Mileena POV: I woke up the next day with a good feeling, I was thinking about what happened last night. I could get my mother to come out of her shell, I was glad to see that she was coming around. When I got dressed, I went into the kitchen and begin preparing breakfast I cooked eggs, bacon, and biscuits. After I finished cooking, I took out three plates. I place them on the table, place the food on there, after placing the last biscuit on the plate Cordell appears in the kitchen.“Good morning, Beautiful”“Good morning Cordell,” I respond with a smile on my face.“ I see you are having a good day”“Of course Cordell, I’m happy that my mother is getting better. I know she not fully recover but I know in due time she will get there I can feel it.”“Don’t worry she will Mileena, your mother is a strong woman. Between you and me when I first met her, I was scare I really thought that she was going to kill me” Cordell said with a chuckle. I chuckle too, knew it was true, my moth

Cordell POV: Today is the funeral, seeing Mileena I can tell that she is in pain. I’m also in pain, Mileena seeing her mother die before her eyes is enough to make anyone go insane. Sapphire was a beautiful woman inside and out; I knew she care for Mileena. She was the only parent that Mileena has. Ever since that day Mileena has shut down, she never leaves her room, she stays in bed all day. It hurts me to see my mate in pain, I don’t know what to do to make her feel better. I’m at a loss for words, there were times I had to stay with Mileena because I fear the worst. My worst fear is that she made take her own life, sometimes she wakes up in the middle of the night screaming out for her mother. I have to hold her through the night so she can feel safe. Doing all of that I had to take time off from my duties to be with Mileena full time. I become drain from that I have bags under my eyes from the lack of sleep. Sometimes Alpha Tinsley and Beta Winston would come and visi

Beta Winston POV: As I stood there and watched Sapphire take her last breath, I felt my world was being turned upside down. My heart begins to break into pieces that I wanted to release my anger. I looked over to Mileena and I could see the pain in her eyes this is the saddest day for all of us. Now only we lost our best warrior we lost a friend, I had to get away because I could see is red. My wolf Major wants to take control, so I let him. I shifted into my brown wolf, and we took off deep into the forest. I ran for so long that I lost time. I realized it was dark and my legs were given out by the river. I lay there looking up at the moon, I picture Sapphire staring down at us. Major and I whimper together because we have the lost the woman that we have felt in love with. I was waiting for the right time to tell her, but every time I wanted to tell her something always came up. When I finally got enough to tell her how I feel about her. It was the day her mate claimed someon

Mileena POV: It was 12 a.m., the day had finally arrived, it was my eighteen birthday. I have dreamed of this day for so long. I will find my mate, I quickly got out of my bed I placed some clothes on. Active 1: After getting fully dressed, I walked out of my room and closed the door slowly to avoid waking Cordell up. I think he was in his room sleep, I walk pass his room, when I reach the stairs, I tip toe walking down when I got to the bottom. I walk to the front door open it and walk out, the cool breeze was relaxing I looked up at the sky I saw the moon was still out, it was bright yellow. Looking into the moon brought back memories of when I was a child my mother and I always spend time together watching the moon on a summer night.Flash Back: “Mommy look the moon is out tonight” “I see Mileena, it’s beautiful just like you,”“Mommy do you think the moon goddess live on the moon?”“I don’t know baby, is a possibility she could be, put I know she is smiling at us from

Mileena POV: Walking back to where the party was, it was silence between Beta Winston and I, I feel nervous returning. I did not need the pity on people’s faces. Each day, I was battling with my own demons. I blame myself for my mother’s death, saving me what causes her life. I could never get that memory of her dying in my arms. That memory will always be with me. Now it’s not the time to feel sad, it is my birthday. Beta Winston was right about one thing. My mother would not want me to keep feeling sad. She would want me to be happy but most of all, live life to the fullest, something that I never had time to do. Throughout my life, I faced ridicule for being different. I never ask to be a white Lycan, the moon goddess herself, gave it to me. Some people do not understand that being different can sometimes turn out to be a good thing. I always believe that we all can live in a world without being judged. Sometimes we cannot always get what we want, that is the sad part abou