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When you let go of what doesn't serve you good; you come to the realization that there wasn't a lot to hold on to at the first place. To love is to let go to fear is to hold on .
8 weeks later ...
Iris and Jonathan didn't watch a movie that night he came over to her loft. Instead they spent all night talking and getting back to being friends.
Sasha had pleaded with Jonathan to stay and told him she was sorry . Jonathan being the guy he was took her back even forgiving her for almost killing Iris.
Everyone was en route to Madrid to the wedding everyone was on the same flight. Everyone except for Iris.
She decided to take a connecting flight from Billbao to Madrid.
Maria was getting married and had all the help she could get from both families.
What was missing or rather who was Iris . She wanted to "explore" Bilbao.
When Maria asked her why? <
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