All Chapters of FATAL DESIRE: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40
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Back To School
8 daysYes, 8days of suspension and it was finally over. I don’t know how my Dad did it, he didn’t talk much about it, he only came home on a Sunday evening and told me to get ready to go back to class. It was almost starting to feel like I’ve been trapped in the house for decade – except when I’m out working in the ranch. So, you must understand how excited I was when my Dad told me that I’ve been called back.I have missed the school environment and it’s atmosphere. I’ve missed Emily too. In my eight days of suspension we never spoke on phone or even visited each other. Emily seemed to have distanced herself from me since the suspension. I didn’t want to think much about it, maybe she got slammed with homework.“Hey farm girl” a voice called out to me as I wade through the bustling hallway heading towards my locker.It was stupid Brad. I pretended I didn’t hear him and adjusted the iPod in
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Loyalty
Tammy and I sat on a table in the cafeteria snacking on a paper bag of peanut butter cookies. I couldn’t get my eyes off of Emily seated at the far end with Claire and the rest of the Cheer. When did they get so close? Not once did Emily try looking my direction because she was engrossed in whatever silly conversation they were having. This used to be our table, where Tammy is seated beside me was Emily's favorite chair and now she’s in Tammy’s spot and she looks pretty happy about it. How can a person Change so much in such a short period of time? Inside of me, something have snapped. I’d never hang out with her again, and I don’t think she’d want to hang with me either. The bond we formed have been broke and looking at her, I’m seeing a complete different person. From her hair, to her makeup – everything has changed. She never wore make-up before and now, her face is shaped with heavy foundation and her lips coated with n
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My Sin
“widen your legs” Bay instructed.His voice alone makes the hole inside me to throb. I lifted my dress and spread my legs open. Slightly pinning them against the windshield.“You asked for a quick fuck. Then, I will make it quick” He said and curled his fingers around the edge of my panties “ I told you to stop wearing this Hailey” His breath rasped as he captures my lips into an intense kiss. “Why are you so stubborn?” He bite my lower lip hard enough to make writhe.I squirmed as his fingers rubbed on my clit through the silky lace of my panties. I couldn’t help the moisture that flooded them. I was throbbing with anticipation and he was enjoying teasing me. Bay slide my panties down and moved his hand to yank down the collar of my dress, my nipples beaded tight as he began sucking them into his mouth.“Spread out your legs for me Hailey. Wider! I want to see” He moaned against my mouth.Like a helpless lamb, ready and willing to be used as a sacrifice, I did as he
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Self prescribed therapy
There are no words to describe the feeling of betrayal. It was horrible for me, devastating and depressing that I would compare to being punched in the gut or stabbed in the heart. My anxiety kicked in big this time like it never did in the past, and it’s only by the grace of God that I haven’t physical ripped my flesh apart. Emily is a friend I’d gladly take a bullet for, sadly she’s the one pulling the trigger with her gun pointing to my heart. Jake was talking to me, but my mind isn’t with him. My heart was palpating and my mind pondering over a lot of things. I had felt light headed in front of Jake and fainted into his arms at school and I can’t let it happen again otherwise he’d ask questions about my health and I can’t risk him finding out– he’d totally freak out. Aside my Dad, and Emily no one else knows about my mental health disorder. “Let’s go to Oaklay over the weekend” Jake sa
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Reconciliation
God! I think Jake has gone insane. He’d still want to be with me after all the horrifying things he just found out about me?. I had ruined his gorgeous face with my fingers, and here he is nuzzling up in my arms. I pulled away from him and faced the wall. The more I looked into his eyes, the more I get a magnetic pull towards him and I didn’t want that. I wanted to stop.“ You still think it’s wrong...? Hailey, no matter how many times you try to push me away I'd still be here. Deep down you love me and you don’t wanna let go. The depth of my love for is incomprehensible, my feelings for you are unimaginable. You complete me… stop pushing me away… look at me” “No Jake. I can’t” “ Why not? You can’t look at me because you're scared - scared that you've fallen madly in love me? You are scared of acceptance? I thought you are brave?" he asked and i hate that he is right. I have fallen in lo
