Now I'm more afraid of my first night with him than saying I do.    I still stood there with a stiff body as my body had lost its power to move. He was still mad at me because of it. It was clear in his words that he will make me pay for not going with him home yesterday. He will have his revenge and my heart thumped even faster as my hands shook as this bittersweet fear took over me after his open declaration of claiming me.    What evil he has in his mind!     "Kitten what is taking you so long" I heard dad's voice and it made me come out of my daze. I looked at the overflowing jar and closed the water purifiers tab as now water was overflowing on the kitchen island.    "C--coming dad. I w

Because it's time now.    I looked at the closed door as anxiety took over me thinking about what will happen once he enters this room. I have been alone with him so many times and at that time he didn't let go of the chance of touching me and today I'm lawfully wedded to him.    Then how can I expect him to let me go on our wedding night?    My heart pumped so fast thinking about what kind of evil intentions he has been lurking in his evil mind for today. He made clear to me that he won't have mercy on me. As his words roamed in my mind my skin shuddered in fear. A big lump formed in my throat as I kept looking at closed doors. I still heard the fumbling of the doorknob letting me know his presence behind it.   

And next thing I know he dragged me out of the room with the crowd cheering for us and his words ringing in my brain like a tape recorder.    I don't know when he made me sit in the car and now we're driving towards the airport. I was still in shock and looking out at the night roads. He did even let me know he was planning a whole honeymoon behind my back. All thoughts of me being alone with him were scaring me to death. I don't know why I'm so afraid even at the thought of me being naked with him.    Maybe because he had called me an ugly duckling all my life. What if he called me more such hurtful words after looking at my naked body this thought scares me to death. I was so immersed in my thoughts that I didn't even notice when he moved near me. I felt his warm breath fanning on my cheeks and it passed a shiver to my sp

So we are not alone again.   I looked at my old friend and smiled back at him and it even made Jack tighten his hold around my waist as I tried to get out of his hold.    "Arron" I acknowledged his presence while still trying to get out of the hold of my possessive husband.    "What a pleasant surprise it is," he said and walked towards us while looking at Jack's hands tightly wrapped around my waist.    "What are you doing here," I asked him to make him look away from Jack's grip on my waist.    "I'm here on a business trip," he said, tearing his hands away from my waist and looking at me. His eyes were questioning me. He wanted to know

The only thing I know is I choose him over all my insecurities.    I kissed him back matching his pace as I didn't want to hold back anymore even after in the end I lost myself. I know I was fighting a losing war and for once I wanted to feel how it feels losing a battle and this time even all my growing urges. I just wanted to feel how he feels in my touch.    I wanted answers to all my unanswered questions so badly. I couldn't hold myself anymore to know the truth. I moved my hands all over his build-up body to know all the answers. I wanted to know if he feels the same as I do. I felt his body shaking as I moved my open palms under his blazer to touch his hard chest. This encourages me more to see all his reactions which he was holding inside him hiding from me. He shivered even more as I rubbed my hands on his waist.&nb