I enter the auditorium and see Rose first of all . She hugs me after asking about me and wishes me goodluck . We don't talk about anything else but she does ask me about how it went yesterday to which i just shrug, not in the mood to share something which will make me upset after the promise i made to myself this morning even though i know it's rude and it's not her fault. I am asked to meet with the management alone to discuss about some 'important news' about mine and harry's breakup . I give them the news with a cold glare and leave before they can say anything . Since there is no round today because tomorrow is finale all the contestants ,crew and staff except judges are required to meet for some meeting.I enter the meeting room where all the finalists will get the detailed information of all the events taking place tomorrow. Since i am in the top five contestants along with Jayden , and the youngest girl ,we all have to post some kind of story based from our own creative mi

I wake up with a different level of excitement and nervousness. After having breakfast ,I take a quick shower since we have to report early today for all the finale duties . I wear jeans and a crop top and pack a pair of sweatpants and tank top to wear after finale . I don't wear makeup since we will be dolled up anyways.I text shawn and the guys the timings so that they can arrive in time .I reach the set and am already dragged to the dress up room . For the first round , I have chosen a silver sequin dress which is full sleeve and lands rught above my knees. I also have matching silver shiny hoops and red lou boutins. After dressing which is harder than I thought since the dress is pretty heavy and stiff ,it requires all the help available, I make my way for hair and make up . Teh stylist does my hair in a high ponytail and my front bangs out . After the makeup is done which is black smokey eyes and red lipstick . We are called for performances. I am on my way to the auditorium

I make my way into my green room and notice that no one is here because everyone is enjoying the finale. I take a glimpse at the mirror and notice my face. My tears have dried but my makeup is still intact . I take a make-up sponge and dab some makeup under eye and think about what just happened. Back at the stage during my performance , the words slipped from my mouth so fast ,even I didn't realise what I honestly felt inside until i said it put aloud , i knew deep down that I was hurting harry and me . I feel a little relieved too ,since I have apologized to harry even if indirectly. I am still applying some makeup when Shawn approaches me ."Hey! What are you doing here?" I ask him with my eyes wide with confusion. "Well, I wanted to check on you what happened back there? " He asks ."I am alright. It was just stupid hormones . I am okay now. What is happening out there? " I end the topic ,asking about the final results."They will be announcing results soon . And everyone loved

I am woken up by my stomach grumbling. I stir and turn until my head hits something or yet someone . I open my eyes slightly and take a look at that said someone. My jaw drops when eye are met to harry’s closed ones. He is sleeping as he usually does but he is shirtless . Panic sets inside me . What have I done? Oh my god !! I groan and wrap my blanket over my head and muffle my groan. My stomach rumbles again reminding that I slept without eating . I specifically don't think about yesterday and max because I don't want to go down that memory lane. I don't remember removing my blanket or turning my face towards harry but harry’s face comes in my view as he looks at me peacefully. His eyes meet mine and i am reminded of what I lost . I bite my lip to keep myself from leaning towards him and yearning for his warmth. He looks at my lips and then in my eyes . I shake my face and get up from the bed before I make a mistake . Harry sighs . I look into the mirror and am shocked to see

I wake up and check my phone to see many notifications popping up but my gaze lands on the one tweet from the tabloids with my ans shawns face. We both are laughing on the floor ,me on top of him while he is looking in my eyes. It could be considered a friendly post if nit for the hearts drawn all around it and the headline :" Shawn Allen and Claire Stewart seemed getting cozy on her first night in L.A. " There are many more articles indicating me and shawn secretly dating and I groan at the mess I landed us in. Many people are tweeting about me and shawn being a couple from some time . I shut my phone after seeing a text from justin about the news and harry knocks at my door just a second later.He opens my door and his face shows proper feeling of betrayal. Does he think? No. "Is it real? Did you cheat on me? Was he the goddamn reason?" He whispers but it is loud enough for me to hear . I know why he is thinking this way and I am solely the reason behind his question but it hurt