"Mag ti-tiktok kami ng mga kaibigan ko kasi uso," rinig ko mula sa speaker ng cellphone na gamit nina Iri at Vraxx mula sa sala. Ginagaya nila ang buka ng bibig niyon.Pamilyar iyon at parang narinig ko na rin sa kung saan ang boses. It sounds like Siri? Or, nah. Is it google?Pababa pa lang kami ni Ira at patungo sa gawi ng dalawa, kunot-noo na kaming nagka-tinginan nito.The moment we entered inside the living area. We saw the two idiots filming themselves in front of Iri's phone. Naka upo ang dalawa sa sofa habang ang cellphone ay naka patong sa ibabaw ng lamesa gamit ang tripod.Vraxx' eyebrows were curled. Kuryuso siyang naka tingin sa sariling repleksyon sa cellphone. While Iri is just grinning from ear to ear. Tila nag hihintay ng maririnig muli doon."Sino ang pinaka magaling manligaw?" the google voice asked.Both of their faces lifted up. Sabay nilang tinuro ang sarili nila. Vraxx scoffed while glaring at Iri."Mas magaling

"Ahh... Vraxx..." I moaned while meeting his thrusts.We were making love inside the bathroom. Weeks after what happened between us, sunod sunod nang nasundan pa iyon. Ni hindi ko na naisip kung mabubuntis ako o ano. We never used any protections. I didn't even bother to take pills.The heck, Xiania!"Damn baby," Vraxx cussed.Halos kilabutan ako sa paraan ng pagkakasabi niya no'n. I was so turned on. He was too. Ramdam ko ang rahas at pinaghalong pag iingat niya sa bawat galaw. I almost lost my mind. Hindi ko inakala na malilibot namin ang buong bahay dahil lang sa sex! We made love in each corner of the house! Wala kasing tao pansamantala dahil pansin ko na parang busy sina Iri at Ira sa Org. Mayroon na din kasi silang patong patong na mission.Speaking of mission, I have one tomorrow.Vraxx started to thrust harder and faster inside me. I rolled my ey

I'm no saint. I admit that I already did many sins in my whole existence. I would never denied it, but is it a right and enough reason for me to experience this kind of misery?I still believe that I don't deserve all this shits. I know that I am not the only one who was harassed like that. May mas malala pa dito, pero hindi naman iyon dapat ikinukumpara sa kung sino ang mas malala at mabigat na karanasan hindi ba?Maybe this is my Karma? Masasama naman ang mga binubura ko sa mundong ito. But it will be justify what I did? Of course, not. It is a sin. Killing is a sin. No one can justifies what I did.Kaya baka nga... Tama lang sa akin 'to. Bagay lang sa akin... Kasi, masama naman ako. Demonyo at nagkakasala, kaya't dapat lang sa akin 'to. Mabuti nga.So... If I will abort the baby or kill myself with her—Will I go to the hell even more?I stared nonchalantly at the white rectangular pregnancy test that was placed on the sink. Naibato ko iyon

Ira died... And it was because of me. She killed herself because of me.Tulala ako habang pinapanood ang mga medical team ng Atlas sa pag alis ng katawan ni Ira sa pagkakabigti. I didn't know where did she get that freaking rope. Hinang hina ako habang nakatitig sa katawan niyang unti unting inililipat sa stretcher.Someone checked her pulse. My lips parted and hopefully looked at the Man's face. Sumulyap ito sa kasama niya sabay umiling. My heart clenched literally.Parang pinapatay din ako sa sobrang sakit.Harriet was crying too. Yakap yakap siya ni Diveghn, while Wright stayed beside me. Si Kenzie at Tito Harry ang nag aasikaso sa mga Medical Team. Our parents were all flabbergasted by what happened. Kasalukuyan nang kino-contact ang Parents ni Ira."I can't reach them out.""Ang alam ko ay wala na siyang magulang," Tito Harry tried to search for some Ira's papers from

Mabigat ang katawan ko at masama ang pakiramdam nang magising ako. I was already inside my room. My eyes quickly landed at the side of me, where my Mom is. Tipid siyang ngumiti habang pinupunasan ang katawan ko.My eyes drifted to my clothes. Ternong silk pajama na iyon ngayon."I already changed your clothes," ani Mommy.I slowly rise up. Inalalayan ako ni Mommy at kaagad akong inabutan ng isang baso ng tubig. I carefully sipped on it. Ibinalik niya rin iyon sa side table nang matapos ako.Suddenly, I remembered what happened awhile ago."How's the wake, Mom?" pag bubukas ko ng topic.Mom looks hesitant at first, but she still managed to tell me the truth."Inayos na ng mga pinsan mo at nang ibang mga tao sa Org."I swallowed hard and looked down. "How about Iri?"Sandaling natahimik si Mommy. I waited for her answer for almost a minute. Sinikap ko na hindi magtama ang mga mata namin."He's already gone. Isinunod