Naella I came back from my encounter with Charles very dejected. Why is he behaving with me like this? Why do I feel like he's changed so much? Charles wasn't like this before I got married to that jerk of my husband. I want him so badly. He's the one who came to ruin everything between us. Charles loved me before and treated me like a princess. But now, something has changed in his gaze. I feel like he's mad at me for marrying Ethan. Yet he knows very well that it is not my fault what happened. I did everything to prevent this marriage, but I couldn't. I just hope he doesn't see another girl behind my back and she's the one turning him away from me. Because I do everything As for me, to keep myself for him. Tonight, when I came home after dropping Charles off at his apartment, I went straight into my room. I haven't seen Ethan and so much the better for that matter. I don't want to see anyone. I feel so sad to be left out by my friends. What could I possibly have done to them to ge

Naella Charles was adamant about his decision to sleep with me. I can make him understand that things didn't happen as he imagined them, but on him, it seems that my explanations have the effect of water on the duck's back. What am I going to do to reassure him other than to offer myself to him? Not that I don't want to, but it doesn't go down well with me. I know my marriage to Ethan doesn't matter. However, having sex with one man while living with another really feels like a whore to me. I'm willing to wait after the one year, when I've divorced Ethan, then I can marry Charles, and we can make love as much as he wants. But it seems to Charles that I speak another language. He must surely hear me in Mandarin. What to do to reason with him? If only he could wait a little longer. On the other hand, although what Charles is asking of me is almost impossible for me to achieve, I am not ready to lose Charles either. I love him too much for that. But how do you get him to change his mind

Naella I came back from Charles that day even more lost. I must confess that I no longer know where I am. And even more, I don't understand what has become of my Charles. It's all my father's fault. He forced me to get married and today my life has changed forever. I find myself stuck between two lives. Will I be able to marry my new daily life and behave like an exemplary woman, knowing that the shadow of Charles lurks around? Will I be able to live a happy household with my husband? And Charles, and the love I feel for him, will I end up forgetting him? Besides, where am I between all this mess of my life? Am I ready to sleep with Charles, just to prove my love to him? Why does everything have to be so complicated? Why doesn't he just take my word for it? I lay on my bed, my heart heavy. I feel like a huge stone has been dropped on top of me and I'm drowning. Eyes on the ceiling, I think about what to do now. Charles' mother asked me not to pay for their apartment anymore, nor to

Charles I'm waiting for Naëlla at the time of the appointment and she doesn't take long to arrive. I took advantage of tonight's party to take action, as my friend advised me. As a result, everything will be put down to alcohol. Thanks to my friends, I was able to get drugs. I'll be able to put it in Naëlla's glass and she'll fall asleep halfway. The drugs will prevent her from resisting when we want to sleep with her. I wonder how she will do when she wakes up. Anyway, I don't need her anymore. Thanks to my mother's betrayal, Naëlla has stopped giving me money, and we'll have to leave the apartment she's renting to us at the end of the month. She is of no use to me now. So much the better to take advantage of it and take my revenge on her. We'll see how she'll feel when she wakes up. What she always struggled to preserve, I'm going to enjoy it and other guys too. I will see if she still reserves herself to her husband only. I know she must be begging me to give her more attention an

Naella I can't believe Charles had any intentions of raping me, and not just him alone, but also with his friends. In the end, he's just a thug and all he cared about me was having sex with me. And I who trusted him! I would have put my hand in the fire that Charles was different. In the end, his mother was absolutely right. One can never know a man enough. And to think that I was willing to sacrifice my marriage, to give up such a wonderful man as Ethan, for Charles. It took the latter to be despicable for me to see that my husband is a good person. Deep down I knew that Charles had changed since my marriage, and that things would never be the same. However, I was pushing this reality away and wanted to believe in this relationship that was already over. If I understand correctly now, Charles was ready to do anything to sleep with me. It only means that from the beginning, all he was interested in about me was just having sex with me. And I who felt guilty for not being able to offe