All Chapters of Forbidden pleasures: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60
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Flare of desire
Regret filled me the instant the stinging remark slithered off my tongue. That wouldn't make me apologize, though. A twisted pride knotted like a spider's web throughout my ribs.Each step of the way, I ensured our distance. The brittle tension followed, connecting us despite the gap. Guilt pricked at the back of my neck as awkward seconds passed.Levi looked up to my father. In some ways, I could see where Levi mimicked his style after him. And a decade ago he was one of my fans too, back when I was a rising teen star.That didn't change my feelings about this collaboration. Levi's admiration of my family's musical history wouldn't sway me in his favor. One glance at the healing gash on his nose reminded me of who and what he was -a swaggering, arrogant rockstar.Levi took it in stride. He wanted to say more. I read it in the softness around his eyes. Thanks to my constant scowl, he refrained from doing so. After changing the subject, he gave me a brief tour of the studio downstairs.
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Tangible heat
I returned to my lonely hermit home by noon. Beaten up by my own feelings, I crawled into bed to wallow in self-pity and misery.I majorly fucked up. Not only by walking out on a working contract, but by showing my entire ass. If Levi told our managers what happened, I'd get an earful from Damien. I didn't need him to scold me as if I were still a teenage popstar.Remorse for my actions and attitude kept me in bed for the rest of the afternoon. My last interaction with Levi played on repeat behind my eyes. It annoyed me that he was right.I did him a disservice by preemptively judging him based on the actions of others. My past had no weight on him. Being judgmental and arrogant was commonplace in LA, but being one of those people unsettled me.He wasn't the source of my trauma, and I'd treated him unfairly. But I still wasn't sure if I could work with him. I'd operated from the safety of my home for so long, yet nothing here inspired me anymore.That spark came back to me for a momen
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Might fall in love with you
I clutched the strap of my backpack over my shoulder until my fingers ached. Shifting from foot to foot and gnawing my lip, I stared at the buzzer at the studio. Sunlight fought back the early chill, warming my backside as I anxiously built up the courage to press the button.Technically, I'm still on time. I should ring the button to get this over with. But there's also time for me to turn around and march back to my car.That secondary urge took hold. Before I realized it, I'd angled myself toward the sidewalk with one foot in the air. My boot hit the ground, gravel crunching under the heavy sole, and the lock clicked open behind me."Leaving before coming inside?" Levi's morning voice scraped against the edges of my nerves like a sparking live-wire. An illicit tingle dipped through my stomach from the rasping sound of it.Pivoting around, I plastered a smile on my face. "I thought I forgot something in the car, but it's all here." I shrugged with the backpack. My nervous laughter w
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Carnal desire
I turned into stone despite the raging blood coursing under my skin. My lips parted in a silent breath as my eyes dropped to his mouth. Something unwanted and sharp coiled between my thighs. A whisper of longing invaded my thoughts."Shut up," I snatched my hand. Breathing fast, I whirled around and stepped away. There wasn't enough air in the studio to clear my head.Levi threw his head back, and a rumbling laughter filled the room. My hands curled into fists at my sides with each second that arrogant prick chuckled at my expense."We're done for the day."That shut him up."Wait," he said.Too late, I shoved my materials back inside my backpack. Embarrassed and frustrated, I wanted nothing more than to get out of this enclosed space with him. Sharing breath in the dark with Levi was doing things to my head and body that I didn't appreciate."Come to my show tonight," he offered in a rush, pushing the request out before I disappeared again.I tossed my bag over my shoulder. "I don't
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Want to kiss you
That singular moment solidified to me that my initial judgment was right all along. Levi was nothing more than a womanizing bastard like all the other rock stars around the world.I gave in to that nasty shock without stopping to think about why I felt the way I did. The true source of my upset didn't matter when it blinded me.What I knew was that I had a hot temper and a bad attitude. My short fuse had been lit up. A spark raced toward the explosive, and I needed to burst-to get this surging turmoil out.Everything blurred around me. The lights, the people, even the sounds of the band thanking the audience turned into a muffled mess in my head. I bee-lined through security and backstage at the same time Levi strolled off the stage.We were on a collision course, whether he knew it or not. I'm not sure I was fully aware of it yet either. Not with the red blinders on my head guiding me toward him.I made it to the dressing room first. A second later, the excited laughter of Levi and h
