___________________________________________________________________________ Painful memories Painful Memories are any thoughts about the past that cause anxiety, sadness, or other unpleasant emotions. Examples include thinking about a past disappointment, argument, or loss of loved one. Painful memories may be caused by traumatic experiences such as a serious accident, repeated abuse, or a natural disaster. ___________________________________________________________________________ 17  /  11  /  2021 I wake up from a deep sleep – my muscle throughout my body aches and cramps from sleeping in an uncomfortable position the entire night …well , almost the entire night. From what I see – actually not see  - I notice that it is still early hours of the day. The stars still shine brightly , and the sun is still no where to be seen. I stretch like a cat after napping f

___________________________________________________________________________ Lucid dreaming Lucid dreaming is a fascinating phenomenon in which a person is aware that they are asleep and dreaming. Those who are more adept at lucid dreaming are able to control the action and content of their dreams to varying degrees. https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/lucid-dreaming-study-explains-how-to-take-control-of-our-dreams#The-two-most-effective-techniques ___________________________________________________________________________ 19  /  11  /  2021 I can not help my roll my eyes as I realize where I have found my self to be. I hear and feel my self sigh a sigh full of irritation and annoyance. The place I am in is blurry yet clear at the same time – I am able to see yet also not able to see , if that makes any sense. My surroundings has this white blurry filter that m

  ___________________________________________________________________________  Overcome You can also be overcome with emotions, or overwhelmed by your feelings. Many people feel so overcome with sadness at a movie — or happiness at a wedding — that they regret not bringing a pile of tissues with them. The verb overcome also means to win or surpass. If you are going to win the marathon, you are going to have to overcome the five runners still ahead of you. https://www.vocabulary.com/dictionary/overcome ___________________________________________________________________________ 21  /  11  /  2021 Through out the entire day , I find my self joyful and filled with happiness. I have been happy before – I am generally a bubbly person. However , the kind of happiness I feel now is one of triumph. It is like the feeling you get as a ch

  ___________________________________________________________________________ Revenge is a Dish Best Served Cold Meaning Definition: It is better to deliver retribution for an injustice after time has passed, and it can be done dispassionately. ___________________________________________________________________________ 23  /  11  /  2021 Revenge has never been one of my best suits , or some thing I have ever been good at. I guess growing up , I never felt the need to act out in revenge – as I knew that God would take care of it. My heart had been too pure , too naïve …and too stupid to show people that I mean business and that I am more than what they thought I was. My mum tells every one that I am humble , and I will show my colours at my own pace – it was one of the comforting things she had said that made me relax. I knew I had some one who was patient enough t

__________________________________________________________________________   Invisible /ɪnˈvɪzɪb(ə)l/   adjective 1. unable to be seen "this invisible gas is present to some extent in every home" ___________________________________________________________________________    24  /  11  /  2021 Underwear…Pants…Shirts…Socks… I pack each item in my suit case , one by one. I am not very happy that I will be leaving my home and staying some place else for a while. Due to my grand father’s health , the family is coming together to stay for while in one single home – which only has 2 bedrooms. This means we are to crash on the floor , or any available place. Although , I do not like the idea of leaving my home and staying in a nother place – I agreed to it because of my grand father’s health.