I ever wanted was to get away from him. “I d-don’t understand.” After recovering from my shock I stared him in the eye. “I am going to be ordained tonight. I am going to be an official nun and y-yet, the moon goddess suddenly deemed me as your mate?”“But you are not an official of this…” His
“I…” Rationality had left my system as I tried to convey my thoughts. Earlier, we were just chatting idly about my future as a nun. And this…this happened.“How could you give her THAT choice, Lord Varick!” Father Gossep bellowed as he held firmly the stinging pain of his waist. He stood up, ignoring the worrisome look of Sister Anette. “I am the one you should despise! Rosaria’s whole life is in the church!”“Time’s ticking, church maid.” He coerced with gritted teeth, my Father’s words were now in deaf ears. “I don’t have time.” “I…” Tears continued to fall and I looked down, biting my lower lip. I should be a nun by now. But h-he arrived to take it away. Why now? Why did it have to happen before my ordination?!“LORD VARICK!” The voice that once sounded like Father Gossep changed into a monstrous seething growl. A large white wolf, thrice as big as most werewolves in the pack, pounced straight to the alpha leader in a blink of an eye. It growled as its large nails pierced all
It had been a month since my marriage and my husband hadn’t returned from the war. From what I had heard from my now habit of eavesdropping, especially from gossipy women on the streets and the maids who didn't notice my presence lurking by, our pack had been outnumbered by the enemy and their so-called “alliance”. “They brought the Elves to slaughter the Alpha Leader! The messenger had stopped coming back here since that announcement,” one of the vendors exclaimed to her friend as I passed by their direction. “Who knows if the Alpha Leader has already perished!” Another voice, was it Ella, the florist? “If we lose our alpha leader, what will happen to this pack? For he still didn’t have any offspring to take over his position?” “If the Alpha Leader dies, I sure hope he had impregnated that cultist whore!” It was loud enough for everyone to hear. It seemed they had noticed me passing by. I turned to them and gave them a small, awkward smile. Despite their cries of mockery, I pain
My eyes widened at Alpha Leader, Varick, in the flesh and not another case of hallucination. I felt my throat dry, my heart raced faster than normal as I started to experience another dose of an incoming attack.‘Deep breath, deep breath… you knew he would be coming back soon.’ I glanced at him carefully. Dark hair grew longer, unwashed and scruffy from the lack of care. He fashioned a beard, unsurprisingly untamed and his dark gray eyes observed the area. He was wearing his signature armor and it was more worn than it used to be. Once again, he was tainted by vermillion blood.Blood of the other wolves he had slain while he was away.His eyebrows furrowed, seeing my lack of response ticked him off as he tightened his grip, bringing me back to my senses.It stung. The grip made me flinch as I tried to wiggle my hand away from his tight lock.“I hate repeating myself. Why are you here?”“I…” I should think quickly or else I would only rouse his anger. My eyes wandered elsewhere, try
Okay, calm down, Rosaria. It’s impossible for him to die with a shove like mine. He had been through a lot from this endless war and it would be…laughable if he would have died from a measly push from a lower ranking luna. I tried to calm down and now I was eyeing him carefully. I took a deep breath before placing my trembling hand on his wrist, ignoring my hallucinations of the hands around my waists as I tried to check his pulse. It was faintly weak. Weak but not dead! I sighed once more but more relieved than earlier as I tried to decipher what really happened. His face is pale, giving off an impression of a lifeless body that I assumed earlier. And he…wasn’t breathing at all. ‘They brought the Elves to slaughter the Alpha Leader! The messenger had stopped coming back here since that announcement.’ I recalled Naureen mentioning them and a realization came to my mind. Now with his dark gambeson, I muttered an apology and pulled out his heavy garment from his head. I turned re
A long time ago before wolves ever landed on earth, there was the Moon Goddess, an unknown entity residing on the moon, and her brother, the Sun God. Two mythical wolf gods were formed after Fenrir, the first recorded wolf, left them on Earth. These were moon wolf, Skoll, and sun wolf, Hati. Skoll was attracted to the sun and chased after it whereas Hati, whose motives were unknown till this day, chased after the moon. When Hati finally caught the moon, he swallowed it whole, making the chosen wolves lose their ability to transform. “What?” I interrupted and I gave a skeptical look at the image of Hati. “Why would the sun god do that, Father Gossep?” I was five years old when Father Gossep told me this story. Father Gossep chuckled as he patted my head. “Hati only wanted to cleanse the Moon. Otherwise, we wouldn’t have the moon now if he would have eaten it.” “Why did the sun god need to cleanse the moon?” “Some recorded stories stated that the moon had been corrupted and Hati