Rebecca POV:-
My everything came to halt when Ryan told me that we have lost our child.
My world came to a crash, my breaths stopped, my mind went blank, my reason to live suddenly began to feel meaningless.
“What have I done?”
I was willing to bear any pain with a smile but this is something unbearable. It's all my fault, my pathetic decision killed my child.
“No, this has to be a lie…” I was on fire, my eyes couldn't see. My body couldn't feel anything but devastation. A deadly ravage roamed in every inch of my core.
I was losing my breath. Nothing in this world can be comparable to this heartbreaking pain. I was damaged beyond repair, killed from inside.
My eyes slowly opened when a bright light fell upon my face. I blinked a few times to adjust my vision. My heart felt hollow as I felt so weak. I looked around and found myself in Marianne's room. My throat was dry. I shifted and saw Marianne, sleeping on the couch. “Papa…?” I slowly sat up, my head hurt along with an aching pain in my heart. I put my hand over my head and closed my eyes, feeling heartbroken. “Marianne?” The creaking sound of the door made me think that it's Ryan so I quickly shot my head but the one who came was Papa. "Papa." I whispered. "Oh, My child, Finally you are awake." Papa came and patted my head. He sat beside me as I
Ryan POV:- There is an eerie silence in the house. It doesn't feel like home at all. I missed Rebecca a lot and felt so heartbroken when I couldn't be able to tell her how much I love her and what her worth is; which is greater than any riches of heaven. Even if I try, I can’t tell her how vast my love for her is. A pain inflicted on me and hurt me a lot to see the empty wall as no sound of Rebecca can be heard anywhere. No smiles of hers reached my eyes. I want nothing from God but to bow in front of her. I worship you too. She is present in my very prayer but Dad plus the doctor's words are pushing me in turmoil. I have to let her go because I am
My heart was torn to countless pieces. Regret ate me upon seeing her like this. She let out loud sobs as tears also rolled down my cheeks in heartbreak and remorse as Rebecca began to say between the sobs. "Please Ryan.. I beg you. Take everything away from me.. But.. But please.. Don't do this for me.. I.. I can't live without you.. You are my everything.” She cried. “My life.. My breath.. My heartbeat.. My smiles.. My reason to live.. Everything resides in you. Please don't take it away… please don't leave me.. I will do anything. But please.. Don't hate me. Don't leave me…” Her words evoked woeful tears, the realization that my presence is all she needs and I failed to realize this. “You are my hope for tomorrow.. After taking me out from the abyss. Don't leave me there anymore. After becoming my light, don't fade away.. Please, I beg you Ryan. Don't do this to me…" She begged, lowering her head. A loud gasp of sob escaped my lips as I held her hand and kissed them, rele
…If you are a rose, then I want to become a thorn so that I can protect you from all the abhor of this world…A smile crept upon my lips when I read the sweet note in my book. I lift my sapphire gaze while tugging a strand of my raven hairs behind my ears searching for the one who wrote it. “Who could be kind enough to send me this?” I asked myself.It's been six months since I have been receiving these notes. Like every once in a week, there's a note in my book with something sweet written on it. I have been searching for that guy ever since the first day but I couldn't find him. He just left the note magically in my book and left without leaving a trace behind. “Why did you do it when you don’t intend to reveal yourself huh?” ‘But, these are my salvation, the only other thing which made me feel loved after my sister Marianne.’I sighed deeply and shook my head."Just where are you?" I mumbled to myself as I stood up from the garden of my university.I'm Rebecca Morris, I'm 25 ye
Rebecca POV:-I sat in the corner of my room while hugging my knees close to my chest, all the servants went to their quarters and I am all alone filled with extreme anxiety. I hid my face in my knees and began to shake.“Please, Marianne, come soon. Please. Please.”I repeated that like a chant so that I could give my scared form any consolation but, to no avail.“Please don’t leave me alone, please, Please…”I know the only thing that can eradicate this fear of being alone is to have someone by my side, someone who loves me and the only person who loves me is Marianne."Mari-Jane-Acca.""Mari-Jane-Acca.""Mari-Jane-Acca."I repeated those words as if my life depends on them.When father knows I can't spend a second alone, how could he leave me all alone?How much of a burden does he think of me?I, who made him who he is today.“Please.. Anyone..” I put my head on the bed while sitting on the ground and shut my eyes wanting to receive a lull from it. Cold sweat formed on my forehead
"It's ‘your’ marriage, Rebecca. " He said derisively.I narrowed my eyes in perplexity, registering his words for a few seconds and asked, "What are you talking about?" He took a step back and turned."You see Rebecca, Now that you have become nothing but a disdain, I no longer need you." He said."I knew that long ago. Come to the point." I scoffed."They will come to ask for Marianne's hand in marriage but the one who will marry their son would be you or else I doubt anyone would want to marry a burden like you." My eyes widened in disbelief when I heard those ridiculous words.‘What a way to throw me out.’“So now you have decided to be degenerated?” I scoffed. Honestly, I don’t give a damn about myself, I don’t care."Don't fall that low." Marianne spoke faintly.“And who the fuck asks for hand in marriage by using his parents in twentieth century?” I argued, frowning deeply. Pissed at the guy who cannot handle his marriage himself.“Everyone has their own tradition, it’s theirs.
"STOP IT!! PLEASE I BEG YOU!! I WILL LEAVE EVERYTHING BEHIND! BUT PLEASE DON'T!!" I shouted at Jane who was standing at the edge of the roof."As long as they have you... No one will be there for me. You have tainted both of our lives. This is all your fault!" Jane yelled as tears streamed down from both of our faces. I lost it all at the moment."I am here for you… Even if no one is, I am. I always will. Please come, Jane." I sobbed, holding my hands out at her while taking a step towards her. I begged her, to stop, to stay."You are blind in the fire of success. You have ruined my life, Rebecca!" She hissed."And you are blind in the fire of envy. Snap out of this, Jane. Please." I cried, I was willing to do anything but she was not ready to listen."It's all your fault..." She said as a final tear rolled down and she jumped out of the roof..."JANE!! " I woke up panting heavily. Sweat rolled down from my forehead as I walked out of my room because I can't bear to be alone in that
'I wish we could have met. At least once. I am not great with words like you, but thank you for your notes. They have done more than you can imagine for me. But, it seems like we are not meant to be together. Not in this life. I am getting married.'I put the note in my Hotel Management book. I know he only put it there so I put it here and left my classroom because I know that if I stay or watch from outside, he'll never come. ‘But, before I leave. Please show me who you are. I want to see you once, please. I want to know the person who encouraged me when I lost my own identity. Whoever you are, come to me.’Since I don't have any friends, I decided to take a stroll around, praying that he will come.I came back and was about to take a step inside the classroom but someone grabbed my arm and pulled me away. “What-” I raised my gaze and saw the topper of our University and the ruler of the heart of most girls; Jayden Roseville. Oh my God, I can’t believe it was him. The star.His R