“Is there a problem father? You look worried.” I asked him the moment we were left alone. He paced the room, looking more worried than before. I felt guilty, maybe my father found out about the reason why I visit the Emperor almost everyday. Maybe Prince Shiro and I have been found out. But that’s impossible. We were very careful about our secret. The more my father kept silent, the more scared I got. 

After the Emperor spoke to me about my loyalty to Prince Shiro, he and the Empress left. It was also getting late so I needed to get back home as well. "Do you really mean what you said?" Prince Shiro asked all of a sudden. I turned to him and sighed. 

It's been almost 2 weeks since Prince Shiro and I had talked without the Emperor to accompany us. I couldn't let the First Prince's trust towards me falter so I had to resort to avoiding Prince Shiro at all cost. I don't know how many men are following my every move but I can't let anyone be in danger. "The Royal Hunt will be in a few days, you used to enjoy coming to the hunting ground along with the other ladies, do you want to do that again?" Father asked me while we were having breakfast. From what I can remember from Himawari's memories, she hated meeting with the other ladies in the hunting grounds. She was always the subject of ridicule because of how quiet she is and more so because she's in love with Prince Shiro. Apparently, Prince Shiro is one of the most sought out bachelors in the Empire. The fact that he's engaged to Lady Himawari makes all the other ladies angry. I don't know if I have the strength and energy to go on cat fights. "Am I allowed

After the Royal Hunt, there was a party being held at the hunting grounds. After Prince Shiro left the tent, I changed into an evening wear appropriate for the occasion. He told me they'll be a lot of people today so we can sit next to each other and discuss some things. "Hima, the Emperor wants you to sit at the Royal family's table. Is that alright for you? If it isn't just tell me and I'll make sure to inform the Emperor." My father asked. I did

I waited for any word from Prince Shiro. It's been two days yet I still haven't received a letter from him. I admit I'm worried about him since his life was recently in danger but I just have to trust him. "You look worried, Hima. Is there something bothering you?" My father walked into the patio where I was pacing. I looked at him and was considering telling him but I knew I couldn't. I just have to keep this a secret even from my own father.