KNOWING RONTHER (HAVE I BROKEN RONTHER?)
I slowly opened my eyes and everything felt off, the position, the view, the texture underneath my head. Everything. I wanted panicking but I knew that would be I’ll advised. If this was another teleportation it would be better if I rationally address the situation before I act, I might over react and let my presence known to whomever I am with.
I looked down and I knew I was laying on someone, and whoever it was, was fully asleep, I could feel it. I had my arm over the person in a very comfortable position. I gently raised my head so I could see their face and I almost had a heart attack as I raised and saw Ronthers face.
I mean at this moment I would have preferred to be anywhere else. If Ronther wakes and sees me on top of him he will seriously get angry. Did I get so obsessed thinking about him that I transferred my body on top of his?
I slowly lifted
KNOWING RONTHER (5)“You know if you really wanted to cuddle, you could have just said so to me. I won’t have objected.” I needed him to know he did not have to just act sometimes, it would not hurt if he tells me how he feels. If he wanted my body on his I would not mind“I said I took you to bed, not that I cuddled you. You did that all on your own despite how many times I pulled you off” he stood up as he spoke and I wanted to attack him as I felt embarrassed, that was when I suddenly realized something.He has not called me a witch all through our conversation, that should be some sort of record right?“How is your arm?” He suddenly asked but he did so very nonchalantly, it was the most careless way I have heard anyone ask such question in my life but yet his tone was filled with genuine curiosity, I knew what he was talkin
RONTHERI watched her leave, carrying that stubborn attitude of hers that I have grown to admire, I knew she had a point in what she last said, I knew if I continued to hide from what really happened that day that I might never really heal from it, I have thought about it, about healing but if I am entirely honest with myself that was not what i want, I believe that I should not allow myself to heal, I made a mistake, a costly one that made me lose everything that day and I do not have the right to allow myself heal, I did not want to heal, in-fact, I just wish that she would stop bringing it up already, her obsession with that part of my life was annoyingPersonally i have already found a way to suppress that incident so it does not affect me instead I use it to allow myself not feel, yes i know that it is not ideal and it has made me shutoff from my emotions and practically unapproachable to everyone around me but I was not com
BRUSIERonther walked back inside leaving them to train, he had something else in mind, he made his way to the library, a place he has not been to in a very long time, he walked into the large room and was instantly hit with memories, memories hidden deep with that you would think it was form another life, once upon a time he loved this room, he played a lot in it but since after the incident he made sure to avoid places like this that reminds him of her.He went inside, sat down and took out the letter that was sent to him earlier today, it was from the alphas; Shaun and Ulric.They had written to tell me that they were aware of my recovery and wished me a quick one, saying they were both too busy to come visit at the moment as the vampires have increased their attack in the recent days, they seem to be aware of our plan unite all Werewolves under one banner and so the have chosen
READING LESSONS“Ooh” she just simply said but I could tell she was a little hurt by what I just said, she was probably expecting I would say that I would be nice towards training her but I just don’t know why I lied“Anyways, I thought you hated libraries” she said changing topics“And Who told you that?”“People do gossip” she said evasively but I had a feeling she instigated this particular inquiries that led to the gossip“I do not hate libraries in general, I just happen to hate this library” I said letting her know the distinction“Why? I think your library might be the best, it contains a lot of books in Braille” she asked still putting her nose where it does not belong“That is none of
THE INSOMNIACI got on top of the bed preparing to sleep, this has always been the difficult part of every night for me, finding a way to drift off to bed after a stressful day.Normally I was stressed, my body would be stressed but I could not still sleep.My body was not the problemMy mind was.With how much demons resides in my mind it was a miracle I could even sleep the day I could.I trashed and trashed on the bed looking for better positions to assume but none seems to do the trick.It felt like it was going to be one of those nights, I closed my night for what seemed like hours but apart from the pitch black darkness nothing else, not even sleep could come out of that dark abyssI finally got up and sat at the edge of my bed as it was obvious lying dow
You had no problems sleeping last night though”she said stating the obvious, I really did not, even when I did I had no clue, that was until she touched me“Maybe cuddling you had something to do with that, do allow someone to cuddle you? Maybe that would help” I could see where she was going with this.“No, you are the first and only person to ever do that” I repliedMy former self would have stopped her long ago before she even got this far but my present self had no fight left in him where this woman was concerned.Instead I just wanted to hear her say it, to see how far she could actually take this and so I just listened and said nothing to counter her“d.... d do you want me to do that again? You know, cuddle you? To see if it would help” She asked in a stammer, it was obvious it took everythin
At first I saw it for what it was; my master just being fair to her because of her disability and I did not at that time think anything to it, my master is many things but he would never kick you while you are down, he loves a challenge and probably seeing her blind and weak just made him more protective of her than cruel, he was still a rude but he always guarded her like a mother hen.if the princess had been healthy from the start as she was healthy now, my master would have probably raped her by now and tired to make her carry his children by force while abusing her emotionally and physically if need be, at first I understood his change in behavior and why he was gentle towards her but what I did not see coming was the fact that as she needed his help and protection and he gave it to her as well without holding back, I did not see that slowly and gradually that he would begin to grow fond of her, and I am sure he did not see
I had no idea when I let go of all caution and just allow my base instinct take over me. I have always wondered how it would feel like to kiss Royce, really kiss him, I mean we have kissed him before but always on his terms, right now I have the freedom to be the one in charge and do to him as I please and that thought sent chills down my spine, probably the reason I feel this way is because out of all the alphas he was my white whale, the one who was most difficult to tame and so now I finally have him in my arms I just could not resist it. I wanted to taste himAs I kissed him I could feel his mouth open to me, I did not know if I was imaging it or if he actually was awake and was opening up for me but I did not care, I was too far gone to stop now and so I let myself dive even deeper into the kiss, I slowly felt him reciprocate as his tongue caress mine, that was when I realized he was in fact awake and conscious of what I was doing, I moan loudly into his mouth forgetting every