May 10, 0218

I was going through my parents room and cleaning up some of the things that were not broken, to sell at the trading market for money for food. The other room was all clean of things to sell and found some stuff to sell but also found an unfilled brown cloth journey that was in the box with some ink. The journey was only small and it came with two bottles of black ink with a wood pencil. This will sell very well at the trader maker but I want to keep it for myself and the journey only has the first page full and the other pages are clean. "The darkness is not to be trusted at all, many people want gone after hearing that the darkness has to stay." I have no idea what this means but I put this in the bag that I have in my room. My parents told me that, if I'm alone with no elsa with me and need someone to talk to, write in a journal about your day, so it will feel like you have someone to talk to. Put the item in the bag and go out of the hiding base, even so it was not wise to go outside right now but I need money for food. The darkness is hunting me down and wants me for some reason but I don't dare to go outside most of the time, when the darkness hunter is out. The dark is where the darkness shows their real form and for some unknown reason, I'm the one who can see then the other folks in the land. After carrying a small bag of items to the tracking maker and only get 25 coins for their and I some food to eat for a couple of days. This dream that I have no idea what it means or if the darkness is having something to do with the dream or not but I kept having this dream every night.

This dream holds a memory that is away in my head after I saw it happen, when Mr. White found me. Mr.White was the one who found me and took me in but Mr. white was killed by the darkness keeper for hiding something from them about the light and for finding out something about the real history, when he overheard the darkness keeper talking. When word get out, the folks start to talk about it unit the darkness hunter starting to take peoples and after a while, they stop talking about it but they killed everyone in town to make a point of stop talking about it The darkness never told a lie about their history to the folks who follow their every word but I don't know what they mean by "real history" but once i read the history when I was in stock, I didn't believed the history of this land from the start.  The story when I read it, sounds fake to me but after Mr White death, I went back into the same hiding place that He found me near around the time after my parents didn't come back into hiding after going outside to look for food.

My parents told me stories about the land but I have no idea about anything besides what I was told or seen. This dream starts when I look up in the sky and see these stars in a shape, then I feel something in me but this dream starts near the hiding place, right before the path into the first. I was walking through this forest that I know, as soon as I step onto the other path that is blocked by a gate. The gate was open and I stepped onto the path, then this color that I have never seen before flash into my eyes. It was a mix of blue and green but this light put me in this part of the forest, with this stone statue of a female dress in a cloth wrap. As soon I step near the statue that has fallen apart and the same color shows up. This light shines on the stone statue every time and a rose mark on my arm appears on my left upper arm. I have never seen this rose on my arm before and it glows this same blue green light on the rose on the statue head. Then for the first time in years, hear another  female voice "the truth about your past and your unknown power will show when time has come. You are Everwood only hope but never listen to the darkness. The darkness told untruth tales." This part of this dream, away woke me up at night after having this dream. This light shines in my eyes and I fall to the ground in the dream, then wake up in a shock.

I get out of hiding to find some more firewood, run into a darkness hunter normal I know how to deal with, but the same light shows up. The blue green light shows up and the darkness can't be seen in light of anything form or see the darkness hunter in it form. I was shocked at what I saw and to find out that the darkness hunters have no weakness but the darkness only one weakness that they don't want anyone to know about. Is this what Mr. White found out and why he was killed but when the darkness hunter saw this light come from me, all the darkness hunters shocked me again. The darkness hunter hands me a weapon and some food, then walks off into the forest after he does not desire to attack me. I get the weapon and food off the ground, and go back into hiding. I was thinking about what just happened and can't  think of a reason for this light or the darkness hunter not attacking me but helping me out.