" Jenna your quiet " he said I didn't know what to say. "When can I see you again? I don't want to wait till next Sunday". He parked the car and turned to face me looking up I didn't realise we were at my apartment.  I picked my words carefully turning in my seat to face him and said " Max today was the best day of my life, no one has done or given me a quarter of what you have. I don't think we should continue. It's wrong and I'm not sure I can give you want you want. I'm not ready, my life is a mess, my head is messed up. " Not  reliesing that a  tear slipped  down my face, until he lifted my face towards him and wiped them, he bent his face towards me and kissed both my eyes  then the scar from under my eye to my ear. I didn't move I couldn't look up at him embarrassed. I knew he had seen it and felt it.  " I wish I could have five minutes with the bastard that did this" he whisperedbefore he bought his lips to mine, kissing me roughly. &nb

His only words were " I'm picking you up tomorrow at nine we're going shopping for a few dresses" and he left. I kept watching him till I could see no more. The phone still ringing I closed the door and went to answer. Later I would have time to think. Spending  all night thinking about the shopping and the stress of it all. I need to be sure of what to buy how to cover my self up. How to cover my scars. I decided to wear something that I have from work, for the twenty first birthday.  I will not let him see my body my scars my faded bruises which have never left me.  That night before going to bed I sent him a message saying " Max, Thankyou for the offer to go shopping with you. Unfortunately I can't I have too much to do as we were short staffed tonight.  I already have something pretty to wear, please don't waste your money on me.  I see you soon if not then I'll see you on Saturday"    It was late and  Max was sitting at his d

At first your body looks like a bat has been taken to it and it killed me seeing you like this but now after looking at you it's not so bad. The scar on your cheek is visible but covered you cannot tell.  The reddish scar under your chin is only visible up close. I'm sure Max is going to kiss every inch of your body. You have a lot of darkened bruises, I'll ask a friend who's a Dr about them. Carolyn was honest and straightforward.   Stop being shy. If it wasn't for the scars and bruises you have a sexy body you need to show it off.  Turning me to face the mirror she asked how I got them. I told her.  She wrapped her arms around my naked body and kissed my shoulder and said, " he's a bastard of a father not every bloke is like him! Now When your dress is ready you will come here and I will get you dressed and organise your hair and makeup. You are going to wow everyone but most of all Max. He is going to ravish you in the elevator!"  "Thanky

Saturday had finally arrived and my excitement had made me go crazy. Last night Max messaged me to say how much he misses me but also that I need to be at Carolyn’s at one pm. Messaging back I asked  why the party’s not till seven why so early.  He messaged back “don’t ask why Carolyn wants you there at one.”  “ Ok “. At one o’clock I arrived at Carolyn’s as I was about to go in she came out grabbed my hand and said. “let’s go I’ve made a hair dressing appointment for a cut and color, then we’re going to get our nails done. No questions asked. “Ok “ was all I could say. The hairdressers were we went to , are very well known and do an outstanding job.  Carolyn asked for my hair to be cut in layers around my face then

It's Monday morning and Max’s alarm pulled him from his sleep, which he didn't get a lot of last night thinking of Jenna and what happened in the car. Getting up and ready for work. The Criminal Investigations Division which he works in is his passion. This weekend he needs to be on call the major drug bust that his team is planning is very near. Then he goes on long service leave he wants to get away with Jenna. He no longer wants her to work. They can both retire enjoy life, get married have kids. That’s what he wants. The perfect life with Jenna Grabbing his travel mug of coffee, and his briefcase he heads to his unmarked car. His very first pay check ten years ago, he went and bought this car and it’s still going. When he got to the station and checked his voicemail, there were f