AMBROSE  Overkill. I guess that’s how I would describe everything that has happened so far. It was wild to think that a month had already gone and passed ever since Rachel and August became a couple and they’re only getting stronger. They were like the star-crossed lovers and everyone was just talking about them like they were some celebrity couple. Everyone at Mary Heights High thinks they were the hottest and the most perfect couple of all time. And I guess, if I wasn’t stuck in my current situation, if things didn’t happen the way they did, I would’ve probably agreed that they were the definition of perfect. Rachel Curtis was definitely every boy’s dream, wet or not. She’s sizzling hot not in the most obvious way, it’s the way she carries herself, the impeccable grace and her sweetness that’s making her hot. She’s also smart and rich. August on the other hand, was very c

AUGUST  I have never been disgusted by myself this much. Kissing Rachel for the nth time doesn’t fail to make me feel awful at myself. The kiss was good if I was being honest but adding my true sexuality into the mix makes it unbearable. The worst thing was I have to hide my abhorrence. Playing the straight guy was exactly the opposite of what I’ve been watching on films. There are a lot of straight actors playing gay roles on television and they seem very much convincing. They seem to be enjoying making out with another guy. “CHEERS!” Rachel was already screaming at the top of her lungs as we all raised our shot glass in the air. She has totally transformed into a whole new different person but I perfectly believe that’s pretty normal most especially when you’re under the influence of alcohol. All four of us poured the vodka down our throat in unison. I w

AUGUST  “What are you doing here?” Ambrose asked and he seemed to be quite surprised to see me here. If I wasn’t already drunk, I would’ve probably felt a whole new different kind of feeling the moment I recognized that Ambrose was the one who pulled me away through that crowd. I would’ve had a small panic attack, but that not even the case. I’m under this magnificent cloud of vodka and punch and I’m feeling real hyper which meant that I’m all ready for anything. I looked at Ambrose real close even though my sight is a bit flashy at this point. His hair seemed to have grown a few inches longer that the last time I saw him this quite close. The slit on his left eyebrows seemed to be permanent. Or maybe that slit is either natural or he just kept it consistently shaved. “Uhm, partying?” There was a moment of silen

AUGUST     Although it’s about to reel towards midnight, the night still seemed to be quite young yet. Ambrose was focused on the road and that’s just about the right thing that he should be doing. I put my worrisome face on and grabbed on Ambrose’s torso as tight as I could possibly do. I know we are both under the influence of booze and we even had some of those mushrooms. I’m just a little bit surprised that it hasn’t started to kick inside our systems yet. I don’t know about Ambrose; he might be seeing some weird shit right now but that doesn’t even matter. He appeared to be an expert on this and I’m more than impressed about his riding skills. I kept my grip on Ambrose’s body firm and tight that I can feel his toned abs under all the garment that he was wearing. The wind was savage and cutting as Ambrose drove faster and faster. I’m growing nervous mostly because I can’t see anything. With the lack of stars above the night sky,

AMBROSE  “Whatever, I don’t want to talk about them right now. I’m a having a blast tonight. This was probably the best night that I ever had.” August shook his head probably trying to shrug all of the negative energy to a distant land. He was just letting me know that we shouldn’t talk about Rachel and Phil. “For now, let’s just have another toast.” He gave me an inviting smile as he raised his already empty glass.“Oh you’re out of whiskey.” I spat eventually grabbing the bottle of whiskey and pouring some on his glass. There’s still some ice left on his glass so there’s no need for a refill.“Cheers!” August said once I finished pouring.“Cheers!” I replied putting all my attention to him and we both drank in unison. I know there’s a lot of things going on inside August’s mind