WARNING! SPG ALERT!_-_-_-_-_--_-_-_-_--_-_-_-_-_--_-_-_-_--_-_-_-__-_--_--_-_-_- "I... I'm horny..." Humigpit ang pag-kakayakap nito pero nanatili akong walang kibo. "I know I should not feel this, but its you... I always feel this way when I'm with you, I'm always missing our first moment together... I miss you naked in bed, playing dirty with me... I promise this time I won't get you sore..." I froze hearing those words from him. Wala akong masabi, I just snift. "I do not  fvcking care what happened to you earlier, why you are coated in blood, nor why are you there at the first place. Just... Just please, give in to me again... I want you again" Napakagat ako sa labi ng mariin. Kahit na nanlalambot ang tuhod ko ay pinilit ko tumayo at kumawala sa yakap nya. "Aja..." He called when I was already standing. Dahan dahan akong humarap sa kanya. When

Nang makalapag ang eroplanong sinasakyan namin, saka lang ulit nag-sink in saamin na nasa China kami. I have a lots of memories in this country... The first county we travel along with my whole family, the first and last family get together we had... "Aja, ayos ka lang ba?" Azi ask, checking on me. Hindi ko maintindihan ang nararamdaman ko... Since that moment I saw Martinez closer to me... It made me numb. Wala na akong maramdamang kahit ano kay Azi... Parang wala lang sya sa buhay ko. We went straight to an apartment he advanced to pay before we got here. Dito pala talaga dapat kami tutuloy instead of australia, that was according to him. Kanina nya pa ako kinakausap kahit na hindi ko naman talaga sya pinapansin. Nauna akong pumasok sa loob, kung sa pilipinas ang pag-babasehan, para lang kaming nasa probinsya. When our plane landed on t

When I open my eyes, Je already cought my attention on the side of my bed. Napangiti ako, sinunod nya ang sinabi kong wag akong dadalahin sa hospital kahit na anong mangyari. "Ma'am, gising ka na! Nag-alala po ako sayo... Sorry po kung nasira ko po ang pintuan ng kwarto nyo..." She shyly said. Napalingin naman ako sa door knob sa may likoran nya. It was indeed, broken. Ngumiti lang ako at inabot ang pisngi nya. "It's fine... That can still be fix" "Ma'am, maayos na po ba ang pakiramdam nyo?" She suddenly ask. "Oo naman... Ang sakit lang ng ulo ko, medyo nahihilo... Ilang oras ba akong naka-tulog?" I softly ask. "Apat na araw po ma'am" she said and smile. "Oras, grabe naman kung apat na araw akong naka-tulog—" I stop in the realization. Nanlalaki ang mga mata kong tumitig sa kanya at iniisip kong, totoo ba?

Malungkot ako habang nasa byahe papuntang airport. It's already 4 in the morning, at naka sakay ako sa taxi. Ngayon ko lang to naramdaman, yung feeling na ang bigat ng dibdib mo... This feeling is new to me. Napalapit na ata talaga ako kay Je...  I have this sting on my heart that keeps on hurting my chest like hell. "Ma'am, ar yo oki?" The driver ask me. Siguro namukhaang nyang may masakit saakin. "No, but don't worry about the shit of me. Continue driving and mind your own business, please" I saw how his face crumble but still Manage to smile at me and nod before switching his gaze on the road. Yung bigat na nararamdaman ko kanina, tila bumaba sa sikmura ko, and with that... I started feeling that I was about to puke. "Ma'am, is eberithing alright?" He worriedly ask. I glared at him, "stop

Yesterday, I was sick. So when we are about to go to the hospital, turns out Altazar's car was on the repair shop, so our second choice was to commute, but unfortunately yesterday was raining heavily that we could not afford to walk through it, Altazar worry that I might get sicked. And now, the moment I woke up, my sickness has gone already. What a great surprise. Sa kwarto nya pa rin kasi ako natulog kagabi, I had a long and great sleep. Nagising ako na wala sa tabi ko si Altazar dahil nag luluto ito ng pang agahan namin, tutulong na sana ako pero pinaupo nya lang ako sa dining table para pag hintayin. "Zumari..." I called him. Natigilan ito sa pag bati ng itlog at sumilip saakin ng kaunti. He is glaring at me with a frown in his face. "Fvck it, don't call me that!" He hissed. "Aira called you Zari, then why can't I call you Zumari?" I said pouting.