May 11, 0218

I forgot to honestly want nature to look a little and when I got out of hiding or saw the land in the gray light beside having light. Nature outside the hiding place and on the land was a tree without leaves, dead plants and grass. Dry and wet dirt was on the group, most animals were gone or killed by the darkness hunter for food or just for fun. The sky was colorless with a little bit of blue in the sky during the day and it was the same when I got to look at nature during the day. When I found some water boiling near a lake, it still had some dead fish in it. After Mr. White was killed by the darkness hunter, I went back into hiding  but memory of how Mr. White how he found me in the first place and this memory of Mr. White as all froger in my mind. I still tell the story about Mr. White finding me as best as I can to myself, so I can go to sleep at night. When this happened, I was only 13 years old and this story was told to me by Mr. White.

My Parents were the first thing and are on the same list in my head that I don't remember very well or sometimes at all. They want out to look for food and something that they do during night, that has to do with something about the darkness. They were never in this hiding place for too long, only a little at the time to take care of me when I was too little to be on my own in the hiding place. After I went back into hiding, I found my parents' old journal and started to look for food for myself. There was not a lot of food in the forest but for berrys, that was half dead like the others in the land but it would take over an hour just to find some or a few berries at the time. During my nap I had this dream right on the path that I set up camp, since evening had fallen and the hiding place was too far from here. I was on this path and walked down this path, after seeing someone around this old house. Then the cloak shows up and when I wake up after something hurts in my head during my nap, I get up to see who did it but saw the same person from my dream. I follow them or chase them after they hold my bag and run off with it. I chase them to the same house but stop when I see this person run into the door like a ghost. This person wanted to think the door and the door opened up for me, chase after this person to this room, then their like a ghost went away into this old waredoor. My mother's old cloak wants a mission after she wants to mission herself from the hiding place and right at this moment I found my mother's old worn down black cloak that my mother wears to blend into the darkness, so the darkness can have a blind eyes though. The darkness as far as I know from my mother's journal and from watching there, the darkness can only see the light but is blind when it comes to the dark and the folks who are covered in full body with the color of the raven.

Someone in the dream that I have but forgotten about, told me this when I was near this same stone statue as the light was shining in my eyes. "The darkness will turn a blind eye to dark but they will attack anything in the light. To adventure into the land under the eyes of the darkness, dress as dark as the darkness, blind their eyes." Then this same light shows up around me, when I put this cloak around my shoulder that she brings with her when she wants to go into hiding. I put the cloak over me and at first my 13 years body was too small for a cloak that was worn by a 38 years old woman but I was not dreaming when this happened. It was something from the dancer in blue, a fairytale when this blue green light showed up and the cloak that was still on me when a bright form of light showed up. As the same mark glow from my dream showed up on my arm, the rose lit up the cloak with this form of light and the cloak which was worn down became new once again. This was the work of a different and more powerful power then the darkness because this old  oversize cloak, turned back in time where it was this deep black color with a new silver clip on it, all the hole and tore was full up. The ball of light went around my body then the cloak and within a second, as soon as the light went away, the cloak was a perfect fix for my body. I have no idea how this happened but the cloak was thick and warm, this was my first time wearing something this warm before. All I was wearing to keep warm was an old oversize jacket that Mr. White wore that I took with me when I ran back into hiding. I got my bag back and went back to the camp set I was on.

I pack up and a wind of Everwood never ending cold and rain gets me in my face. It is that Everwood weather is not cold or rainy or the sun never comes out. The hood was over me and started to go down the same path that I found food on before without anying failing. Found 10 almost dead berrys on the path within a couple of minutes and was going to find more but something in me, wanting off the path like this was a path that I have to follow. I found the path that was hiding away and blocked off then the other paths and this brought back the same dream that I had when I turned 13. I read the dream right after I wrote it down and remembered where to go after the gate opened up. After walking down this path ending up on, something from the dream I have before that I wrote about. This female stone statue was in the same place as it was in my dream, right in front of me out of nowhere. I walked up to this same female statue and no light didn't show up, when I was looking at this statue and it had fallen apart but something in me told me that something was off. The statue was pure stone with no hole in it but when I was looking at the statue head, this stone statue was holding something in it. When I tried to get out of the hole that was made when it broke but I found a rock near me, I broke the hole some more to get it out. ONce I broke the part of the statue off, finished getting the hold of the cloth that was wrapped around a stone hand carved necklace. This stone necklace was broken in half and it was a circle with a design in the stone but it was only half of the finish design but the leather was still good but when i put around my neck. It was a weird feeling I had when I saw it, I felt like the necklace was wailing for me and the rose on my left arm glowed once again. The rain lit up a little and it was for the first time, a little warm. When I looked around, some of nature was alive a little and the stars showed themselves again in the sky. I got back on my path that I was on and went on the look for food but when I found some berries, there was more berries bush in the land. Then something happened out of the blue, the one thing that was never in the water of Everwood was in my hiding place with a fore on. What I saw was that somehow, fish was cooking over a fire that I didn't set or no one else, the hiding place was not on ground in the forest where folks could see it. Fish in Everwood, if found dead due to the warm water become cold, are moved away and taken by the darkness hunter for food in Everwood, most people have to go to the market, pay 35 coins for a single fish or go without food.