It has been a week since my party and the first time Tank spent the night with me. He has spent every night since in bed with me. Sometimes we make out like a couple of teenagers. Sometimes we just talk but both I enjoy immensely. We still haven't made love yet. I thought it was because I was so inexperienced he was holding back or that he didn’t want to. I gathered up all my courage and asked him about it last night. He said it wasn’t because he didn’t want me. He wants me very much. So much that he is having a hard time holding back but he is.Tank told me he wants our first time together to be special to both of us. He doesn’t want it hurried. He wanted to take the time to enjoy and explore every inch of me. He doesn’t want it to be in the club where he has been with the bunnies. He feels it would be disrespectful to me. He says right now he is just happy to be able to sleep with me in his arms every night. Which happens a lot. Most of the time I fa

Brit I can’t believe Tank is making that little whore his ol’e lady. He chose her over me. After everything, I have done for him. I let him fuck me. I sucked his dick even when it wouldn’t get up. I had three-somes with a couple of club bunnies with him. I took care of him when he was too drunk to stand. All because I was sure he would make me his ol’e lady. All that work for nothing. I’ll be damn if I let that bitch Lilly take my man from me. She can’t take care of his needs as I can. I am the only one who can fuck him like he needs to be fucked. That little slut can’t handle a man like Tank.    What is with these outsiders coming in and thinking they can take our men? First Merigold. We tried to run her off before we found out she was Prez’s sister and owned half the club. So we got a plan to get Axel and Rowdy away from her but that did

Tank   After the shit show that was Brit was over I decided it was the perfect time to take Lilly for a ride. I wrapped my arms around Lilly’s waist. “ Come with me, sweetheart. I have a surprise for you.” Lilly squealed in excitement “ A surprise for me. What is it?” I laughed, “ It wouldn’t be a surprise if I told you.”  “ Let’s go then. I can’t wait. Come on Harley. Tank has a surprise for us.” “ Lilly, hold on. I have arranged for Goof to take Harley for us. He is meeting us there.” Lilly nods but I can see she is unsure. “ Sweetheart, I'm taking you to your surprise on the back of my bike. Harley can’t ride yet. But he will be there when we get there. And Harley likes Goof.” “ Ok. I trust you.” With that settled I had Harley over to Goof and lead Lilly out to my bike.   I have thought long and hard about how to get Lilly

Tank  Tonight was the night we were meeting at Grif’s. I have Lilly staying at the house with Neil, Connor and the rest of the band. While I’m going to find the guy who has tried to kidnap her Lilly is having a last minute session to finalise all the details for the show. I can’t believe it is already here. I’m excited for Lilly and I’m looking forward to seeing her on stage again. I know it will have a better ending than the last time.  I want to get this recon over with for multiple reasons. One is it is a step closer to getting the main guy after Lilly. Which means we are closer to ending this. And the second is that Lilly told me she has a surprise for me when I return. She won’t tell me what it is but she had a devilish smirk on her face that tells me she

LillyI got Axel to give me a ride to the clubhouse since he was on his way there. Tank had called and said he wanted to work out after he was done with club business. He offered to come to get me since I have my last fitting with Anna, but Merigold said I should call Axel since he was on his way. So now with Axel’s help, Harley and I are walking in the club. This is my last down day before the concert. I can’t believe it is just two days away. So saying I’m nervous is a joke. On the outside, I keep up appearances that I am fine. But inside I’m freaking out. What if they don’t want me back. What if I can’t sing as well? What if I fall off the stage? What if I forget a dance step? All of this and more go through my head on a daily basis. But I did this before and I’m going to do it again. I’m not going to let my fears get the best of me. But enough about my