When I woke up in the morning I was alone in the huge king size bed, I stretched out relaxing my tense muscles, yesterday had been a complicated night and, incredible as it seems, I had just run into Nicolas' arms and he gave me comfort that I had not imagined I would receive from him , day after day he conquered me a little more, I know that it would be right to hate him but I definitely can't. I got out of bed and took a shower in the bathroom even though Nicolas surprised me with the variety of personal hygiene products, his aromatic liquid soaps, imported shampoos and conditioners, I dried myself with his towel wearing one of his T-shirts that reached a little below mine butt I put my hair in a ponytail and then I went downstairs, there was no one downstairs so I went straight to the kitchen where there was only the family cook who was a nice middle aged lady. __ Good morning ma'am, do you want something? I pointed to the coffee bottle and she immediately understood what she

After the visit by the police, the atmosphere here at home was dense, I had been the target of evil looks and whispers, I tried not to pay attention to it, after all I had done nothing to deserve disapproval. We were all gathered around the table having dinner in total silence, each one trapped in our own thoughts when a hurricane called Marli invaded the dining room. ____ who do you think you are damn dumb? yells I dropped the spoon back into the soup bowl glaring at the furious woman in front of me. __What's going on mom? Nicolas asks ___ I'm the one asking the questions here son, I already heard that this little woman reported you ___"who told you that? __it doesn't matter who told me, the only thing that interests me is that you put an end to this stupid seedling. She looked from Nicolas to her mother not knowing what to do.. ___ Mom sit down and calm down okay... __ I'm not going to calm down while I'm seeing this little woman... Tired of hearing insults,

I spent the day with Chloe who was nice to me again, we were doing women's things like doing each other's hair, watching movies and eating brigadeiros. In the evening when Nicolas returned she was already impeccably dressed, a beautiful black tube dress and heels. ___" where are you going dressed like that? I looked confused at him, gesturing next: ___ "Didn't you say we were going to that car fight? ___" yes baby but this dress is too daring.. ___" and what about that? I thought I was the owner of my body __ "yes, you're right, you are the owner of your body but not the eyes of the countless men there and I warn you that whoever lays eyes on you will die and it will be your fault I knew that Nicolas was not bluffing to avoid future problems ___ "Okay I'm going to change clothes, open my dress please? I turned my back to him and he unzipped my dress very slowly, rubbing his thumbs over my skin. ___" Nicolas! I gesture He smiled, hugging my waist, hissing in my

Here I am lying on Nicolas' strong chest with him stroking my hair, I'm confused by the latest events, after he grabbed me and kissed me like crazy I thought he would force me to have something more but that didn't happen, your fury passed leaving only a melancholy. He took me to bed and asked me to hug him as usual and I did, and from that moment on he didn't say anything else he just stared at the ceiling, I didn't know what he was thinking but from his empty look it wasn't a good thing. I raised myself up a bit, occupying Nicolas's field of vision and gestured slightly: ___" Are you feeling something Nicolas? He kept looking at me for hours until, taking me by surprise, he pushed me off his chest and got up from the bed and walked from one side of the room to the other, he seemed upset. I got up and went to meet him trying to calm him down but he pushed me a second time. ___"Get out of here Amy... ___"Nicolas what's going on? He sat on the floor and banged his head

The last few days have been complicated for me, discovering Nicolas's true identity was a blow I wasn't prepared for, one thing is for him to be a dangerous person, another is for him to command a criminal organization, I am well aware of the atrocities that this type of people commits and all I want is distance. . I guess it won't be that impossible after I said all those rude words probably nicolas won't want to look me in the face anymore. When he came to say goodbye to me I felt like standing on my tiptoes and kissing his mouth but I didn't, I just uttered more rude words, unfortunately I didn't feel good treating him badly I felt something for this man that I couldn't explain. I had a terrible night, I was tossing and turning from one side of the bed to the other without being able to sleep, an anguish ruminating in my chest, it was only at dawn that I managed to fall asleep. The next day I didn't leave my room I spent the morning stuffed up in bed , it was late when I go