Conrad"Me? Jealous of her? Why would I be jealous of her?" I keep myself busy by sipping my avocado shake. For some inexplicable reason, I couldn't look Ryker straight in the eyes."Well, I'm your mate so shouldn't you feel jealous that a girl will be sleeping in my apartment?" Ryker asked me causing me to stop sipping my shake. I can't help but ask myself the same question, I should feel jealous about it. But the thing is that I don't know what I just felt earlier when Ryker let Mitch stay in his apartment, and then he let me go home so easily as if he wanted me gone so badly. The first thing that came to my mind was that he wanted me to go home so that he and Mitch could have alone time. I can't blame Ryker though, Mitch is beautiful and her smile alone is enough to capture any man's heart.Fuck! Is this how jealousy feels? I'm new to this feeling since I've never been in a relationship before. I don't know if I'm jealous of Mitch and if I am, I'm never telling Ryker that."Oh, why

Conrad"Where are you going? I was about to call you because we are about to eat breakfast. Why do you seem in a hurry?" My mother asked me who immediately stopped climbing the stairs when she saw me hurriedly walking down as if it's the end of the world. Well, it feels like it's the end of the world to me since Ryker's waiting and I don't want to be late."I'm late for school, mom. I'll just grab my breakfast at the school canteen, I need to go," I replied and almost tripped as I make my way down the stairs."Can you wait for a minute? You don't have to buy food, I can wrap you up some food so you can have something to eat at school.""No, I really need to go now, mom. I'll eat the food later, mom." I kissed her on the cheek and then quickly left the house. She didn't stop me anymore since I was already out of the house before she could even respond to me.As I expected, Ryker's car was parked three blocks away from our house. The only thing that was a little bit surprising to me was

Conrad"That's a lot of people than I expected, Betty." I stopped walking causing Betty and Luther to stop as well. We just arrived at Martin's house but I feel like I want to go home already because it looks like Martin just invited the whole school."That's because we're about to go to a party and not to a damn prayer meeting. Do you know what they say? The more, the merrier." I just rolled my eyes at Betty because what she just said doesn't make sense to me at all."That's still a lot of people for a party," I reasoned and she just take a deep breath as if she's trying her best not to accidentally slap me for complaining."Well there's also a difference between a birthday party and a 'my parents are out of town so I'm throwing a huge pool party' party," Betty explained to me as if that makes everything feel better, it doesn't though. There are still a lot of people at this party and it's against my rule. When I didn't budge and Betty noticed it, she grab my arms and pulled me, or sh

ConradMartin Enrique could be my first. And that petrifies me. He could ruin me for all other men. Because it's not like he will stick around after the first night. Not when he realizes how inexperienced I am in bed. I am still a virgin and I don't have any idea how to pleasure any man.He starts kissing my neck again, and I can't help but close my eyes, enjoying his touch and trying to forget about everything else, especially my mate. Who cares that this won't last? I didn't set out tonight to get into a relationship. I came to Martin's party because I found out that Ryker is also attending the party."Want to get another drink?" he asked suddenly against my neck.I moan. I felt a little tingly sensation running through my veins. Martin chuckles again upon hearing me moaning."Do you want something stronger?" My stomach churns and my heart races."Yeah, give me something stronger than I ever had this night," I answered.Martin holds a shot to me, and I grab the glass, although I'm no

Conrad"Do you want to be our toy, Conrad?" My brows immediately furrowed upon hearing Gregory's question."W-what are you talking about?" I asked him with a confused face. I can feel him smirking at me while his eyes were checking my body. I gulped, suddenly feeling conscious about my figure. I used my hand to cover my nakedness but it was not enough, I still feel so exposed."Do you want to be our toy, Conrad? You know when Martin and I were still young, we used to share everything even our girlfriends," Gregory told me, but he still didn't answer my question about what he meant when he asked me if I want to be their toy. What does he mean by a toy? I don't know if he literally wants me to be their toy, something that they can play with."I don't know," I answered as I swallow my saliva one after another. If earlier in the pool I was feeling a little bit cold, at this moment I'm not cold anymore but the opposite. I can feel the temperature getting hotter and hotter, my body is starti