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Undeniably insane moment
"Fuck," I breathe. It's the only word I know right now. It's the one that's been flaring like a neon sign in my head since Levi shut the door.His thumb pressed into my bottom lip. "You keep running that pretty mouth of yours around me and it's going to land you in trouble."I barely restrain the urge to press my body into his. He's too close, and it's clouding my judgment. Whatever it is, I want the trouble he promises."Like what?" My voice is breathless and thin.Levi let out a haughty scoff, but it's full of wanting too. His hand smooths over my cheek and curls around the back of my neck. He leans in close until our foreheads touch. When he closes a fist at the back of my hair, I moan from the tension.At the sound, he groans, "Oh, you can't even begin to imagine the things I'd do to you."My fingers curl in the front of his shirt, twisting in the black fabric. Pulling him closer when it would serve me better to shove him away."Then do it," I blurt before I can stop myself. My he
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Good for me
Saturday morning, I stared at my haggard reflection in the mirror. My fingers gripped the edge of my sink until my knuckles turned bone white, and I ground my teeth as a distraction from the sinking in my gut.A lovely dark bruise on my neck stared back at me. No larger than a nickel on the right side, but enough for me to notice it every time I passed a mirror.A hickey.I had a hickey on my neck like a damn teenager. A hickey from Levi Stark, of all people.This can't be happening to me. How am I supposed to face him again on Monday?With a low-cut shirt and the shortest skirt in my closet. No panties, or bra, and a box of condoms in my purse...No! Stop that!I mentally slapped myself and smacked my cheeks to clear my head.It didn't work.The filthiest daydreams of Levi penetrated my mind throughout the day. All my thoughts pounded through me and left me soaked. He slipped easily past my walls and filled the deepest parts of my thoughts.Oh, goddammit.Is working with him going to
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The need to feel her
LEVI'S POVLearning that I'd get the opportunity to work with the famous, yet anonymous lyricist D. Johnson had excited me. It gave me hope that my album for the international tour would take off and lift my band to new heights.Finding out that the lyricist was Diana changed the entire game.We'd gone international before, but deep in my gut I believed this tour would be life altering.As a young musician, I'd based my style on Devan Johnson's work. I knew every song Diana's father wrote, and I knew the sheet music for everything his band ever performed.While building my first aspiring band, I'd also admired Diana's music. There was a reason her career exploded a decade ago. Everything she wrote was magnetic. In every way, she was an artist, an undeniable genius.Diana and her father were pivotal in my foundation, and she had no idea.Years ago, I'd loved Diana Winslow in the way most teenage boys love attractive pop stars. I fawned over videos of her performances and did more than
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Enjoy the moments
|LEVIA hot shower and a jerk didn't help as much as it should have. The moment I went downstairs and entered the studio, the sight of Diana bent over the soundboard experimenting with the settings brought the ache back as swift as the wind.The edge of her black dress barely hid the perfect curve of her ass. If she leaned forward any further, I'd see her underwear-As if Diana sensed my presence, and my eyes devouring her, she glanced once over her shoulder. One glimpse where our eyes locked, and she shared some untold secret with me. A look of wanting and promise.She bent over further, flipping the switch to turn on the recording room. The light flicked on through the glass window, but my eyes riveted on her. Her dress rode up, revealing inches of her skin and the swell of her tantalizing ass.My jaw locked, and my next breath froze in my lungs.She wasn't wearing any underwear at all."Oh, fuck me," I cursed in a whisper. My heart palpitated, as if it wanted to beat right out of m
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Carnal haze
Sending Levi to the recording room gave me a few feet to clear my head. Getting his intoxicating scent out of my nose cooled some of the fire in my blood, but it couldn't erase the memory of his touch or his breath fanning my skin.Everything about the rockstar aroused me, mind and body. His physical presence evoked another spark of motivation inside of me. Each time he pulled erotic thoughts to the forefront of my head, another song came to life in response.An easy ambiance settled over the studio as we worked, and I truly enjoyed this experience more than I ever dreamed possible. Creating something new with this frantic energy humming under my skin and Levi playing piano on the other side of the glass brought new words effortlessly to the surface.By noon, I had half a new song written. An excitement to share those new words filled me and lifted me out of my seat. Before I realized it, I'd pushed the button to get Levi's attention in the recording room.He jerked his head up and sm
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