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Officially His
I was famished, and started on a dinner with the French fries while helping my father in the kitchen. Who is coming for dinner? He had refused to say and only snorted out that it’s a surprise. He let suspense and tension to build inside me and it was almost unbearable. I ticked off the idea that it could be a family member because we do not have any close relative in Fothoman. Aunty Jane, my Dad's younger sister lives with her husband in Olivelane and they only visited once when I was in fifth grade.It might be one of those political meetings where a candidate invites his party members to his home for dinner. A soft knock rattled on the door as I reach over for a pork. He slapped my hand away and smiled at me, and I am more confused by the expression on his face. What is there to smile about and why is Mr. Hayes acting like a teenager?“ You should get the door. I will wrap up things from here” he said as he began untying the knotted apron around his wai
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Breakfast or Breakup
“ I need to tell you something” I said to Bay, having successfully followed him into the male bathroom without being seen. Dumfounded, Bay stared up at me, water dropping from his wet hair trailed from the lines of his jaw to his chest, and down to his abs – crawling beneath the towel wrapped around his waist. “ You shouldn’t be in here” he warned. His head bent down, and he began massaging his wet hair with a white towel. When I wasn’t leaving, he turned his look on me “ didn’t you hear me? Hailey, leave now before the others comes in” “ I am not leaving until I talk to you. So, quit being a jerk and just listen” I voiced harshly. He chuckled in a way that I find offensive. I called him a jerk – so ?I swallowed hard, trying to focus with all the distractions on his bare body. Bay's body is smooth and his lips looked so fucking sinful – it can cause a lot of damages to a girls
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Psych
                      When I woke up, I was in a hospital. The walls around me were sky blue and sterile. I saw Jake and Emily seated beside me. I was beyond shocked to see her, but I tried to keep my cool.As soon as i said his name,  Jake jumped to his feet and took my hands into his, squeezing tightly and clutching firmly against his chest. His eyes were red and his cheeks puffy like he’s been crying.“God Hailey, you scared the hell outta me. I thought I'd lose you” Happy tears floated in his eyes as he brushed a kiss against my knuckles.“ I was so worried about you, glad you are ok” Emily said  I stared up at her and she quickly lowered her head to avoid my gaze. She's got some nerve showing up at hospital after what she put me through. I didn't even want to look at her treachery face. Her presence alone infuriated me and I wanted her gone, beca
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His Psych
When I confessed my love for Jake, I was certain. Very certain it was him that I want. He was calm, probably trying to digest my words. I gestured at him to come lay beside me. He scooted in against my side, I rested my chin on his chest and looked up at him. “ Promise you not gonna be mad at me”  I said as I sat up and folded my knees up to my chest. He rolled closer to me and prop his elbow up, resting his chin in his hand “ I’m listening” “ I love how much you respect me, and how much you care about me” i stroke a thumb on his jaw, gently pulling his beard. The expression on his face became intensely sexual “ you do?” He asked.“ Yes.. and I don’t want you to ever stop looking at me the way you do – like you are doing right now” we both let out a soft laugh “ After hearing what I’m about to tell you, please don’t ever stop Loving me”He stretched his arm out and stroke warm fingers along my cheek, I closed my eyes as he traced a path
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Broken But Whole Again
Being in an actual relationship and sticking to one person is a beautiful blend of excitement and peace – so I thought. The thought of spending time with Jake, the eagerness to see him as often as possible excited me and just by looking at the selfies we took together puts a cheesy smile on my face. In all my excitement and fulfilment, I was still anxious for what the future holds. Because as much as I want our relationship to last, the fear of the power Bay has over my mind takes a toll of me. The more I tried to forget him, the more I kept on having him at the back of my mind. I haven’t seen or heard from the boy after the breakup. I’ve spent few days at home after my anxiety attack and he hasn’t showed up or tried to reach out – not even once. Well, one good thing his absence did for me is that i get to spend a lot of time with Jake while trying to replace every memories of him with the ones I’m currently building with Jake –
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