Kabanata 23

IN MY 23 years of existence, I've only fell once with someone. After my first heartbreak, I swore to myself that I will never love someone again. Mag-isa kong hinarap lahat ng sakit. Mag-isa akong naghilom.

It has been 2 years since my ex-boyfriend left me and it so hard for me to let him go. Pero ayaw kong maging selfish. I don't want to put us in a situation where we call our relationship an illicit affair.

Alam niyang ipapakasal ako ni lolo sa iba. Sinabi ko kaagad ang bagay na iyon nang umamin siya sa akin. Despite the fact that I'll get engaged with someone else, hindi pa rin siya tumigil. He made me feel special, he gave me the love I never had.

I've always known that we won't last, pero minahal ko pa rin. Hanggang sa dumating na nga iyong panahon na kailangan na naming kalimutan ang isa't isa. After going through the pain, my wounds finally closed in conjunction of loosing my hope of finding love once again.

But look where it lead me. Right now, I am revolving in an ironic s