I’m in my apartment now with the books that I bought months ago. It’s funny that Ace really gave it to me now because it was not suitable for me back then. But I feel embarrassed that he knows what I am about to read. What if he thinks I’m into this? Argh! That would be more embarrassing! I hate it. I don’t even have experience with any of it. I don’t even have a first kiss…Well, except for that. I mean, you know, that smack accident. Thinking about it makes my cheeks feel hot. I think I’m blushing at the thought of it. I shook my head. I should not think about that. It’s one of my embarrassing moments, add these books to the list of embarrassing things

It’s been three days since Ace and I admit our feelings for each other. I’m glad it was not a dream. It felt surreal. Ace liking me feels so surreal. I still can’t believe he likes me. We’ve been spending time together ever since. We’re not in a relationship yet. We both want to take things slow. He wants to court me and I accepted. I mean, that’s the point of admitting your feelings right? You have to make it work and test things first, before making it official. I like the idea of courting. Where you prove your feelings to that special person. Pursuing the person you want and all that jazz. I know it is old-fashioned here in the Philippines since dating is a thing here now. But I like it that way. Plus, it makes me feel special. Ace makes me feel special despite the numbered days. 

(Trigger warning: Death, Suicide)It’s the morning after. Ace insisted that we should have breakfast in Mama Eve’s restaurant. He insisted since he said that it's time for him to introduce me as someone special to Mama Eve.  Not just any kind of friend or something. I was honored and flattered, actually. His gestures are making my heart really flatter. At the same time, I’m quite nervous about being introduced as someone special. It’s my first time, we all know that. I know mama Eve is nice, but my heart is still giving me jitters knowing that I'll be introduced.We walked to the restaurant. Ace is being giddy on the way. I guess he’s in a happy mood. “Good morning, mama Eve!” I politely greeted her. She hugged me like she used to. I

Bliss' POV It’s been months now and Ace is still courting me. I know, it’s been ages and we’re not yet official, but like I said, we’re taking things slow. What I like about him is that he doesn't even rush me. I'm glad he’s being patient with me and understands me. He’s my real-life prince charming, he makes me feel like I’m a princess every single day.  His efforts and the way he makes me feel special make me fall for him deeply. I don’t even know if I love him now, but I just know that I’m falling for him.  We’ve been on several dates together. I even spent Christmas with him together with my family. My family welcomes him like he’s really part of it. I’m also glad that my parents approved of him. I mean, who wouldn’t? He’s the best.  I’m happy that Mama Eve also treats

I woke up and realized I passed out at the party earlier. I don’t know what happened. I still feel everything is spinning, I can’t even see clearly. “Ace?” I mumbled. My eyes are half-closed but I know I’m in someone’s car and I can’t really tell who the driver is. I only see his back since I’m here in the back seat. His silhouette seems familiar, I know who has that kind of back.“It’s me, Clyde.” Well, I guess I’m wrong though. Maybe I just miss my boyfriend. Oh, my boyfriend. I felt giddy when I remembered that Ace is my boyfriend. I suddenly felt embarrassed, what happened to me? Why did I let myself be this drunk? “Oh my god, I'm