“It is fine, Daph. I no longer cut now.” I nodded but I don’t think I believed him and I don’t mean to stereotype so hard but kids who cut kinda go back to it after some time. It’s like when you are on drugs, you know. After a while you relapse and you’d hate it but you can’t really help it because it is in your nature and you are human. Well, not entirely in his case but still. “I know you don’t believe me. Julian doesn’t either. She never believes me never or in me either. She thinks I am a little piece of shit that will probably end up dying of an overdose. Bitch say what? Why is he worried about an overdose? He is addicted to drugs? Shit. How did poor Kellan get involve in all these mess that seem to be drowning him into a dark void day by day and I want to help so badly. “What do you mean? Overdosing?” Tears were streaming down his pale face now. Poor guy. Now, I want to cry too because I cannot stand this shit. Not now and not ever.“I am addicted to cocaine.” He finally says.

I don’t know how Gina did it but I am just plain surprised at her acting skills because as soon as she started her speech, she burst into tears.“I-I am really sorrryyyyy.” She wailed. That wasn’t the way to start the speech but from the dramatic tears and piety expression, it seems like she already has the crowd right where she wanted them or right where we wanted them. Whatever. Whatever. The good news is whatever she is doing is working and working food so she should keep up with it. I try again with my somber face hoping to the goddess that I actually look like a guilty man who’s really sad about one of his pack members death so I kept at it.“Akita was really dear to everyone of us in this part and stupid mistake on my part killed her. I am so sorry. I should never have pushed for her punishment. The alpha didn’t want to but I insisted.” Why the hell is she taking the fall. Oh, I am never really going to hear the end of the ‘good deed’ that she’s done for me or will I? I really d

But then, Liam is way more than just kind. He is a very selfless person too.“You are doing that thing again where you just space out.” He is right but not like I was doing it on purpose or anything like that.“I am not.” I quickly gave him a peck on his lips.“You are lying to the love of your life now?”“The love of my life? I didn’t realize he was in the room. He must be invisible because I don’t see him.”“ you want me to tickle you again?” Of course, I wanted that because I know that it will end in a very hot and heavy make out session and it won’t have an happy ending because I wouldn’t want to sleep with him because he is injured and then we will both end up with blue balls and don’t ask how I will end up with blue balls because you think Idon’t have balls. I have balls, they are just not things you can see physically. More like something like I am a ballsy woman. Fine, I am not because I ran away from Marcel but still. We are all going to pretend I am ballsy and besides rejec

Daphne Gennings Liam has left me alone in the house again to my own thoughts. He says that working will make him feel better about Seb’s death and that just almost seem to validate my theory that he is probably resenting me for this and he no longer thinks his spontaneous decision is such a nice thing anymore. Well, they all seem to have a thing for leaving me all alone because Kellan too has gotten a job and he couldn’t exactly leave his job to keep me company, I guess I should get used to watching movies by myself. I better go make some popcorn, who am I kidding, I better make a lot of popcorn, it’s going to be a long day. A very long day. I guess it won’t be that long if my job wasn’t just to sit down all day watching cable tv and crappy American sitcoms that really gets on my nerves. It’s been three hours already, my eyes are struggling to stay open and If I eat one more popcorn I could literally explode. I stare at the screen for a little while and I have absolu

Daphne Gennings A loud thud woke me up from my slumber. I looked around to see what it was, it was Julian, she fell off the couch and hit the ground and she's still not awake, is she really deceased? she's such a heavy sleeper. I tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't, I glanced at the clock and my eyes widened. It's past seven. How long have we been sleeping? Liam will soon be back and this house looks like a pigsty, I better clean up before I add to his grief. I picked up the cans of beer lying on the floor and searched around for the bag of chips, I couldn't find it anywhere. I picked up my scarf that was lying on the floor and used it to dust the crumbs from the couch, I re arranged the throw pillows that were lying everywhere and went to get the vacuum cleaner. I need to get Julian off the floor if I'm going to vacuum it, I put down the vacuum cleaner and reached for both her hands in an attempt to drag her from the living room to the corridor. Her fists were clenched, I opene