147 He's a mental virgin

**Elizabeth's POV**

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He hugged me tightly and burst into tears.

"My moon goddess, I thought you had given up on me. I thought you hated monsters like me, the same as everyone else...I don't, I don't want to be a monster. I don't want to be born in a way that killed my mother. I, I hated myself..."

"I don't know why I came into this world with a curse. I hate myself and my kind. I despise them for their cruelty and madness. I loathe their enjoyment of going to town to kill and rape. I think they are evil. I was ashamed to be one of them. So I killed them, I killed all my kind in the forbidden valley."

"I used to think I was a hero. I thought I would never become as horrible as they were. But when I became an adult, I realized that I was the same as them. I couldn't control my wolf. I couldn't resist my damn instinct to kill and breed. All the white bones in this cave were people I had killed. I swear I didn't mean to kill them. But they just died because of me."

"I tried to kill mysel