Dice:It's almost time for the party for Abby and I still haven't talked to her about it yet I told to Maestro and got the date but I still need to ask her. If she says no and then we have the party I will feel like a total jackass and possibly heartbroken. After the incident with Jess earlier this week Abby has been a little distant even after that night. I thought we made up but I was wrong because she isn't being herself. She has been with Robyn most days and at night she just comes home showers and we go to sleep maybe I think something is there when it is not. I'm on my way to meet Maestro now about the party on Saturday right now it's Thursday so I really need to talk to him. I stopped by the diner before heading to the club for a breakfast sandwich because I didn't feel like cooking this morning. I was in and out of the diner in less than 15 minutes I really needed to get to the club and handle this shit. After I pulled in the lot I looked around but didn't see her car anywher

Dice: I got up early this morning I guess the happy nerves were getting to me about the party tonight along with the fact that I can't get over Abby get my name tattooed on her arm. I was pretty pissed off at Chains for helping her and taking her to the appointment but at the same time I was glad he was there to help her get the right person to tattoo her. I felt like my heart dropped yesterday when I seen the bandage I really thought she hurt herself and had to get stitches thankfully it was a bandage for a good reason. I finally got out of bed and went straight downstairs I had my clothes in my hand because I was going to shower at my room in the club. Abby needed to sleep and I didn't want to accidently wake her up which is why I'm leaving now. I took my truck to the club I would get my bike later on Abby woke up anytime I fired up my bike even though she would normally fall back asleep I wouldn't chance it. I was pulling into the parking lot of the club in no time at all I walke

Dice:Yesterday was everything I could have wanted and more not only do I have an ol' lady but that same woman is now my wife. The night was even better I finally got to have my angel in everyway possible and making love to her was more than anything I could hoped for. Before I made it to bed last night she was already sleeping and snoring softly in our bed. She was worn out from everything that happened yesterday from the wedding to the wedding night. I still can't believe that she planned all that and surprised me but little does she know I already bought her a ring and today I go pick it up so it will be on her finger with her wedding band! I got out of bed way before she did today and I went downstairs to make her breakfast. I did what I always did first and made us a pot of coffee because we can't function without it. After the coffee was started I got out everything I needed to make her bacon, scrambled eggs and English muffins for breakfast. I got out peppers and onion for the

Dice: This past week was just a pain in my ass and nothing more. We found out who was following us and these little bastards are plucking my last nerve. After looking into it and having our dealers do a little investigating of their own we found out it's just a bunch of dealers trying to make more money. They are quickly finding out they made the wrong move two of them have already been taking out and we are dealing with three more today. Maestro and I are just glad that we didn't have to deal with another club or the damn cartel again I don't think we would have made it another round with them. Chains is heading out with a few others to handle the three other dealers and then they will all be taking care of. Thank god for easy fixes at least with some things in life because my blood pressure is getting too high. After Chains left I headed to the bar to see my wife..man I can't say that enough. I can't over the fact that I have a wife and that I got married to my beautiful angel. I

Abby: It has been a month since John and I got married and our life couldn't be any better. Don't get me wrong sometimes this man gets on my last nerve but I still love him. After I finally got all my stuff unpacked and put away I started redecorating the house and that is still what I'm doing. Yesterday I went to yet another furniture store to find a new bed I still can't find one I like. I know what I'm looking for I just can't find it. I have already gotten curtains, rugs, a new dining room table and redid the bathroom but the bedroom was my last project. He said I could do whatever I want so I used all my savings and the money I'm still making to redo the house since he insisted that he be the one to pay the bills. Anyway I'm on my way to the last furniture store in town so hopefully I find something I like. I made a stop on my way to grab a latte from the coffee shop I needed the extra energy today. Once I had my latte I made my way to the store. When I walked in the sweetest w