They are times you see someone you been thinking of and being happy to see them is not the quick reflex your mind takes but scream as you think your addiction is turning into hallucinations.Screaming for my the second time "Are you okay?" Chris asksHe's actually here l hold my chest to tell my heart to chill and calm the fuck down. I am not seeing things. Looking up to say hi my eyes land on a broad, tanned muscle ripped chest with a full display of delicious 🤤 eight pack of abs."Holy shit." I mumbleDamn, l start to study the sculpture infront of me to appreciate Gods creation cause this one was to die for."Kira." Chris shouts I broke off from my daze and look at his face and embarrassment engulfs me not only from starring and who knows if l was speaking out loud and the fact that l was only in my bra due to my "strip tease." I recently just did,"I am sorry,"I rushed off to my room to change and take a shower...CHRIS' POV.

CHRIS POVAfter dropping Kayla off at school l drove to my apartment which was closer to school where l took a shower and changed whilst the entire time Kira was in my mind, her smile, warmth, kisses damn l couldn't get enough.School went as planned, as promised l picked Kayla and thank Gid those two ladies didn't give me a hard time like yesterday but didn't drop her to Kira for all l know she could be dead asleep and Kayla won't have anyone to babysit her so it's either my mom or she's coming with me for practice. My mom it's too early l haven't introduced them as yet it is practice."How was your day at school." I ask her "It was pretty boring cause mama is not yet fine so l was thinking about her."Packing into the school lot l go to her and reassure her"Mommy will be fine soon okay. Don't worry about a thing.""Okay. Do you promise ?" She whispers "Pinky promise." I held my pinky for her to which she gladly sealed our promise "What do you think about joining me for training.

My day with the Pierce family was unbelievably good and blessed If you ask me. I am to school and old boring routine expect the part that Chris is slicing things up. Let's say after three days of the dinner he asked me out on a date and l can't wait my God. The days were moving so slow l just couldn't wait for this date or maybe it's because l was looking forward for him to pop the question Will you be my girlfriend I couldn't wait for that probably and imagine the disappointment that comes when he doesn't even say it and the heartbreak we won't even reach there. Though l still think the worst heartbreak is when your girl/boyfriend leaves you for the opposite sex compared to your in other words gay.After taking a shower ,l had Kayla help me dress, passed me the combs, dryer, curling tong and above all lip gloss the one she likes on me. She couldn't wait to go back to the pierce mansion honestly. Wouldn't know if she was happy for me when she spent about practically the whole day ta

I am in that honey moon phase of my relationship with Chris and how much l pray it stays like this for long. School hasn't changed much, difference sometimes is he comes to pick me up at my apartment and pick Kayla afterwards. Chris has been going for practice and as a good girlfriend l go for each and every game except for the days Kayla got the flu. They say when you happy days move by without even noticing and that's what's happening.There was one weekend he took me and Kayla out for a date, he's good right l know. Jose finally asked El to be his girlfriend,Grayson has decided to do one night stands. Exams for summer break are coming and l have been working my ass off. Alice helps here and there to babysit Kayla, sometimes Chris and l 'study' each other.Today is my last exam til summer break and Chris finished his business exam way before me, times l wish l didn't go for a medical degree and had gone for a business degree instead. "Mamacita, you look like a zombie walking." Gray

Chris did tire me out cause l didn't even realize he left to take Kayla l feel like a bad mother."Mommy are you okay." Kayla asks climbing on the bed"I am fine monkey." I kiss her forehead."Okay." And she story telling what she did with Alice from the baking and showing her embarrassing pictures of Chris and Camila. How much l wish l watched them as well at this moment.Chris comes out minutes later all dressed up at least he is aware of Kayla in the house and l love that no no no l mean l like that about him. "Bathroom is yours." He takes Kayla from my laps and leaves so that l fix myself which l have to.Looking at myself on the mirror l had hickeys covering my neck shit, l touch them and let me sink myself in the memories of the results. By the time l finished taking a long hot shower l get out to see clothes on the bed.There was a his black tee and sweatpants which k assume got from Camilas wardrobe cause it's my size as well as a new pair of boxers and l smile at his though