[DAPHNE YILDIZ WHITE]I haven't got the foggiest idea, but Craig spends more time with me than usual. Is this what he said we should try? Is he earnest about it? But who am I to question that? Is this not what I want in the first place? Why would I turn away when the impossible becomes possible? "Do you want to order anything else?" He asked me as the waiter who was standing waiting without saying anything. "I'm good, Craig. How about you?" I said and asked with a smile as I raised my face and lowered the menu. We are now at a restaurant going to have our early dinner. "That's all for now." He turned to the usher in front of him. Craig focused on me after the man left to tend our order. "So... how's your study?" "All good, even though we are swamped with all the activities and stuff," I explained while looking sternly at him. Why is that? Whenever he's with me, the image of Cara always enters. Is it because they look alike? "I may melt, Daphne, how you look at me." I was caugh

[CARA WHITE]I am again in a bar, having a moment with booze in my hand. If my liver could only speak, perhaps it may be yelling at me already.My mind speaks against my heart. My heart says to go and fight for Daphne, while my head says otherwise. Why can't they agree on one thing for a break? So I could ease myself from floundering like shit. "I knew it. You are drinking again, Cara. What do you get after this? A headache? or heartache? What?" "What do you want, Kazzy? Didn't I successfully close the deal earlier? How did you find me?" "I set a tracking app on your phone, dumbass." She said, laughing, which made me smirk at her. "What? The hell you're doing that?" I asked in disbelief. "I already did, Cara. You.. What are you doing to yourself? Why not just be honest and talk to her? Say whatever is inside your heart." "And then what? Easy for you to say it 'cause you are not in my position." I fired back after a sip of my drink. "At least you did something rather than not do

Many days had passed like a breeze without seeing Cara. As time went on, I couldn't bear to be without her presence, so I thought of going to her office, to pay her a surprise visit. I was walking in the hallway and was about to open her office door when I was stopped. She was with another woman. It's not Kazzy because I know her voice anyway. Perhaps her assistant or whoever. I didn't think about it anymore and just went in."What's happening?" Suddenly, my heart beat faster when I saw someone sitting on her lap. They stood up together, but the image of their previous position was left in my mind. "What are you doing here, Daphne?" I can't speak suddenly. It was as if something blocked my throat. My chest is tense up. I don't like how I feel. "Nothing in particular.. I just brought you lunch. I barely see you at the mansion, so I thought of coming here. Alright, I'm leaving." I quickly turned around after placing what I was holding on her table because my tears were about to fa

From the stairs, I already smelled the aroma of something that was definitely coming from the kitchen as I got to see the dining still empty. I walk through it, following what my nose lingers with. "Good morning." I heard her greet me without even paying gaze on me. How did she sense my presence as I stepped soundless? "G-good morning," I respond, stuttering. I can see that she's in the mood, literally not sick at all. What a trap, Daphne. You, indeed, know how to tame me. Lucky for you.. What bad luck for me. I was taken aback when she suddenly turned around, facing me while holding a spoon. "Taste it, Cara." Hesitantly, I still obeyed her, opening my mouth. I swallow and lick. "Not bad." Her brows wrinkled in awe. "You don't like it?" I just hissed, turning my back on her. Everything about her... I don't just like it. I love it, except for her mixed signals. Her confusing motif, actions, and behavior.Before I could go far away, she already stood in front of me. "Tell me

[DAPHNE YILDIZ WHITE]"Let me help you," I said, not heeding her words that seemed like a knife that could easily make me bleed. "Stop, Daphne! Just... Just go away. Get out!" She struggled with my touch. "Alright. Alright. I'll leave you alone after this." I just want to help her change and feel comfortable so she can go to sleep. "You are not listening, Daphne. I said leave!" She pointed to the door out. I gulp and freeze on my stand. This is the first time Cara has driven me away. She must be distraught by me. I couldn't do anything but follow her because I was already feeling pain from her sudden treatment. THE FOLLOWING DAY..When I left my room, Cara was also on her way out, which led us to bump into each other for not looking. We both couldn't utter a word when our eyes met. Cara came closer to me, and before I figured it, we were already in each other's arms, kissing. It's my 2nd kiss, but Cara is the first girl I ever kiss. But why are we in this fanciful?! And why I