Chapter 51AngeloThere used to be a time where I thought I was broken beyond repair. That  I don't deserve anything good  . When I crossed paths with Cleo again I found the me I thought I had lost before Arabella broke me , broke my heart and ruined me. Cleopatra made me feel again and the difference was that unlike Arabella who liked me for my status ; Cleo loved me for me and now that we have a family together .  Never in my wildest dreams did think I could love so strong and deeply. I could have lost it all by  being selfish and stupid.When Cleo was taken we were well on our way to sorting out our issues . The date I had planned was going to last us the whole weekend and we were going to do her favourite stuff only because  it was all about her . I was sitting I her study looking for clues on how to find her . She had left her wedding ring next to her notebook and the jewelry she was wearing was new and I didn't fit any

Chapter 53 AngeloIt my Birthday Month and round about this time I am usually happy but something happens during the course of the day to just mess everything up and I am left wondering will I ever have a birthday that isn't riddled with drama where I have all my friends and family under one roof and we can all celebrate. I feel like I'm constantly fighting a losing battle and I don't know why...All I know is that I want Cleo back . I want her back in my arms ; in our bed with her head on my chest and me never letting her go .The past three weekends I've been reluctant to go see the twins and Ava at the beach resort . I get to face time them but it's not the same without Cleo . They have this thing that they do Whith her which is blowing kisses and telling her; they love her . When the twins blew kisses to me and told me to blow kisses to their mother all I could do once I got offline was cry . I wouldn't know where to start looking if I got on the family

Chapter 55 Angelo  There  are moments I've treasured through out my life and moments that have caused me utter pain and torment. There are also days  when I feel like nothing will ever come right for me, and that I am hard wired to mess up everything good that I have going . Luckily for me it's not one of those days and I thank my lucky stars above that I  have the right kind of people who are loyal to me and also think I deserve to be happy . No one knew I was in the property because at this time of year the sun rose earlier and it would set later . It was spring in this part of the world but I knew I was in enemy territory. My main purpose was to make sure I get Cleo out of the property using the tunnel system to get to the landing strip.  The weather was playing along and I knew that taking the boat would draw the wrong kind of attention and I'd end up in a shooting match with security ... Also known as my uncle's

Chapter 57AngeloMay is my birthday month.  I not only get excited because it's my birthday month , but I got  excited because it's  mother's day too and the twins are old enough to  help me cook . My four year old  babies are growing older by the day and they are getting smarter . They asked me last night when I was tucking them in ;what I had planned for mother's day ? I asked them  what  they wanted to do? They responded by saying; I shouldn't answer a question with a question .  I then asked them what do they think we should  do and they answered me with a fail proof plan .When I woke up this morning Cleo was still asleep .She looked peaceful  and calm . It was the first time in a while I had gotten the chance to wake up next to my wife, who by this time is already done with feeding the kids and was doing something on a Sunday either than going to church . We needed to start going back to mass at some point

Chapter 59 Angelo Yesterday was hectic . Salvatore is missing and he picked a wrong time to go missing in action . I knew Cleo had planned a birthday dinner with the family because I had to go through the menu with her and Carl late last night.  Finding Salvatore wasn't that hard for me to do. It took a couple of hours because he was buying drugs from the usual suspects . I used to be an addict so I knew all the spots and Cleo was feeling bad for making me revisit my past. When we came back home with Nicolai and Carlo she asked to have some alone time with me me and even though we found Salvatore in bad shape we managed to get him to the family hospital. I thought I was a mess when I got high but Salvatore just went straight for the hard stuff and when I went into the club started feeling all sorts of panicky .   I was  having flashbacks of a time I would love to forget happened, but it was a time that was meant to teach me a lesson