After Sage and I had dinner, I went upstairs. Earlier, his bandmates came home and they didn't have dinner here so I didn't have to lock myself in the room to eat there.I took a nightgown out of the cabinet and went into the bathroom. I was immersed in the bath tub while thinking about what Luke had said. Will he also do something in Manila? So what? And why do we have to be together when I can do it myself?Why is he able to act normally and seem like nothing? Has he forgotten what he did to me? Then I don't. Because every time I close my eyes I see his puffy eyes staring at me. I could hear his low and baritone voice meeting my hearing. I could feel his warm and soft lips on my ear. Fuck, that doesn't seem to get out of my mind!Then he's just nothing? Looks like he didn't beat me up ?! I gasped and irritably buried my shoulders in the water. I don't want to see him. Just thinking that I can go with him on the trip makes me anxious. I’ve been restless lately because of overthinking

I woke up early because my body was used to that time during school hours. At six o'clock my eyes were awake but I did not get up. I was just stunned at the window covered by a thick and red curtain. Because of that it seemed dark inside my room even though the sun was shining outside.I don’t know if it will be midnight, or really midnight that I slept last night because I was restless. After Luke's answer to me, I stopped talking and turned my back on him.I approached the sleeping mother Ida and tried to get her to sleep so that she would be comfortable here on the sofa. He told me that he would sleep here so that Luke could use the room. That was another one of our long arguments but in the end I did nothing either.Luke soon went inside. When he saw that I was having a hard time getting along with my mother, he approached me."Why is she sleeping here?" He asked as he approached.I deliberately stepped aside to avoid because I was still confused by how I felt before and until now

"I don't fucking want to be inside the same room with that asshole. I'm leaving," I said and withdrew my own hand held by Luke.Luke turned to me and frowned, "Do you know him?" He asked me."No—""Yes," Benjie and I answered simultaneously. Seeing him right now makes me want to crample his face in my hands. Annoying."What's the matter? What happened— Benjie, why is there blood on your lips?" Sister came out of the room we had come from earlier and I heard her approaching us now.It was only then that I noticed that there was blood on Benjie's lip so I smiled a little. He quickly wiped you and forced a smile to dispel the embarrassment."This is nothing, sister, I have some food for the children." He replied frowning at me. He's doing charity? Are you Benjie? The fuck?"Oh, thank you very much son," when the nun approached, Benjie immediately nodded so my forehead wrinkled even more, what the fuck is happening?"God have mercy .. by the way, this Sadie used to be from here and she br

Ray? .. I think I already heard that name before .. who is she?"Hey babe!"To my surprise, a man suddenly appeared from my left. He leaned over me and grinned like a dog. Even his face was like a chinese crested. When I recovered from the shock I remained seated and raised an eyebrow at him."Are you alone?" He asked like a fool. Based on his tone, it was obviously drunk. I really hate drunk people who can't get a hold of themselves. Annoying.I picked up Luke and I's cellphones and held them tightly. It's hard. When I didn't answer him he laughed softly as if insulting me. That's it. That is exactly what I want to convey.He grabbed what was in his pocket and showed it to me. It's a red key card of I think, one of the rooms here. I looked at him reluctantly and it didn't take long either because his face was nauseating. I got up and turned my back on him but my eyes widened when he pulled my jacket from behind!"'Don't be rude! I'm still talking to you—"I quickly confronted him and

"If you were given a chance to change your past, would you change it?" Luke asked as he bowed to me.We are now lying here on the bed of my room. He finally canceled his room on the other side because he said we were going home today and he would never go back there.After we .. what .. kiss in the car, we quickly came back here to get dressed. He was even a little angry because he thought I might get sick. Corny. Fortunately, we were able to buy clothes last night.He was lying facing the ceiling while I was lying on his arm. The weirdness of my position because I was facing him and he was holding my hand resting on his stomach."Sadie,"It was only then that I returned to trance. To my surprise I looked up at him when he called me. I didn't notice I was already spacing out while we were talking here."Hmm?" I reply.She sighed. "Right now .. you have millions in your pocket. Don't you want to heal your scar?" He asked who was able to stop me.He's right. I have millions, my family h