Louis POV.Today is the day, today's the show, we woken up really early. Rebbeca said she need me to be big for today and help her, I agreed, little Lou can come out the second the show is over. I tried telling her since I'm big I don't need my pull-ups today but she just laughed and still put me in them. Well that wasn't fair but she wouldn't listen and my bum was still sore from the ruller, she really doesn't mess around when it comes to punishment.She dressed me in shorts and a Tshirt today, while she had a sundress with sandals on. Marcello drove us as usual, me and him are friends now, he's the one who's helping me with my Italian. We got there before the audience, before the paparazzi and before everyone. Alice was running around screaming orders back and forth, everyone was busy. There was a lot of noise all around, Aldo ran straight to mama when he saw her saying something in Italian. "First lesson in Fashion buisness baby, something always goes wrong" Aldo said dragging

Louis POV. I've read what they said about me, from being a minor, sleeping my way up with mama, they even said I act all strange, and I'm too dependent on mama. The one who told them all these stuff knew a bit about me and clearly hates me. I could think of one person with those traits. After my morning break down, mama tried to calm me but I couldn't even if I wanted to. I just couldn't help crying, it all hurt so badly, I wanted to die. Ohh did I mention that my own mother called me too? She called me a slut, se was so sure that I've slept my way through with Rebbeca. She said I had no talent what so ever to be chosen for this opportunity, she called me a good for nothing shame bringer. That was what pushed me to the edge, she's one to talk... Rebbeca did her best to calm me but when I didn't she wrapped me in a blanket and gave me a bottle. I never tried it before, just sippy cups, it tasted yumy. I drank the whole thing, it also gave me something to do beside crying, it what h

Louis POV."Dear Tyson, it was nice knowing you but if you get my ass in troubles again I'm killing you." I hit sent on my phone, me and Tyson are now friends. He said there's no better way to make a friend but getting into troubles with them. He's a big trouble maker, I don't see the magic of that but I went with him on it. Vodka taste bad, it burned all the way in then made mama go all crazy on me, I threw up too much that day which isn't fun either. Now that all is forgiven, not forgotten, my bum stands witness to the cruelty of mommy's hand. I was back at work with her, she said someone wants to meet with me, a client of my own. I never had a client before and have no idea if I can do whatever this client wants me to do. Mama said she'll help in anything I need, she said even Aldo would land me a hand when needed. When I think about Aldo and how he got Laura into that outfit I always giggle. At least that plan was successful and mommy didn't find out it was me, I wonder what