Chapter 15

My tears quickly flowed down as I ran back to the rest house.

Instantly, I regretted what I've said and done as I realized that I still cannot let him go.

I loved Lorenzo so much. And just thinking about not seeing him again felt like my heart was being crushed into ashes.

I had been with him for eight years. My whole life depended on him. Even for the past two years, despite our situation, it wasn't that hard for me because I knew he's still with me.

What is going to happen to me now?

I cried harder as I leaned my body against the closed door until I slid on the floor. My insides were tremendously shaking and I could hardly breathe.

I shut my eyes tightly and tried to stop myself from crying but to no avail. It was so painful. Heck, it was more painful than the time I caught him cheating on me.

I bit my bottom lips hard until there was a metal taste in my mouth. I hated myself for feeling this way.

Now, I couldn't blame anyone anymore, even Lorenzo, because it was my fault. I